~<>< REBELlation <>< ~

2010-06-12T14:48:00.002+08:00

i am feeling quite confuse now...
it's making me quite upset.
the morning and the night of you seem so different.
i thought i knew you.
i thought u are kind.
i thought u are different somehow.
but it seems that..
u are all the same like any other guys out there..
is it true?
it breaks my heart so much:(

2010-06-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

well...
i have not blogged for quite a long long time already..
sometimes it will be nice to stay away from blogging when somebody weird tagged ur blog..
at least that's what i think.
maybe maybe that person will come by daily to see what shit i am typing, and i guess that person will be kind of disappointed that nothing is here for him/her to see.
TOO BAD.
hahha!!
and i have been living GREAT these few days though i didn't come over here to spam.
:P
do u feel kind of sad when u hear this?
too bad.
i dun wan to get affected by people's comment of any negative remarks anymore.
this kind of person just sux.
and i don't really wish to care..
wasting my tears over them isn't worth it at all.
i have been living great! and too bad that u want to hurt me or whatever.
.
.
anyway,
it's always nice that your ex-ex-bf starts talking to you again.
it's just like friends talking to each other..
sometimes when a relationship ended,
the most pity part is the happy moment before a relationship started as a fren isn't it?
that person maybe a "better" person to talk to at that point of time that's why two parties ended up together.
but when a relationship ended,
it's always sad that both parties end up getting sour or even became enemies.
but yes:)
great that we are talking to each other again.
it's always nice:)
.
.
Lots of things happened these few weeks,
GRADUATION,
DRIVING TEST,
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS..
well,
everything went well.
i'm getting happier day by day..
isn't it great/?
some pursue happiness...
i shall create happines:)
that's why i am here for since poly year 1..,
and i will continue when i enter Uni
GABETTE!!!:)

2010-05-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

hee^_^
i'm back again to blog!
i miss blogging:D
i do not know which idiot is using his name to tag on my blog:(
kinda sad when i see all this..
i will hide myself when i'm sad..
that's my personality and my way..
so if u see me not appearing in facebook or blog ,
you should know what's happening to me..
it takes me more than 2 months to cool myself down because of you,
i will tear when i see you in facebook.
i will tear when i see you in msn being so happy...
i know you will forget me one day..
i know you will find another girl one day...
i just don't wish to see it..
it totally pains me..
i wish to hold you and walk this path together till the end..
just like how i promise u to
but i couldn't as i know i will bring u pain..
you made a choice..and i couldn't hold it back..
can't u see the heart is bleeding inside/?
.
pain isn't the word to use when we are together..
there is only pain when i see you over there and i couldn't talk to u and tell u how much i miss you..
.
i know u wouldn't tag those weird kinds of stuff over there in blog.
u wouldn't be so harsh right?
u wouldn't hurt me right?
u woulldn't be so cruel to me right?
u wouldn't right?
though alot of people told me why can't be you..
but i believe u wouldn't do that right?
the person i knew isn't like this who will hurt people.
even if u feel like this, u wouldn't say it..
this is you..
the kind one..
and that's why i love you.
the kindhearted soul who wouldn't hurt anyone..
that's why i love u.
i believe u wouldn't say all this.
i believe it is someone else saying all these hurtful things..
u wouldn't hurt me like this..
u wouldn't....right?
i keep telling myself this..
and i believe to it..
i will wait for you..
till you find your happiness...
and i will move on again...
do find your happiness okay?
this is tearing me up again...
:(

2010-05-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

-.-
which idiot is copying his name and post that stupid comment in my tagboard.
wat the.
he can't possible know my blog name.

2010-05-11T01:27:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling all so broken up.
why is this happening?
why why why why why????
i am sitting infront of the laptop all the tears just keep flowing..
WHY WHY WHY WHY??????????
tell me???????
:(
ARGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!!

2010-04-03T11:01:00.004+08:00

本小姐 is now at new house:D
hahahaha~!!
it is still amazing that i can blog over here as...
by right there should be no access to internet>.<
hahahah~!!
i think i am just lucky that i can access to internet over here..
blog over here and enjoy exploring internet..
and of course some peace in my room..
i do hate those people coming to my house to renovate..
they have those faces that made you think that "they will sure cheat your money" kind of feeling..
argh.
anyway..
it is still nice sitting at level 2 so peacefully away from those people at level 1 :D
so here i goes.. blogging about what i did with my dear jb the yan dao~
hahhhahah~!!!
so where did jb the yandao and chicky little went like last last LAST week?
hahahah`!!
we went to have a romantic date at east coast park:D
hahhahah~!!
cycling from one end to the other end of east coast park isn't quite easy Okay?
it is just super super tired~!
and my crappy bag is so heavy
plus the idiotic bike that keeps creaking and creaking..
ewww~!

So this is the type of rewards you will get when u cycle to the other end of east coast:D
peace and beautiful scenery`!
feel kinda xin fu~!
aww..if i can enjoy a romantic with my future bf over here will be not bad right?
we can have picnic~!
it makes me feel as though i am oversea..
like aust or new zealand..
:(the thought of my frens leaving soon to study oversea do make me feel abit upset..
but it is okay..
i believe they will come back smarter and of course more independent..
hai.. don't really wish them to go..
it's not days or months but YEARS.
arggh..
:(

this tree is so pretty among the green ones..^^

MY bag HER bag..:D
lee jb is super nice to help me carry:)
so sweet~
hahah~! and if u look closely...
the badge..
hahah`!!
leejb is super cute to draw her hongki all that and pin it on her bag..
hahahahh`!
draw one jaejoong de for me lehx..
hahhahh~!!

We had our lunch cum dinner at YUM CHA~
wee~
it is a buffet`!
so we can eat-all you-can~!!!!

there is egg tart~

char-siew pastry

lee jb's lian rong bao~
she is cute lah..
only eat lian rong -.-

WHooo~!
小龙包~
there is sharkin on top~!!
but i think i still love the 小龙包 at ding tai feng~
i think it is still the best
:D

纸包 chicky wing~

2 idiotic man sitting at the other table next to us say that it is dumb to eat veg in buffet.
super dots lox..
eat so many meat ...
of cos need to eat some veg to have a balance diet.
stupid man>.<
grrr

i think i won't eat dian xin for a very long time>.<

2010-03-28T18:25:00.005+08:00

hahahha~!!

本小姐 recently very lazy to blog.

hahah`!!

i just realise it is super man fan to load one photos by one photo to place the pix into blog

and sometimes i have super alot of photos to load.

and the thinking of loading these photos shunned me away from blogging..

i just wonder why do i have so much patience to load photos last time

hahahah~!!

can blogger invent something like a rapid loading of pictures or something like that so that i don't need to load one by one..

super dumb lox..

anyway, i am escaping away from msn and facebook and all that.

LOl~!

dun really feel like coming online...

it will sometimes hurt me abit..

and staring onto this stupid screen will let me emo..

hahah~!!

i'm emo princess.

i can't deny that :D

anyway,

i still need to blog`!!!

hahahahah`!!

i do love to see how will i react when i see my blog like after 20 years ?

hahah~!!

imagine i see what stupid things i have done last time..

will be fun`!

or maybe one day i got memory-loss?

this will help me too`!

hahhha~!!

so i MUST be more diligent abit to blog. :D

hahah~!!
so let's start from the 1st outing which happened

hmm.. last last maybe LAST week?

It was with JEAN~!

aahaha`!!

my bestie~!

wee wee~!

super junior is HER love

DBSK is MY love

coffee is OUR love

we had our lunch at DOMANI~!

sound high-class eh?

haahah~!!

jean and i was like imaging if we are 富太太 having tea-time in future..

actually we are still thinking whether should we go into this Italian restaurant or not?

as it look kinda ex>.<

LOl`!

but we still went in as...

err..

i also dunno why`!
hahahah~!

it just look super delicious at how the ang mohs have the pizza`!!!

hee`!! i have my tea~!

Orient of pearl is the name

sound so nice right?

and it tastes nice`!

i will wish to buy a transparent pink color teapot set in my new house so that i can drink tea in my balcony`!

super high`!

hhahah~!!

oooooohhhhlallalalll`!

pIZZA~!

oh so delicious~

but of cos i still do miss pizza hut's

DINNER is at my beloved TCC~!!!!^^

This time is at centrepoint^^

alight at somerset mrt station^^

hahahah`!! that is our seat at the romantic place~!!!

the sofa is like sausage`!

the lighting is beautiful

i'm a princess:D

hahaha~!

i dun really like the rest of the place's seats

if u see properly, (i circle it)

there is a BIG hole in the sofa.

i still dunno why it is over there-.-

i have an imagination that i wil drop into the hole and something like that

hahahh`!!

so conclusion?

i STILL love suntec branch.

whahaha!

jean's latte^^my mighty joe young!

hahahah~!

i ask the person to blend it for me.

for your info,

it is not in the menu anymore:(

super sad~!

but i think the mighty joe young over here taste super super nice~!

the one at clarke quay sux.>.< LOl`!

YUMMY-ooo-so delicious FOOD~!
i feel super xin fu`!

to submerge myself in delicious appealing food`!

food hunt.

i think i'm going for that :D

2010-03-17T00:49:00.007+08:00

BLOODY LEGSss

OOOOOOOOOOooooUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuCCCChhh

sickening !!!!>.<

i fell down and hurt myself>.<

so dumb

got my leg with blood~!

ewww~!

but it's not that deep...

luckily.... :)

i realise....

taken from: ~Overdoze-of-dreams

external wounds heal easier than internal wounds...

don't you ever agree?

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taken from: ~AstridT

sickening meow~!

that crazy cat glare at me-.-

eeee~!

why cats nowadays ain't afraid of human? :(

innocence in its face..

its cuteness may have deceive your pure heart..

sometimes human are just like cats..

so adorable yet maybe so evil and fake.

argh.

i do hate this world sometimes

2010-03-13T01:57:00.003+08:00

MALDIVES

Daddy is going to Maldives in just a few more hours=(

aww..

and he is really very dots seriously..

do u know why is he going there or not?

make a guess?

travelling? Nope.

Business? Nope..

He is going there to FISH.

Omg.

totally insane isn't it?

where got people take aeroplane to another country to fish-.-

very DOTS.

whatever..argh

he should bring me there to sun-tan or enjoy the blue sea seriously.

make me stay in Singapore-.-

so bored.

and my brother is in Beijing-.-

so from tomorrow the entire house will only left me and my mum..

so sad..

argh..

and mum is very dots.

she dun wan to drive though she has driving licience.

she should drive me round singapore to have fun together without MEN in house=D

shop till we mad=D

wahahaha..

ok my mum is not as mad as me..

hai..

i should go and get my driving licience.

hmmm...

2010-03-11T22:49:00.004+08:00

CH.C.LATE RESEARCH FACILITY
thank pui for bringing me over^^
i'm totally a road idiot.
went there with fadzul + pui.
hahaha..
it is total weird to call him fadzul now..
cos i always call in mama in koolwerkz..
hahaha..
i miss the old days where we spammed ice-cream,
trapped ourselves in the -21 degree celcius freezer and close the light..
jump around and bully uncle..
hahahah..
i miss the moments..

the shop design^^
if you are wondering what is in the white shelves at the left hand corner,

the whole stretch is chocolate, chocolate and still CHOCOLATE!

overwhelming!

i love their packaging^^

so colourful right?

and btw,

they have over 100 different flavours of choc.

OMG right?

hahah!

u can check out their flavours in their website=)

hahah!!
OF COURSE i wouldn't miss getting one to try=)

hahaha!!

i got a shock that they actually have LAVENDER!

whoo~!

i love lavender smell=)

hahah!!

this is how a block of their chocolate look like^^

hahaha!!

it is so cute..

as it is labelled,

SMALL
MEDIUM
LARGE!

hahahah!

ps..i ate the two small ones already^^

it tastes great ok?

MY NEW HOUSE^^

oh...btw..

i'm shifting house already=(

so sad..

i'm shifting away from yishun to yio chu kang area..

it is still under renovation now>.<

let u guys, catch a glimpse it first..

hahah!

so messy like mad..

BANGS BANGS BANGS

wahahah!

cut bangs

do i look weird or not?

like so nerd.

wa piang..

hahaha

daddy still hates my hair color..

so i think it is within time i will just dye it black back..

and my hair now just look cui okay?

i miss the perms>.<

i miss him too...

i'm getting so afraid of going online and even opening my laptop nowadays..

i will broke down..

i dun noe why.
i'm a stupid dumb dumb woman...

i never knew i would hurt like this...

i wish you will reached a better place without me...

2010-03-08T12:14:00.003+08:00

Smile by =armene

I BELIEVE
I CAN BE
SO MUCH BETTER
WITHOUT YOU

everyday is a new day, and i shall live my days with happiness...

and bring my happiness to people around me..

i love the ones beside me..

my families

all of my best friends..

thanks for lending me your ears,

your hugs,

your time,

looking at how ugly i cry..

hearing my awful voice when i cry..

i feel so blessed to have people around me concerning me..

without you, i may have broken into pieces..

shattered and torn..

thankx for always being there supporting this weakling over here

thank you..<3

2010-03-07T22:42:00.006+08:00

i have regained my freedom.......
i do not know whether should i be happy about it or not..
i have been appearing in smiles and all that..
i know people will be concern about me..
but i dun wan them to worry about me...
so i just had to smile
ok..it seems abit fake and all that..
but i can't possible cry infront of people when i see or chat with them right?
it will be total weird..
like how i cry infront of my laptop..
it is freaking my mummy out..
she wanted to confiscate my phone and my laptop so that i can stop crying infront of these electronic devices..
i didn't want to tell her about it...
i think when she heard this story it will just freak her out..
LOL..
i'm weak and emotional..
i can't deny it..
and i can cried and cried for a long time..
abit mad and insane i think..
i will think of the happy moments we had together and tears will just run down the face..
it is mad i know..
and i can only save myself.
i am glad my frens are beside me supporting me..
they always wanted me to end it as they can see the pain i am undergoing..
but..somehow..
somehow..
i do miss you alot..
though u sux alot
argh.
i'm dumb..
but i will get over it..
i will find someone better^^

2010-03-04T23:36:00.002+08:00

MINT
Museum of Toys~!
hahahah
i love toys
i love kids
i love childhood memories..
these are the purest thing in earth...
as you grow older...
u will find that the world is so dark...
you used your true feelings to human beings..
and what you get in the end is just..
PAIN.
eeekk...
everything is a lie...
sucker..
okay...
i shouldn't grumble too much...
back to topic..
LOL
i went there with TAN DINGDING
lOL
hahaha
luckily ding is NOT a road IDIOT..
i AM one ..
hahahah~!
she can feel her way there
LOL~!
it is just a tiny, skinny building..
(is this how to describe a small building?)
hahahah~!!
but it is considered the largest TOY museum in southeast Asia=)
cool~!
hahah~!
anyway..
those who are BORN IN MARCH~!!
LISTEN UP~!!!
u can go in for FREEEEEEEEEEE this month
^^
and for students like ME~!!
HALF PRICE!
hahaha
i love the quietness in the museum..
make me feel so peaceful..
so relax..=)

salt and pepper^^

oh..wild berries tea is a NO NO for me..

i think i have chosen the wrong flavour..

it tastes so sweet.

eek..

i miss ROSE tea in Bakerzin^^

I LOVE SPICY CRAB SPAG~!

nice^^

hahaha

and if you like retro?

that MR PUNCH restaurant will give you that type of theme=)

DARKIE TOOTHPASTE~!

wahahaha

does it look familar?

look like darlie toothpaste right?

whahahahha

i will always love you...^^

this is so sweet

hahahaha

one day i will find a guy that will always love me =)

PASIR RIS

CYCLE!

wee...

i love cycling with lee jb^^

i love eating her food.

it is so healthy..

hahahaha

and taste great^^

i love the scenery by the BEACH^^

sparkling water..

blue blue sky

white fluffy clouds~!

wee!

hahah~! i love KOI bubble milk tea too..

hahah~!!

i like their long long straw

hahahaha~!!

plus their cute little pearls^^

hahahaha..
lee jb always told me what 豆 thingy which i always dunno what she is talking about..

hahahha...

it totally make me laugh when i know the word koi is turned over..

it forms the word 豆

hahahaha

who is so brilliant to think of this?

hahahahaha

oh.. hahahah..

and u know what lee jb made for our picnic session?

fruit salad=)

green apple,

melon,

raisins,

cashew nuts,

orange juice~!

I LOVE IT!!!^^

hahahaha.. thank leejb for eating my smashed up sandwich..

which consist of the shitty tuna which you hate

and the weird lettuce..

hahahaha

next time i shall invent nice food for u okay?

wahahah`!!

does it look like those jap magazine or not?

ahhaha

it is fun translating the words into jap and putting it into the pix

hahahah~!!

SICKENING MRT!!

WO HUI HAO HAO DE!!!

you dun wan to meet then say u dun wan to meet!!!

dun need 假惺惺
FAKEr!

arggh!

dun need say u delete my msg subconciously

when i sent you 3 msges..

THREE!

idiot lah..

chicken mcnugeet!

argh~!

i will find someone better BETTER BETTER~!

actually any shit man outside is also better than you!!!

i dun need to always blame myself for everything that happen

that make me so dumb..

i will not put all my feelings in anymore..

i will have a shield to protect myself..

why everyone seems that they want to hurt you

and gain something from you

when you treated them whole heartedly

why human is so eww..

argh~!

strangle them!

2010-03-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

hai~!!!
i seriously think that i'm like a bird living in a cage..
my mum and dad are simply too protective towards me..
i need to get my wings to fly out of the cage..
but i'm trapped.
argghh..
the reason why i took so long to ask them is because i already know the answer that they won't allow me to go..
but please.. i'm 20 years old..
argghh..
i dun like to go quarrelling with you because of such matter..
that's why i took such a long time to actually brave up my courage and approach you..
argghh..
so the answer is always the same.
NO NO NO NO NO`!
argh~!!
i'm angry..
sad.
i wish to go so much..
arggh..`!
i'm like a bird..
i'm trapped in this stupid cage..
angry..
argh`!
.
.
i think nowadays my life just simply sux lots..
i need to go to police station just because of some idiot.
and need to make phone calls here and there
argh`!
oh please..
why these people don't have a heart.
argh~!
i'm angry~!!!!
hope justice can put you in jail.
argh`!
.
.
angry angry~!!
and super sad~!!
I WANT GO TAIWAN WITH MY FRIENDS LAH~!!
I MISS THEM SO MUCH`!
arggghh`!!!
why my parents just don't understand me`!
they have their reasons.
i have my reasons too..
.
i don't have any breathe to talk to u anymore.`!
ARGGGGGhhh~!!

2010-02-21T22:25:00.008+08:00

gosh..

i have not blogged for a long long time..
i'm hiding myself.
haha!!!
somethings has happened
had happended...
and will happened..
i think i shouldn't say so much...
tsk..
i will walked myself out of darkness..
sometime i miss my sunshine-ness..
(hahah..is there such a word?)
there will be rainbow after the rain...^^
i pray and hope so....

.

hahah~!! this is what happen everytime when i study for my exams>.<

i start to do bo liao stuff like painting my nails..

to even drawing-.-
super lame..

actually i should go and take up a design course so that i won't be suffering so much>.<

gah`!

I'VE A BAD MEMORY~!

though last time i manage to memorise a whole book of social studies..

now i think i can't even remember what i did a moment ago..

goshh..

i'm getting OLD~!

this marks the end of my paper...

or should i say the end of my misery...

yeahx
and i spent it with puipui
^^
laksa
chendol

Bailey's Irish cream souffle(it's melting in my mouth :D)

black forest cheesecake

Rose Tea(gosh this is nice^^)

^^
i'm getting fat>.<

MS PUAH MS PUAH MS PUAH~!!!!

I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH

though you only just taught me for just one sem..

i love you simply alot~!!

i think you are the best teacher in TP~!

make me feel that at least TP has some tiny mini warmth..

or i think i will go mad..

*HUGS*

i think i will not get so close to you anymore...

i think i'm causing problem...

i know it isn't same as before that we could chat non-stop over in the phone....

i know it's bad to come in-between and ask so much....

tsk..

i should take a step back =(

2010-02-06T22:11:00.003+08:00

i didn't know by actually looking at how you msg me last time.
will make me tear.
i actually miss it..
it actually serve no point being tgt anymore..
since what i love about you, ain't the same anymore..
the happiness that u brought me..
ain't there anymore..
the degree of sadness.. is more than the degree of happiness.
it ain't shouldn't be happening...
it actually feel so hard to let it go..
if u will to msg me just like now. just like today..
perhaps i won't fell in love with you..
i can't change the way you are now..
the normal how tom dick and harry will msg me..
you ain't the special one that will capture my heart anymore..
it is just..it is just...
just that i can't find any reasons to break your heart...
i can't just can't bear to break your heart..
the heart that is broken by so many people..
i just can't be the one that break you up again..
and make you upset..
but..
but..
i'm thinking so much for you..
are u thinking a little for me?
i can just walk away and just lie at other's shoulder
i can just walk away and i believe a even better one will show up
i can just walk away..
but i ..
i dun have the heart to do so..
u are so fragile..
i can't bear to break u up..
i can just slowly let u go..
just bits and pieces..
u can find someone much better, more suitable than me..

what's the point of keeping a soul when the heart is not there anymore?

2010-02-06T18:37:00.006+08:00

GOSH~!
this week is just so crappy busy and crazy~!!
i think i almost fainted YES I ALMOST DO~!
so many things`!!
and do u noe how much tears i shed becos i'm so stressed`!
arggh`!
i'm a crybaby i admit>.<>.<>

My product label for my banana muesli drink ^^

so the monkey comes from one pix in deviantart.com

then i edit it till it looks like this ^^

add in the rest of the details and TADA~! =)

this is RABBITOPIGGTO~!

LEE JB IS SUPER XIN FU TO HAVE A GUY TO MAKE THIS FOR HER oooooo
SO ENVY SIA~!!
ni yao yong yuan kuai le oooo ^^

Omg..

cloudy noe my name>.<

now i need to go low liao hor?

shit lah~!!

cannot be so high anymore>.<

i'm so shy>.<

how he know my name?

hope he dun hate me >.<

Gosh..
can u believe it?

i went out with B>.<

LOl>.<

i must be mad>.<

one moment he tells his fren, i'm his future gf.

another moment he met his fren, and tell her i'm his gf>.<

*faints*

我觉得我对B，就好像MRT 对我吧？

莫人 SUX

2010-02-01T04:45:00.004+08:00

T.T
i'm really upset
really upset..
i hate it

2010-01-31T01:13:00.004+08:00

WEEEE~!!!
I PASS NAPFA
ALLALALALALALALA~!!!

can;t believe i did it

actually i just wanted to just go and show face and anyhow do

cos my careperson make it compulsory>.<

ahahahah~!!

I actually pass lo~!!

hahahahah~!!!!

weee weeee~!!

ahahah`!!

i must been mad to msg my careperson and say thank you to him`!!

hahahahahahaha~!!!

and he reply me Well Done!

whahaahah~!!

so crazy so crazy`!!

hahaahah~!!

even he also feel happy for me lah~!!

that mrt >.<

i dun noe what to say him

AND I LOST MY NETT Card
HOW CRAP~!

ok..

my frens and daddy I are all going to vomit blood

i think they can't stand me hurting myself and doing nothing.

ki siao ~!!!!

i must be mad`!!!

YES YES YES~!!!

they all believe i can find someone so much nicer to care for me..

i must be real dumb`!!

knock me awake`!!

i'm like so stubborn`!

and so unhealthy`!!

it is hurting me and why am i so dumb arhx?

tell me..

should i just ignore and let it die slow

or just a clean one?

>.<

why don't you realise i love you so much and treat me nicer abit?

why do you have to enter and leave my life?

why everytime the one i love will leave me?

why why why?

2010-01-30T10:55:00.003+08:00

i must have shed one litres of tears that day

i actually gave him up

why am i holding back?
when i know i don't belong there anymore?

"not sure" is not the answer i wanted

2010-01-24T22:28:00.003+08:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMZZZZZZZZZZZ
YOU ARE OUT OF THE GAME YOU IDIOT

i believe i can be so much happier

temperamental

you are mad.

and STOP affecting me.

when u need somebody i'm always there

when i need somebody, crap man..are u even there?

sucker

2010-01-24T11:02:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MJ~!

Can you believe that?

1 year went away just like this and it's your bday again..

baking ur duo cake: tiramisu + strawberry cheesecake seems only yesterday...

simply can't forget the mess i made from all the baking..

hahaah~!!

luckily it is still edible

but this year..

A NORMAL YUMMY STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE FOR YOu~!!

hahah~!!

eh..finally something normal and edible right?

hahaha`!!

wish you all the best my fren ^^

Project Project Project and still Project..

i'm getting sick of this type of monotonous life..

i'm going to perservere, close my eyes and just hope days like this will go away quick..

i need to hold myself,

from getting mad from all these..

.
.

thx pui^^
this totally made my day=)
so kawaaiii~!
hahhah~!!
LOVE~!
.

after thinking,

i realise..

i'm not fit to play the love game afterall.

just one more life left,

and you will get kick out of this game

i won't look back, when i say goodbye

though i hate the word goodbye

though i dun like parting

though i dun like the feeling of leaving..

i had to if i need to..

otherwise i will go mad.

and i will make people vomit blood 0.0

2010-01-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

I AM COMING HERE TO NAG AND NAG AND NAG~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why am i so careless`!!
wa piang~!!!
i lost my gorilla file~!!!!
luckily i found it in the DUSTBIN or else i will be in dead meat~!!!
now i lost another thing again`!!
seriously is wth man~!!!
that stupid idiotic paper is super impt..
CSAS RESUME`!!
which need to be handed up on WED
YES THIS WED~!!
and i lost it~!!!!!
wth~!!
CAN I WAKE UP OR NOT`!!
why do i keep losing my stufffff~!
i'm so sad=(
i dun noe wat to do seriously`!!
and i email teacher she didn't even want to help~!!
ARGGGGGGGGhHHHHHH~!!!!!!

my life is so up-side down~!!!
what's happening to me~!???????????????????/

and i feel I AM SO BAD-TEMPERED~!!
i dun noe why i flare up so easily`!!!
oh crap`!!
what;s on my mind seriously`!!!!!!
why am i like this~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAKE UP WAKE UP~!!!
SHAKE ME AWAKE~!!
PLENTY OF THINGS TO DO~!!
i can't just die like this~!!!!!!!!!!!

how i wish to graduate soon`!
i'm getting so tired and sick of it..
>.i'm going mad and soon i will end up in IMH~!!
idiot~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-10T21:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUIPUIPUIPUIPUIPUI~!!!!!

hope you love the card made by me>.<

LOVE YOU~!

2010-01-10T20:54:00.003+08:00

Went out with JEAN on NEW YEAR Eve=)
she is still my BFF~!!
hahah~!!
miss her and her super junior craziness~!!

went GOBI at suntec city`!!

love the ambience~!!

but for coffee and cakes selection, TCC is still the BEST~!

don't u feel the same too jean?

we are like staring to opposite, wishing that we are in TCC

hahaha~!!

ahahh~!!

preetty right?

the whole ambience is sort of ruined when one Indian little girl keep staring at us outside the window..

she keep giving me that weird eerie smiles..

eyyyyyyryrrr~!!!!!

LOVE THE MUSHROOM SOUP~!!!

settle for coffee at Bakerzin finally
my legs are aching

Yummmmm..

the black round thing is ewww..

full of liquor..

faints..

MEET UP SOON JEAN~!!
COFFEEEEEEEE ^_^

2010-01-10T20:36:00.003+08:00

i miss the old me..
the old bubbly me...
the one that brought happiness to people...
the one that brought smile to people...
i went to look at my old post..
i seem to have change alot...
the current me seems so stupid..
seems so dumb
and do things that hurt myself..
what's happening..
why do i bring worry and unhappiness to people now..
what's happening to me...
bring me back..
bring me back..
bring me to the one that i had lost.

miss my black hair and red specS?

or do u miss me with my specs and my perms?

or do u miss me with black hair and bubbly smiles?

or do u love how am i now?

weird hair

weird personality.

eww.

i finish my whole bottle of whiskey-.-

wahahha~!

i finally did that~!!

drunk my sorrow and let me forget..

i think i'm going to meet MRT soon.

it's insane to be like this..

i'll go mad soon.

meet and end

just meet and continue..

it's stupid to be like this..

and it's suffocating me..

can i just shut my mind and sleep forever?

2010-01-07T23:08:00.005+08:00

OMg~! it's just unbelieveable that W actually know wat my PM means~!!
it came from a song FIREFLIES~!!
that's what my blog song is Now.=D
omg`!!
he knows he knows`!!
hahaha`!!!!
and he guess my bday in just one guess~!
super clever`!!
ok.. at 1st i do think he went FB to stalk~!!
but he said he never..
ok..
i believed>.<
he sings super welllll~!!
plays his guitar super wellll too`!!
oh gosh`!
1st time i'm so stuck with a guy singing>.<
but my deardear hates him
i think they have some conflict last time?
and he says W is a BIG Flirt
whaahh`!!
ok..i shall find out the truth..
he type <3 when he say gdbye to me in msn..
omg~!
imagine he says that to every girl~!
ewwwww~!!!!!

2010-01-07T20:56:00.001+08:00

it's just amazing to see guys blog too....
i thought it is just girly stuff..
LOL~!
i wonder whether does he blog too?
hahah`!!
I still can't find my DADDY I's blog till now...>.<
gah~!
it is already 2010~!!
still unknown~!!
eeeewww`!
can't he tell me?
IDIOT~! bleahx~!

2010-01-06T20:45:00.003+08:00

i was thinking..
thinking
and still thinking...
.
.
kinda feel ewww..
i dunno why..
errr..
.
.
i wonder how is it like when i meet him?
i am still wondering..
kinda feel eww about it..
i dun noe why..
i think i won't fit into his world..
and he can't fit into mine either..
it's kind of complicating..
haiz..
.
.
what am i doing?/////
..
.
and i think i dun noe how to face another additional human in my life..
i think i will feel weird..
though i sort of get used of msging you and i think i can't live without it..
but the thought of having another additional person into my life just make me feel weird..
super weird..:(
i wish everything will be well..
but i think it won't..
it seem our life dun match..
i dun noe why i suddenly feel this way..
but it is just kind of feeling..
i think we are just using each other as companion..
haiz..
why am i feeling like this=(
.
.
hai..
shall go do proj..
=(
i shouldn't think so much =(
hai

2010-01-03T01:51:00.004+08:00

Just a random thought but i'm gonna type it here~!!
So that i can remember and fufil this wish~!!
ahahah~!!
u do noe i've such bad memory~!!!
so i better type it here b4 i forget~!!
hahahahaha~!!!!!!!!!

I'M GONNA PLANT
SUNFLOWER
IN MY BALCONY
WHEN I SHIFT HOUSE ^_^

YEAHX~!!!!!!!!!

hahahah`!!!

but don't u feel it will be so xin fu if u open your window and a whole stretch of sunflower is smiling at you?

by singorscream26 from deviantart.com

OMG~!!

So pretty don't you feel that way too?

but it is like so impossible>.<

singapore is so ..

nvm..

i shall plant them in my balcony~!!

i think i can have up to like 5-8 of them=D

SOMEBODY PLEASE SUPPLY ME WITH SEEDDDDDSSSS~!!!!

夏天的向日葵，

by junshien from deviantart.com

秋天的樱花，by jin-tze from deviantart.com

冬天的小雪。。。

by *buble from deviantart.com

。。。很幸福 ^-^

2009-12-28T23:21:00.002+08:00

okay..
i'm here to nag and nag again~!!!!!!
starting to feel so hurt and weird about stupid MRT~!!
he make me sobx. he make me emo like him...
he is just a complete weirdo..
360 degree turn..
yes..
how weird..
u can emo..
and turn 360 degree and happy again..
and i'm starting to wonder who are u seriously..
u said u dun noe me..
i realise i don't too..
i try so hard to tell u and try to understand you ..
but it seems u dun ever seem to be interested.
giving me short reply which i totally hate it..
u are not the one..
not the one i know u first..
u are just a plain normal one..
how i wish time rewind and you are the one i used to know you..
i miss the old MRT...
the one that will crap with me..
the one that will make me happy..
but i realise..
you are not..
you are not..
isn't it?
i feel so stupid...
so stupid...
GAH~!!
tell me how to break through all these pain..
i'm a happy girl..
but i think i lost my way...
.
.
.
i hold on to it now..
but i think it's just a matter of time that i let it go..
it's suffocating..
everyone thinks he is not the one..
i think so too..
i do not have the power to make an emo person happy again..
i thought i have...
but i don't
cos i will get affected...
and turn emo...
and it hurts me...
so much so much.....
.
.

i'm lucky to have people around me concerning me..

if you are wondering who..

yes it is YOU

reading this..

thankx..

it warmth my heart a little..

loves <3

2009-12-27T21:57:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHIRSTMAS EVERYBODY~!

wahahah~!!

isn't the gingerbread man cute?

i bake it~!!

i shall name them oatybread man~!

woots~!!!!

loves wearing santa hat and walk around orchard during christmas~!!
>.<

wish to visit childrenhome next here and pose as santa to give sweet~!

wee~!

>.<

2009-12-27T01:08:00.006+08:00

12/12/09-15/12/09

hee~!

it has been long since i last blogged.~!!

i went PENANG~!!

let's post some pix here !!!

=D

Picture from my hotel room when it is sunny...

picture from my hotel room when there is rainbow~!

woots~! am i so lucky to see one oversea right?

but if u look closely..

there is TWO~!!!

hahaha~!!!

beautiful right ?=)

i have been sleeping and replenishing my sleep all day long in Penang..

some pple may say it is a waste of time..

but Penang is like so bored..

and i'm sick as i'm coughing like mad..

so just SLEEP and PLAY GAMES

wee~!!

that's my bro playing btw=)

Wahaha~! is it lame to buy that GRASS grasshopper?

it already turned brown now>.<

wahahah~!! Indian temple>.<

so pretty~!

So squeessey MAn~!!!

RED Wine goes well with food=)

mummy and daddy must be mad to let me and my bro drink..

Lols..

but i'm like not drunk>.<

HEY HEY~! this place is simply so great ok?

i really love the shop design`!

plus the cups and everything..

oh goshh~!!

hen xin fu~! =)

hahaha~!! is it weird to eat JAP food in Penang?

hahah~!!

but is like so xinfu to eat jap food?

who cares where am i.

and why should i eat Penang laksa everyday..

LOls~!!

but singapore LAksa is still the best~!!

WHOo~!!

Penang is a boring place~!

good for relaxing as you can sleep whole day~!!!

food are so cheap~!

feels like a king>.<

wahahaha~!

2009-12-10T23:54:00.002+08:00

This is what i usually ended up doing when i'm studying for exam..
and u noe something.. studying makes me emo..
makes me think lots
makes me miss lots..
those emo feelings will flood once back again..
i guess it wasn't really cure..
i should find some help to instill some positive thinking into this idiotic brain..
i miss the old times where i can live without worries..
but watever..
it finally ENDED~!!
whoohoo~!
super HAPPY~!

this is the lights in clarke quay..

i love this pic so much.. esp with lee jB JElly lens..

does it look so romantic?
*LOVE LEEJB LOTS~!*

wow.. that's 3 L..

wahahah~!!!

make it 4..

plus a LAME one..

wahaha~!!

ok.. i'm crapping again..

she will kill me when she sees this..

but just to let her noe that i love to go "partying" with her..

LEEJb u should noe wat's "partying"

Lolx.

BRING ME OUT
BRING ME OUT~!!

life super bored at HOME~!

grrr.~!

2009-12-08T20:52:00.001+08:00

OH GOSH~!
SHE'S BACK

SHE"S BACK~!!!
FAINTS~!
why does she comes back NOW?

SHE"S BACK~!
MRT's ex missing gf is back i guess~!
OMGOODNESSSSSSSSSSSS

it's making me freak~!

2009-12-06T18:01:00.005+08:00

sometimes i do wonder abit am i asking abit too much "WHY"
i seriously do not know why i'm like this..
i'm just curious..
and this chain of "WHY" just appear and i will just ask plenty and plenty of it..
i do not know that this will make people feel as though i don't believe about what they say and all that..
asking "WHY" sound like interrogating a criminal is it?
but i'm just curious..
really curious..
it just saddened me abit that this will make you faint...
but "why" is just a common word popped out from my mouth..and from my brain in this case since i never get a chance to chat with you..
perhaps what my fren told me is true..
i shouldn't ask too much "WHY" and maybe it's difference asking "why" from sms-ing and asking "why" through phone/face-face..
tsk...
.
.
i think only someone can tolerate me with this chain of "why" and only he will have the patience to answer this chain to me....
i'm starting to appreciate what you have done to me for this past few months..
knowing you is a blissed..
i'm getting afraid to lose this..
what if one day u aren't there to chat with me when i'm feeling lost?
tskkk..
but just hope he get his happiness..
he is getting soo...
ahahahahha~!!..
perhaps love makes man crazy..
i'm wishing him all the best..
the best human with the greatest heart to get his happiness with the woman he loves...

我不能拥有你，但我希望你会比我还快乐=)

tell me I am not using MRT as a subsitution =(

2009-11-28T01:40:00.007+08:00

26/11/2009( THURS)

Today was crazy...
i went school for just pathetic 1hr lecture 0.0?
i feel abit cheated going there..
wahhah~!
if she didn't say she wanted to give out test paper..
i wouldn't go>.<
i would rather stay at home and sleep instead of waking up at an crazy timing of 6am
going to her lecture was just simply so bored>.<
.
Catched 2012 after my breakfast...
i almost fell asleep at the start~!
LOlx..
so draggy..
gah~!
had to rush off in the middle of the movie when it was so exciting >.<
tsk tsk..
and i'm rushing like some mad woman to flag a cab..
running to a cab in the middle of the route was fun..
imagine the cars on the road stopped because of red light.
and i'm running on the route to take the cab>.<
wahah~!!
so cool>.<
.
Expo was like so crowded with people>.<
omg~!
i guess all of them are there for the IT fair...
and for me?
hahahha~!!
i'm going to KITTYLAB~!
weee~!!
YES YES YES~!
HELLO KITTY~!!
wahahaah~!!
I'm MAD~!
imagine that i'm already 19 and i'm still going to all these crazy thingy~!!

this is the map
looks huge..

but it isnt>.<

the theme kitty for this exhibition

look like cloud

*weee*

KITTY CAFE

where u get to chose wat ur designed kitty loves to eat

hahhahx~!!

it made me have the desire to open a theme hello kitty cafe again>.<

KITTY BOUTIQUE
.
u can chose ur designed kitty clothes here =)
i love this kitty lots=)
so kawaii nehx~!
and i love the background >.<
i do hope LV logo bag pattern and change to that>.<
so cute ~!
omg~!

KITTY POLICE STATION~!

wahahah~!

IF U GET LOST,

u can come here>.<

lolX~!

So many prisoners>.<

but they still look so cute >.<

STAR MUSEUM
this is where u chose ur kitty star sign

and it is so random...

i got Aries?

Gah~!
i'm Taurus.

just miss it..

or it will have the same as mine =D

I spent plenty lots of time finding this UFO to complete my quest>.<

arggh~!
and it is flying on top..

no wonder i can't find it >.<

i'm too short to see it~!

This is hello kitty phone booth~!
so cute >.<

KITTY SALON..

where u chose the ribbon for ur kitty >.<

KITTY LAB.

The big clock in the middle

KITTY COLLEGE

this is so pretty =)

i ended my tour with this KITTY ID CARD~!

LOLX~!

see the description: often act childishly

it is like so true?

LOLX~!

i'm always doing stupid things>.<

i love the punk rock guitar that i've chosen for my kitty~!
lalalal~!

i do think her eyes look weird..

hahaha~!

and kitty is still without mouth.

hahaa`!!
.

and i bought something as memorial b4 i left..

hahha~!!
guess what's it?

hahahaha`!!!
make a guess what is this?
~!!i guess u will nv guess it~!!
whahahahah`!!!

it's a 4GB USB

lox~!!!

my frenz was like figuring where is the opening~!!

wahahahh~!!

it's good to hide~!

lolX~!!!

so special..>.<

hahah~!

it cost me like $65 ?

LOLX..

is it abit too EX?

LOLX.~!

it does look like a lego toy~!!

i'm must be crazy...

to find u here and there.

i guess fate comes and fades away..

doesn't it?

2009-11-28T01:15:00.002+08:00

our love is just like a piece of ice...

it will melt so instantly if i gave it some warm..

it will disappear if i crush it..

but if i kept it nice and well in the freezer

perhaps it will last abit longer..

just abit..

but i'm tired..

so tired..

i think i'm putting in so much..

yet..

do u feel the same way?

or i'm just a subsitution?

i feel so stupid >.<

2009-11-24T22:29:00.003+08:00

WHy do i have a pair of parents who will just add salt into my wound?
why do they only scold me
and blame me?
instead of consoling me when i was so upset?
=(
DO you ever think i wish to lost my thumbdrive which consist of all my impt stuff since YEAR 1?
or do u ever think i wish to make my laptop spoilt so that i can't even do my project
and do u ever think i wish to use your laptop to do my stuff?
.
wat the hell seriously
YOU ARE MY PARENTS~!
and yet
when something happen you won't even console or even help me
is like wat the shit is this lah seriously
i'm trying to stay strong
trying to console myself
everything gonna all-right
i just need re-type every single shit out of it
and this should be all-right
why DO YOU have to scold and nag at me
it is not as if i wish it to happen
YOU two crazy freak
i'm already getting so stressed about project
and all you do is nag at me when i get home
wat the shit is this seriously
i just wish to shut my ears, my eyes when i reach home...
why is this happening to me?
T.T
what's the point of being so rich when u can't even help ur daughter?
u can just seriously throw all your money into the DEEP BLUE SEA~!
and i'm not gonna care~!!
stupid~!!
i'm so angry
and so disappointed
why is this happening to me/?
why do some people have parents who will consistently care for them?
i dun really expect this to happen to me
i just wish you can give me some peace to my brain
i'm already going mad
how i wish to just throw myself away
it's idiot staying in this stupid world
where u wake up in the early morning, facing stupid pple in school where i need to go ask/ beg around for even simple things like AGAR PLATE!!!!
what the shit is this lah
i pay how many thousands per semester and this is what i get from this stupid school
and when i reach home, how i get is nagging from my parents
stupid idiot lah~!!!
i'm just a human.
and i'm going crazy..
soon..
i'm so tired....
so tired..
save me..=(
can i just leave this world?
=(

2009-11-21T23:56:00.010+08:00

WAA~!
it seems pretty long that i last blogged~!
now i'm going spammed here~!
i'm not gonna care~!
spammed all my happiness and unhappiness here~!
wahaha~!!!
BLOG IS FOR ME TO NAG~!
lalalal~!!!!

8/11/09 (SUNDay)

Went to a restaurant in BUGIS to have my dinner
OMgosh..
i was treated like princess over there...
seriously their service were super damn good>.<>

this is the restaurant name =D

hahhaah~! their teapot is so cute>.<>

opps>.<

EGG WRAP with Peking duck SKIN~!

OMgosh~!!!

i seriously think it is nicer that the HONGKONG Peking duck..

mY Shark FIn Soup~!

LALALALAL~!
after eating this i'm like so FULL SO FULL~!

THIS IS JUST HEAVENLY~!
WEEEEeeee~!!!

heee~! my cod fish~!

why they can decorate it until so pretty till i can't bear to eat>.<

hahahah~!
love the dry ice effect when it is served to me>.<>

wee~!
it is so so sour~!

HAD YUMMY YUMMY PORK RIBS with mui AT ASTONS~!

THIS IS SO HHHHHUUUUUUUUUGGGGEEEEEEE~!

plus it is not really nice..

lalalalal~!

i just love the veg~!

BLEAHX

11/11/2009 ( WED)

HAd a belated BDAY CELEBRATION with my long long OLD OLD BESTIE~!!

TAN DING LI~!!!!!

haahah~!!!

really apologise to make her wait for me till 9 plus to have her dinner~!
oppps~!!!

HAHAHHA~!!!
BUT DO HOPE SHE LOVE HER DINNER AT TIMBRE~!!

hahahah~!!

i guess she do right?

the food was nice~!

the live band was splendid~!!

weee~!!!!

i think timbre is so oooo romantic~!

blahx~!

shall bring my future husband there next time =D

MUST SMILE FOREVER LIKE THIS BALLOON ok?

and i do hope it is still floating well in your house~!
heee^-^

MY MARTINI SOUR

plus ding..erm..

i think i forgotten..

oppss. STM STM.

CHICKY WING~!!!

she loves the chilli here~!

PIZZA~!
she loves the pizza here too~!
olalalalal~!!

hahahah~! i ordered this as it has the same name as one of the recipe in my project
Quesdiladas
is this the name?

opps..

i do think i have a bad memory~!
wahahh~!!

12/11/09 (THURSDAY)

IT's JOJOOJOJOJOJOJOJO's BDAY~!!

WhOOo~!!!

JO is just super duper blissed to have a super duper nice mummy by her side=)

her mum is just splendid + sweet~!!

i feel happy for her to have a nice and great family by her side taking care of her and providing the best to her..

i really miss the crazyness eating of food with her..

though now she is slimming down..

hahahx~!

one day i shall ask u out for a healthy food craze=)

Thank alot for asking me to join ur bday chalet=)

to be able to see ur family and your brother was just super happy.~!

i miss them super alot jo~!

to be able to see them all well is just so happy =)

heee^-^

ps. i do love your stingray alot~!!

not forgetting the cheesecake =D

Must stay cheerful as always jo..

and i do apologise that i couldn't join u in some event that i promise u to.

i feel super apologetic...

there is always something crop up preventing me to go..

i hope i could join u and have tons of fun soon.

miss you lots jo.

take care and jiayou for ur project

*loves*

hahahah~!! this 2 crazy siao char bo accompanied me throughout jo's bday chalet~!

thank lots=)

having u two around is just super crazy~!

haahaah~!!

thank lee JB for accompanying this sick lady over here after we left

i seriously feel like fainting..

haahaha~!!!

this flower looks pathetic small..

everyone was like staring at my pathetic small sunflower

wahahah~!
but at least..

i did some great deed on CCN day =)

tsk..

i'm stupid enough to walk over to that school>.<

2009-11-09T18:16:00.002+08:00

ARGGGGGHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHEWLOO~!!!!
CHEWLOO~!
YOU MUST BE CRAZY~! WAKE UP~!!!
I'M CRAZY~!
=(
why am i feeling worst
suck suck suck~!
GRRRR~!
STUPID GIRL~!
CAN YOU WAKE UP~!
*SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE*
=(
save me hao bu hao~!
i dun noe why i'm like this
shit~!

2009-11-08T21:50:00.001+08:00

i realise everything was so weird.
yes it is.
everything shouldn't have started.
=(
save me..
hao nan guo

2009-11-08T09:08:00.002+08:00

i think i'm crazy

real crazy

I actually got into a relationship when i nv even saw that person b4
-__-

does it sound crazy

even i can't believe it myself too

what am i doing seriously

strangle me~!

Arrrgh~!!!!!!!!!!

is everything just a dream/?

just something out there?

which will like *poof* and gone?

i'm getting scared.

i'm afraid of losing..

i think i'm crazy this time

yes yes yes yes~!

I nv accept one guy like so readily

hahahha~!

every guy is like reject reject REJECT

what made him so special to capture my heart,

together when we like don't even noe anything

i must be crazy

YES YES YES

LUST or LOVE

LOve or LUST

but baby i do love u so much =(

2009-11-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

T.T

i'm sorry

i'm sorry..

i'm sorry ...

2009-11-02T01:55:00.003+08:00

it's just super amazing how are u able to make me smile, cry and laugh just one single day.

^-^

how i wish u are MINE

2009-10-31T22:15:00.003+08:00

31/10/09 (SAT)
IT was HALLOWEEN TODAY
and i was stuck at home
cos i'm sick
and there is piling of stuff for me to complete.
kinda reluctant
but no choice
i wanted to go SENTOSA SPOOKTACULAR

I wanted to go NIGHT SAFARI HALLOWEEN

and i wanted to go to my JAP school event HALLOWEEN NIGHT~!

tsk tsk
now i'm stuck at home like a patient
sobx

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYBODY~!

i miss it again celebrating halloween tonite=(

2009-10-31T22:05:00.002+08:00

30/10/09

A VISUAL ONE or A NON-VISUAL ONE?

tell me should i chose a visual one who i dun really like?

or a non-visual one that i like?

but the visual one is like so freak good~!

he actually came to school in the middle of the night like 3am and want to drive me home 0_0

oh gosh~!

i was like super touched when i saw him hao bu hao~!

oh man~! FREAK~!
i feel i'm quite xin fu lahx.

but i love my single life.

wahahahahaah

2009-10-31T21:33:00.003+08:00

28/10/09 (WED)

HEEE^_^~!
TODAY WAS LIKE SUPER HAPPY HAO BU HAO~!
I LOVE LEE JUE BING LOTS LOTS~!
SHE WILL MAKE ME HAPPY LIKE SIAO~!
FORGET MY TROUBLES AND HIGH~!
weeeee~!
love ZIRCA's whisky
love ZIRCA's lychee Martini
love ZIRCA quiet little corner
love PHUTURE's dancefloor
love PHUTURE's music
hates GUYS who anyhow want to kiss people
hates GUYS who is so despo
hates GUYS who wear WHITE in club
so BRIGHT and will make me blind =_=
.
love club as i can dance while listening to blasting music
phuture's music simply rox =)
but simply hates guys who is staring at girls and wanting to get close
=seem so pervertic=
.
LOVE LEE JB lots~!
she can make me happy and so freaky high~! wee
how can u imagine us to dance when it was empty to pack with pple?
WOW~!
and alcohol can make me happy~~!
AND NOT ALL GIRLS WHO GO CLUB HIAO~!
argh~!
oh gosh..
some guy almost kiss me....
-_-
luckily i didn't
crazy freak~!

2009-10-31T20:59:00.002+08:00

24/10/09 (SAT)

Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami (2009)

Went out with my dearest dearest ding
the fren that will make me cry, emo, smile and laugh like mad>_<
i think she is prettier now~!
i guess it was pretty long that i saw her
heee~!
and i guess she was pretty well >_<
.
watched HAEUNDAE
it was a super sadist show -_-
i was crying like mad.
wat the.
there is plenty of pple dying..
and this movie do look alike like the nightmare i had which made me woke up crying -_-
i don't really like the feeling of losing something.
esp your love ones =(
i left the movie threatre.
sad.
and stunned too 0_0
but it was a really great movie =)
and i enjoyed it=)

SEE HER BUBBLY LOOK~!
i think she look better like this than her emo face ~_~

HELP ME ASK HER TO SMILE MORE =)

DIng was taking the SONY ERICSION pink balloon
hahahaa
i guess this photo was pretty well taken isn't it?
HEE^_^
i love it lots~!
the balloon do make me think of somebody..
hmmmmm....
ahhaha~! and i gave mine to a cute little boy..
and he was like so happy?
=D
i made someone smile today =)

DING had her yummy delicious KAre-rice=)
it seem super nice hao bu hao~!!!!

and i have my Tempura and my fav UNAGI~!
LALALALAL~!
enjoyed it=)

2009-10-29T22:50:00.002+08:00

if i could press the delete button and delete myself off
if i could press the reset button and reset everything.
LOl~!
i'm too emotional.
argh~!
if i could see a person cry and don't cry
if i could feel someone angry, and dun get affected.
if i could not think so much like some crazy woman,
perhaps,
everything will be perfect
and i won;t get so easily affected
and i will be forever as happy as a lark
but it is just IF..
i'm still so emotional
f

2009-10-26T22:15:00.003+08:00

thank you THANK YOU THANK YOU~!

i love u simply too much.~!

thank for stopping the weirdness~!

thank you THANKYOU~!

i suddenly feel like going to u and say thank you~!

weee~!

You rox~!

thank alot alot ALOT~!

u made my day super happy~!

LALALALA~! =D

你真的好好哦~！

我想他和你在一起是最幸福快乐的~！

我会为你们快乐~！

WEEEEeeee~!!!!

^_^

2009-10-25T00:28:00.002+08:00

i actually feel quite true when reading this written by someone out there named Kelvin..
oh my god..
this is pretty nice..
.

to all my friends who are single,
love is like a butterfly.
the more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
but if you just let it fly,it will come to you when you least expect it.
love can make you happy but often it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
so take your time and choose the best.
.

to all my friends who are attached,
love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s perfect person.
its about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

to all my friends who are just taking others for a ride,
never say "I love you" if you don’t care.
never talk about feelings if they aren’t there.
never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
never look in the eye when all you do is lie.

the cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl: is to let her fall in love;

when he doesn't intend to catch her fall

and it works both ways.

to all my friends who are engaged,

the true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together;

but how good you are for each other.

to all my friends who are married,

love is

not about "its your fault", but "I'm sorry"

not "where are you", but "I’m right here"

not "how could you", but "I understand"

not "I wish you were", but "im thankful you are"

to all my friends who are heartbroken,

heartbreaks last as long as you want;

and cut as deep as you allow them to go.

the challenge is not how to survive a heartbreaks,

but to learn from them.

to all my friends who are naïve,

how to be in love:

be consistent but not too persistent.

share and never be unfair.

understand and try not to demand.

and get hurt but never keep the pain.

to all my friends who are possessive,

it breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else.

but its more painful to know that the one you love;

is unhappy with you.

to all my friends who are afraid to confess,

love hurts when you break up with someone.

it hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.

but love hurts the most: when the person you love

has no idea about how you feel about him/her.

to all my friends who are still holding on,

a sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,

only to find out in the end it was never meant to be;

and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it.

if that person doesn’t worth it now,

its not going to be worth it in a year or 10 years from now.

2009-10-25T00:05:00.002+08:00

OMgosh.
can you ever guess wat's happening to me?
everyone is shocked.
everyone feels weird
and everyone is feeling sad for me..
i guess the more i try to hide, the more it will come to me..
*faints*
save me =(
.
i actually dream of it and cried >_<
oh dear....
save me save me save me save me~!
hahahaha..
everyone is coming up with weird ideas to cheer me up..
haahha..
we even think of weird happenings..
imagine we become best fren?
hahahaha
there is so impossible-_-
just hope everything will end sooooooonn...
i'm going mad mad MAD~!
i think i'll just end up in IMH soon...

2009-10-22T22:34:00.004+08:00

I LOVE HORROR MOVIES ^-^

Stooooopppid man that freak horror movies.~!

i just feel u are so chicken..

all horror movies are fake.

the sound effect in the threatre is just splendid..

and why are u guys so afraid to watch?

GUYS look macho but they all just like weaklings in their heart.

wahahaha..

i'm laughing my heart out. =P

p.s. horror movies are best to watch with me..

as i do add in extra FRIGHT into the show

u don't wish to know wat's it
hahahahaha

Watching Darah is just like going round the roller coaster a few rounds...
Glenna and I was just like practically screaming all the way through..
the insane killing scene..
plus blood that flood the whole floor
head that drops down and roll
sawing of people's meat..
simply makes us freak real out.
we are just like 2 crazy women screaming and screaming..
i guess we are noisy.
LOl-__-
people actually turn round and see who's that screaming all the way through after the movie ends.
hahahaha...opps
and we actually hide our head down...
Lalalalala..
*one new way to stab people*-> using ur high-heels shoes to step right into the eyes..
ewwww...
*one funny part about the show* -->they slipped and fell not becos of water but due to the pool of blood-_-
lalalalalala...
are we mad to watch such gory show?
but i just feel a sense of relief and trouble-free about screaming so much..
is like "wow"..i've screamed all my troubles out...
weeee^-^
love that cute chilli padi..
i can always go mad with her and feel happy =)
.
.
我发现。。。
有些人会让你快乐。。
有些人会让你烦恼。。
有些人会让你难过。。
有些人会让你生气。。
如果我可以把生气，烦恼，难过的人赶走。。
我世界应该会充满着快乐吧。。~！
哈哈。。
可是，这是不可能的。。
我只能用我的快乐感染一点那些人。。
让他们快乐一点，正常一点。。
这样我的世界才会美好。。
^-^ ()()
( \/ )

。

我以为我会因为看到他和她觉得难过。。

我以为我会因为看到他和她觉得生气。。

我以为我会因为看到他和她觉得很奇怪。。

我以为我会因为看到他和她觉得很讨厌。。

可是我发现我并没有这种感觉。。

我还有那种想祝福他们的感觉。。

哈哈。。。

我有点神经病吧？

我猜我已经放下了。。

^-^

2009-10-20T22:18:00.002+08:00

ARGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

if u say i'm going mad.

yes i really do.

strangle me~!

2009-10-17T00:55:00.001+08:00

how i wish i could be a balloon.
fly up to the sky
'POP'
and disappear into thin air.
the world over here is just too hard for me to live in.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-10-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

Oh my gosh...
i think i'm falling in love with a song...
if u can sing to me, i think i will just fell in love with uuuuu~!
the song named is : Oh Majorie by Cody Carson.
^.^
.
.
i think i'm gonna dig my guitar out from the whole pile of dust and start learning it >_<

2009-10-11T16:24:00.004+08:00

hahaha~!
enough of sad stuff.
i do sound so sad~!
let me blog about something happpppppppyyyy=)

Have you ever wonder how to eat a cup of ice-cream when u have no spoon?

esp when u are in a school lab?
-there is no spoon
-there is no fork`!
so how are u able to survive?

there is 2 crappy ideas that came..

1) Using a spreader

STEPS: you can just easily glide your spreader along the sides of the cup

ice-cream will be on top of your spreader,

open your mouth

send it in.

and tada

it's done =)

i realise it is better than a spoon >_<

2) using a pipette

STEPS: you can simply poke ur pipette into the ice-cream,

dig it out,

open ur mouth,

bite it

and tada~!

best part of using this is that some ice-cream will be stuck inside the pipette hole,

so you can suck it out like a straw

like u are drinking it.

wholalalala...

CAUTION: USE a sterile one ok?

don't get poison by microorganism

whahahaa

hahahahaha..

it's mad it's mad~!

i think one day i will be send down to detention

LOL-_-

~*~

Went over to JEan's hse=)

to see my goddaughter.

i'm a dad~!

heeee^-^

are u expecting my daughter to be of a human form?

sadly it isn't

hahahaha..

my beloved.

but i just can't believe she prefer her veg to my dried banana and grapes~!

it taste nicer hao bu hao~!

and she will squeak when i comb her hair.

hahahaha..

so cute.

her hair is just so MESSY~!

hey godmummy~!

u gonna do some hair treatment for our daughter ok?

how to let her get marry like this~!

i just realise LOng John Silver's tomato ketchup and chilli sauce look so special~!

look so fake..

i dun really dare to eat it..

hahah..

but it taste nice=)

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS~!

omg~!

wat word it this?????

it sound like a spell~!

Jean and I were like laughing over our pronouciation.

heee~!

and i check the dictionary in the internet and it says it is a nonsense word use by children meaning fantastic?

and you can use it when u have no other words to describe something

wat the ???////

YELLO JELLO

hee^-^

are u ARE YOU wondering who is this standing beside me?

this is the number 1 chio bu ok?

hahahaa..

i've dolled her up and make her prettier and more lady-like~!

CAN you recognise her?

she seem pretty happy about the change

got a shock

and i think she loves it~!

i'm just feeling so "phew" that she loves it..

i think i'm amazed with myself

lalalalalalala...

GUYS OUT THERE~!

interested about her?

she is single and available ~!

opps

i think she gonna kill me when she sees this

ahahahaha..

i think we are in love with each other's look that night as we kept complimenting each other..

hahahahaha...

this is insane!!!

i've fell in love with Yello Jello..

love the band

love the ambience

plus my whiskey dry=D

i do feel like dancing that night.

it is the 1st time i feel like this..

i feel like rushing to a club to dance my night off

but i couldn't becos of my stupid curfew..

arggghh

but i goonnna find one night and dance my night through...

shhhhhh....

bring me there bring me there~!!!!

2009-10-11T15:31:00.005+08:00

原来，我好像不是那么讨厌读着报纸的。。

读着报纸真的好像是在读着一本故事书似的。。

有一人告诉我，读一份报纸至少需要两个小时，我好像有点不相信他。。

所以，今天的我又开始打开报纸。。

不是LIFE，而是　ＴＨＥ STRAITS　Ｔｉｍｅｓ

我好像发现为什么我不喜欢读报纸了。。

不是因为里面的字好渺小。。

而是因为我一打开它，里面写的东西好像都好难过。。

我好像在读一本伤心的故事书。。

读着会让我流下了眼泪。。

看着一家一家快快乐乐的一家人失去屋子，失去挚爱的亲人。。

真的让我为他们感到伤痛。。

也为他们流下几滴眼泪。。

taken by: REUTERS/Enny Nuraheni

看报纸看到哭的人是不是好像只有我一个人呢？

哈哈！有点神经病吧？

我发现原来我的难过和问题是那么的渺小。。

世界是如此的广大。。

我呢？好像是一只小蚂蚁。。

所以我的问题只要把脚踏下去是不是就忘记了呢？

哈哈！有可能哦。。

我好像不应该把自己的问题想得那么大，也许我就会很快乐了对不对呢？

2009-10-08T23:12:00.003+08:00

8/11/09

今天的早上下着绵绵的细雨。
原来，下着雨的早上是那么的静。
静得我好像有点忧郁。。
当那些雨滴，滴答滴答的打在窗口，好像在哭泣。。

下雨的时候也许好像好难过，

但是，两个人一起拿着一把雨伞，

好像好温暖，很温馨的感觉。

。

我呢？

这种事我好像不会发生在我身上，

因为本小姐不喜欢拿着雨伞的感觉 :p

2009-10-05T00:49:00.002+08:00

I'm wondering how do i feel when i view my blog when i'm 50 years old

lots of memories over here~!

i gonna share it with my love ones.

with my hubby

children

but not my parents.
hahahahah

they will get a shock
LOL

2009-10-04T23:34:00.005+08:00

heee^-^

It is mid-autumn festival~!
yipppeee~!~

time to burn things
wholalalala.

hahahaa..

it was kinda sad that it was raining the whole nite

i can't see the moon~!

But i do love the mooncake that puipui and the rest made=)

(weiii....stop complaining about me le hao bu hao? it'll ruin my reputation! Besides, i make good food~! ^-^ )

if u are wondering how our mooncake taste like?
you can see her hand for answer
(btw, this is mui's hand! let's find one day and bash her up~!)

hahahahah.
p.s: i can just tilt the photos.
it tastes great isn't it?

*wink*
anyway,

it really taste good=)

as it was made my our hands~!

plus our sweat,

germs ( staphylococcus aureus)

and LOVE =)

And this is the mooncake i made=)

pretty isn't it?

i told u i'm great chef^-^

(though no one believes me..humph)

hahahahah..
i took a pic of the *stars* in the sky on mid-autumn festival..
(if u believe)
(it was actually lantern)
.
.
.

i took a pic of something weird under the microscope~!
i got a shock~!
oh gosh
*project is making me mad*
(am i cultivating monster?)

got quite a BIG shock about what the answer is on CrushBot ( an application from facebook) erm..
ya..
those who knows me should noe why..
but these application are so crappy + creepy..
omgoodnessss!!!!
but i'm happy =)
weeee=)

.
.
.

i'm gonna sit still .
yes.
i'm gonna do that.
do u think one day my heart will turn soft and say i do though i dun love u?
tsk..
don't say anything like u miss me or u wan hug me or watever shit le hao bu hao?
i will go crazy~!
when u dun even understand me
when u wouldn't even there when i needed someone.
when i dun even understand you.
love is so complicated.
do u ever understand when u are just merely 19 years old
and upset just becos u had a fight with ur mum?
in my head i was just thinking you are just a kid.
tsk..
my frens are telling me to give it a try...
but in my heart it is a NO
so i shouldn't isnt it?
=_=

6 MORE DAYS~!
weee..
sat sat sat night~!
(i still can't believe u will go there with me>_<)

2009-10-03T11:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY~!
heee..

it is mummy's bday on 2 OCT~!

she always crap around saying that all the children is celebrating for her on 1st OCT
(cos it is children's day)
so watever lox..
but i love her so much~!

kisses..

wishing she will be so crazy always

like her daughter

bringing joy to everyone..

*wishing daddy will get well soon*

*Cough* COUgh cough~!

wishing herself will get prettier

get cleverer

*faints*

she is just too thick-skinned.

hahahahaha..

sometimes i will feel so man lu to go out with her

hahahaha..

but she will just make me laugh until stomachache..

wishing that she will stay beside me always with a big SMILE~!

i pray.

2009-09-30T21:49:00.002+08:00

I hung up the phone tonight,

Something happened for the first time,

Deep inside it was a rush,

what a rush,

Cause the possibility that

You would ever feel the same way about me,

It’s just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth,

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,

And I just got to know

.
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,

All that we can be, where this thing can go,

Am I crazy or falling in love,

Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,

Are you holding back, like the way I do,

Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away

But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

.
Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,

Spending time girl,

Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,

See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,

Cause I believe that we can make this into

Something that will last,

Last forever, forever

2009-09-29T22:14:00.012+08:00

HEY HEY HEY~!
i think i'm so crazy about taking pictures with my food~! >_<>

so u can actually always see me chewing my sweets whenever i'm feeling...

sad

emotic

stressed(esp in exam..i always bring MENTOS in>_<)

but of cos it need to be presentable when they are placed on my table

so if it is char kway teow which looks so black and shitty,

please decorate it with parsley before serving me or i will dun feel like eating it.

i'm so troublesome isn't it?

0_0.

it seems pretty romantic sitting over there..

with candle in the middle.

live band infront.

though it was open-air,

everything was perfect.

we got that guy to sing for us>_<

wholallalala..

i love guy who sings..

their voice will melt my heart~!

oh man~!

P.s. I LOVE PLAYING BASKETBALL IN THE NIGHT

when i can't really see the ball and the net. >_<

i think i'm going to get the NO AIR SPARDING BB.

this is an urge

TCC

outing with jean never fail to include a cup of coffee which can perk us up..

I'm totally in love with TCC.

the ambience

the food

the coffee

the service=D

.
u can catch me sitting down ALONE in TCC..

only in TCC..

or else i will rather coop myself in my bed>_<

Jean's almond latte. My RUM & RAISIN~!

HEEE~!
i love alcohol.
this is a secret>_<

shhhhh....

i just bought whiskey..

anyone interested?

2 more weeks..

YELLO JELLO..

wholalaala..

i'm so excited and happy
i love that place =)

shhh..

this is a secret..

i cannot let my mum knows or she will just kill.

>_<

i'm gonna change someone to more sexy..

heee...

Just a piece of art>_<>

it was just too pretty.

I love the potatos =)

this is the amount of stress we got...
the spread of microscope slides..

it isn't very HAPPY doing all these at all..
my eyes are just going blind after looking under the microscope..

and soon..

soon...

u will find me in IMH...

arggh

LOL.

it wasn't me that show that finger ok?

hahahahhaha..

we are just having fun..

LOL..

just hope my lecturer isn't going to see this..

ahahhaha
this picture do make me laugh alot alot>_< .

Hey SAVANNAH is a pretty condo..

as it do look like night safari in the night.

with the animals

and the trees
LOL~!

My artistic photography skill is just getting better.

hen you feel bahx?

LOL

i'm sitting under the rain barbequeing..

wholalalalalala....

her kids.

=)
so cute~!
.

.

SAKAE SUSHI~!

i guess mummy is getting crazy with JAPanese food too.
can u imagine her suggesting having sushi in the morning?

she is just too weird.

but i'm just super happy about it >_<

heeee=)

i love raw salmon..

the prawns on top is cute!

mum loves this and grab my share.
humph

a house~!
woa~!

Salad for healthy soul

healthy mind

and a healthy ME!@
.

my daddy is just one crazy freak.

i gave daddy a "SPECIALLY" made sushi .

(it was filled with wasabi)
he didn't even shed a single tear.

arggh.

*i'm gonna add in more next time.*

ICE
after walking with mui from bugis to dohby ghuat.
i think we are just 2 crazy people..
can u imagine us walking under the hot weather.
we even went to SMU for a tour.
LOL..
it was freaky hot there.

i think we got cheated or something like that.

the board said there is banana~!

but there isn;t

humph.
and it wasn't nice at all hao bu hao.

the condensed milk smell is so strong...

oh man.

NONYA Buffet

hmm.

a very special small shop.

all nonya dishes

wow.

i love the brown brown kueh in the middle.

i do not know what's that >_<

you made me strong.

made me not fearful of everything

made me found myself.

made me smile.

why do u always knew i needed someone and

appear to protect me.

i'm blessed to have u around.

the world maybe crashing.

but a pillar is holding onto it.

letting the girl down there stay strong

and surviving.

why do u have such a great power to do that?

i always bring happiness to people.

but u are a special one..

as u bring that happiness to me..

thanks=)

you are just too adorable

2009-09-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

F1 Singapore Champion 2009 :

Lewis Hamilton-McLaren Mercedes

Tsk tsk..
Ferrari didn't win this time round.
the result is kinda expected.
I do miss Felipe Massa in the race =(
hope he can get well soon.

My dream car: Ferrari Enzo..

wholalalalala

there is sadness,

there is stress,

there is unhappiness,

there is misunderstanding,

there is mistake.

i guess all is my fault.

my fault for planning all this.

perhaps nothing gonna goes wrong if i stayed at home.

tsk.

my best fren of 7 years.

tsk..

i do sux alot.

u are the 2nd person who will make me cry so much after such a long while.

i do treasure u alot.

but it seems that i do not understand well enough to make such a mistake

tsk.

i'm sorry.=(

2009-09-21T00:25:00.003+08:00

18/09/09( FRI)

2 policemen came my house and waited outside my house for my family to come back from BBQ in my relative house.
it is already 12am plus in the morning.
LOL.
you must be thinking i'm up to some bad things and gonna send to jail right?
LOL..
too bad it is a NO.
i'm still happily sitting infront of my laptop typing all the way NOW..

I'm MISSING my dear SPARK~!
i do feel sorry for u gonna need stuck in that small cage and not allow to run around.

how i wish to bring u HOME~!

SORRY for bluffing u and making u so excited over the toy crocodile.

no more pee-ing on my legs ok?

i miss u~!

~*~

19/09/09(SAT)

PRAWNING PRAWNING PRAWNING~!
i'm dumb enough to listen to that uncle and buy cockles to catch prawn.
waahahaha..
i'm laughing at myself.
NO chicken liver
NO cockles~!
and say YES to earthworm when u catch prawn~!
.
A couple was nice enough to give us their earthworm when they leave.
that guy was nice enough to help us take away the hook from the prawn
that gal was nice enough to teach us how to hook the earthworm
they are just too sweet..and left us with 2 cooked prawns.
though they looked like bad people..
their heart are made of gold.
they rocksx=)
.
i think that day was just too great to be true.
cos cos cos...
IT WAS FREEEEEEE~!
i dun noe why that uncle dun wan to charge us for 2 hr each with 2 pole....
it was a total of $46.
and he is not gonna charge us..
how weird..
and he taught me how to test the fishing pole.
how to catch prawn..
and helped me catched 2 =)
i feeling so xin fu today..
why is there so many kind souls today?

A total of 12 prawns including the 2 from the couples..

i'm so blessed~!

~*~

I do enjoyed every coffee session with jean at some place out there..
this time round is starbucks.
after a movie do made us felt so cold until we ordered a hot caramel coffee..
i do miss caramel frapp.
we started going crazy after listening to Kpop songs..
HEE~!
finally after so many yrs of good friends..
we found something common..
coffee..
and Kpop..
how nice is it to indulge in a cup of coffee together and gossiping (about xiaobai*wink*)
=)
thurs come quick~!
i miss TCC^_^

~*~

my heart is pumping hard...

excited of FRI.

it is a night out.

somewhere out there.

with my bestie.

though i'm still clueless of wat i'm gonna do with u.

i gonna pray hard we are going to have great fun no matter where we go..

be it the ulu forest to picnic.

wahahahahaha..

mum and dad's out.

it's time to party~!
~*~

perhaps...

a few months ago..

i will be sobbing my night out looking at weird people that tag in my blog.

but now?

i just got abit -_- after i viewed my blog when i finish the previous blog post.
it is like wat the..

AGAIN?

i'm not gonna care about what people viewed me as..

this blog belongs to me..

i blog wat i wanted to say..

and it is not ur business to care whether it is right or wrong...

and most importantly..

i may be blogging some people that u dun even know.

so dun ever imagine until i'm in so much wrong when u don't even noe the situation..

thinking i'm wrong when you are no better.

scram away if u don't like to read.

i'm not gonna care seriously...

if u think the stories of me are correct.

go ahead and spread it around.

add some salt and pepper and make it more interesting.

i'm not going to care.

i've my conscious clear..

and whether his choice of leaving me is right or wrong..

it is him to decide and not u

i'm curious of the amount of pple reading my blog and gossiping me.

i never knew people will actually read my blog beside my best friends.

wow.

2009-09-20T23:48:00.002+08:00

When you open the webpage of yahoo..
will u get as shock as me about the quest of a girl to get 100 kiss in Paris??
Though i feel it is unbelievable,
i do admire her courage of pursuing her dreams...
it seems impossible,
but u can make it happen if u want to.
i'm gonna pursue my dreams...
ignoring the stupid expression of ???
and those who gave sarcastic remarks.
who need them...
when u own your whole life.

the above pictures were taken from: www.wretch.cc/blog/angelduck777/24982946

i love the last picture the most.

perhaps of the sky..

i love staring at the sky..as..

sometimes it looked pink when the sun rises up in the morning..

sometimes it looked blue decorated with white cloud in the afternoon..

sometimes it looked orange in the evening..

sometimes it looked black when the moon are up..

sometimes it looked grey when it is covered with grey clouds.

it is just full of surprises just like life =)

2009-09-17T21:49:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling disgusted with human..
they wear a mask to hide that unsightly devil disguise.

it made me irked and almost made me puke.

an angel in everyone's front and a devil in the back

ewwwwww...

how i wish to stab u to death and dun allow u to contaminate this world.

it is just super disgusting how pple's act.

can u imagine human are even acting even though they are not tv actress.

they should go sign up for enrolment in that job.

it just suit them too well.

i'm hating it..

grr.

the more i try to discover the orignal truth of u,
the more disgusted i feel,

human are all fake..

but i think u are the extreme type.

i'm hating it.

ARGH
.
.
.

i think i got some craving for something.

it has been so long since i got this craving for something..

it is an urge of owning something..

hmmm.. guess wat it is?

it is an ipodtouch 64G..

but if it is 32G it will be satisfying enough..

TSkk..

but my ipod classic is still surviving and breathing so normally..

Tskkk..(but i do love my ipod alot..>_<)

how fantastic will it be to control ur ipod with ur voice?

it is just superb!.

but i'm hoping APPle can actually invent something that can actually respond to me if i speak to it..

so it is like a soulmate>_<

but in electronic form~!

LOL...
Wat a dream.

.
.
let me just copy all the special application from apple website..
i think it will be everyone's dream to own it~!
oh gosh~!
save me!
.
.
.
Genius Mixes
All you do is sync iPod touch to iTunes, and Genius automatically searches your library to find songs that sound great together. Then it creates multiple mixes you’ll love. These mixes are like channels programmed entirely with your music.
Shake to Shuffle
Shake things up a bit. Musically speaking, that is. The next time you’re listening to your tunes, turn on Shake to Shuffle, then give iPod touch a shake to shuffle to a different song in your music library.
Bluetooth
Look, no cables. iPod touch includes the iPhone 3.1 software, so you can pair Bluetooth stereo headphones with it. Keep your iPod in your bag or charging on your desk across the room and still listen to your music.
Voice Control
You listen to music, and now your music listens to you. The new 32GB and 64GB iPod touch models feature Voice Control. So you can tell iPod touch to play songs from a specific playlist or artist. Or speak simple commands such as “shuffle,” “pause,” and “next song.” You can even ask for the name of the track that’s currently playing (and hear iPod touch answer you).
(THIS IS JUST SO AMAZING~!)-i always have problem finding my songs as it is just too much>_< WIFI
so that's means i can go internet with it~!
.
.
.
.
it is a craving..
and i'm thinking whether should i get it..
arghhh..
it is a pain.
.
.
.
and feel abit sorry for me as i broke something worth like hundreds plus in the lab.
argh///
i think school gonna strangle me soon..
save me.
=(
。
。

为什么当我脆弱的时候你会知道？

为什么当我需要人，
迷失了方向你会出现？

为什么你会让我有特别的感觉？
如果生命中有很多不可思议的人出现，

我觉得你是其中一个。。。

2009-09-13T22:55:00.007+08:00

Look into my eyes...

what did u see?
a sense of hope?

a sense of happiness ?

a sense of disappointment?

or a sense of lost?

make a guess..

i guess u will never noe wat i'm thinking inside me...

everyone has tiny secrets inside their heart..

some untold.

some forgotten.

some laid deep inside their heart waiting for someone to discover it..

it seem pretty like treasure hunt..

where u need to find it and dig it out..

tsk..

how complicated.

i'm lost in the crossroad of life again..

i felt lost.

disappointed

and somehow..

lost the goal of living..

ask me what i wanted to do after i graduated ...

i will give u a ??? answer.

i begin feeling fear of what's going to happen next.

and puzzled what i wanted to do...

the fear of losing..

the fear of a road that has no light to guide u on..

seem pretty fearful for me to go on..

sometimes i do wish to end everything.

every single thing..

can i?

当我迷路时，你会找到我，带我走吗？

习惯慢慢失忆
这样就能转移自己

我觉得有一天我会发疯

因为这一切让我好脆弱

好想好想结束

到一个没有人的世界

虽然孤单，至少是因为自己而活

现在的我，已经人不像人，鬼不像鬼

let me hide myself and disappear..
i'm screaming out LOUD.

So loud that i couldn't hear myself.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAArrgh

2009-09-13T20:52:00.008+08:00

6/09/09 (SUN)

this day marked the death date of my little pet prawn.

tsk

it just stay with me for a freaky short half day before it laid death

blame me for putting you into a small tank..

i guess there was too little oxygen for u to breathe..

i'm not at all contented that i spent 1 hr of prawning and only caught one pathetic prawn.

my father was laughing at me..

wat the..

he even said i couldn't even caught one..

but luckily i did..

only one.
and he said that prawn could probably be a blind one -_-

i'm going to use smellly earthworm to catch them next time..

not that pathetic cold chicken liver that i won't even eat.

i didn't buried my pet in soil.

but in my brother's stomach instead.

08/09/09(TUES)

there is a whole list of dates i need to complete with Lee JB

Tick tick Tick..

hope i can complete it all >_<

i think i love running with her..

cos she can make me forget i'm running=D

my dietician,

my BBall trainer..

my fav food mate =)

how nice it is to be a combi of three ..

wholalllalala...

09/09/09(WED)

i would want to grab a bf out in the street today and marked our aniversary today..

hahahahha..

wat a random thought.

i do envy those getting married today..

hao xin fu oooo =)

Met up with dingding today=)

it seem a pretty long long time since we last met each other.

do miss ya alot gal.

had our dinner at eighteen chefs..

i got baked rice for dinner.

and i guess..

i do miss pasta mania baked rice alot>_<

but it was special that u could actually "create your own " baked rice..

i think my mixture was abit too weird that made my baked rice taste weird..

or is it the cheese which is too hard?

hmmmm...

p.s.i won't snatch him away. wholalalala..

10/09/09(thurs)

do you love this flower my dear mui?

i do ponder hard and well whether which colour of rose u like..

is it red?

pink?

but i got u a blue one..

as it was really pretty..

hope u like it..=)

i enjoyed ur performance alot.

as the kids down there are simply too adorable..

how they sing until so out of tune with their baby voice..

aww...

and how they use their small little fingers to play the piano..

it was a great memory...
i do love kids alot..
they are just so pure and bubbly.

they do made me want to adopt one and play around..

but i guess they aren't toys..

and i'm pestering pui again to get married soon.

i think she gonna go mad soon.

hahahahaha..

i do love this pics alot taken at raffles hotel..
it seems like a never ending road to somewhere..

hmmmm...

12/09/09 ( Sat)

Finally i'm able to satisfy my craving

BANANA CRUMBLE~!

but i still miss mui's expression on apple crumble..

hahahaha..

it was great but not that great till i brighten my eyes with surprise...

the banana did melt in my mouth but it does taste so much like goreng pisang..

i love the ice-cream on top..

i'm still wondering wat flavour is it.

hmmm...

i'm promising someone to bake tarts for her bday..
and her standard is delifrance tarts..
which is like so difficult?
she wanted durian..
which is impossible..
longan?*faints*
i'm not going to care her and i'm going to create my own creation..
blah blah blah...=P
.
and i promise jean her chocolate moouse cake..
LOL..
i'm racking my brain~!
i think i should combi it with coffee?
cos she love it so much..
LOL...
.

i'm pretty satisfied with this diabetics cake made by me and jo in project..

i must really thanks chef gary for helping us..

otherwise it won't be a one time sucess...
i do miss this drp..
when will it continue again ? =(
i'm kinda getting crazy with MP now..
i do love dealing with food in the kitchen than the microorganism in the Micro lab..

waaaaaaaa...

SAVE ME~!

13/09/09(SUN)

Had dinner at New Garo JApanese Restaurant today~!
yeahx
JAP FOOD my fav =D

New Garo Japanese Restaurant
6 Chun Tin Road (S)599593

Opening Hours :
Daily:
Lunch: 11.30am - 2.30pm
Dinner: 6pm - 10pm

taken from: http://singapuradailyphoto.blogspot.com/2008/09/new-garo-japanese-restaurant-chun-tin.html

the menu

MY FOOD~!
UNAGI WITH SASHIMI SET~!
yummy~!
.
ended with a scoop of ice-cream..
simply perfect..
*MUST TRY*
pomelo ice-cream~!
so yummmy.
wholalalalalala..

.
though the bill was a total of 100 plus dollars for 4 pax.
it was really really great and worth a try.
=)
thumbs up~!
plus service was great~!
heee^-^

2009-09-08T23:12:00.003+08:00

我好累。
我的理想感性就能变成干燥
感觉自己变了变得找不到
好象我是谁我不知道
。
。
。
有时候我觉得我太复杂了
有个我总在微笑
有个我总心情不好
好像原来的我却越缩越小

2009-09-06T00:25:00.007+08:00

31/08/09 (MONDAY)

HEE^_^

went to have photoshoot with glenna and the whole clinque~!

this photoshoot was meant for glenna birthday~!
whoo~!

SHE is just so chio that day~!

*wishing glenna grant her wish by having a hot bf*
*WINKS*

THE PHOTOSHOOT~!

BLEAHX~!

p.s. i secretly took this photo with my hp.

opps.

i'm not supposed to do that..

heee

guess who is the bday girl?

the most chio de~!
the one in BLUE~!

JEAN KHOR~!
when u see this u better think of me and date me out when u free~!
TCC MENU CHANGE~!
BIG NEWS BIG NEWS
.

NO MORE MIGHTY JOE YOUNG~!
i'm super super sad..

but they are nice enough to make one for me personally that day though it was not avaliable in the menu~!
YIPEE~!

03/09/09( THURS)

OMG~!
this is just a freak movie~!
best view in 3D
i feel like i'm getting killed..

i'm like sobbing in tears when i saw them die so miserable.

argh

stupid director

i think their mind is crazy to think of so many ways to die..

so ewww..

but anyway..

i classified this as the best movie i had watched this yr

and i really love it though it was so groossssss..

btw it is M18 show~!

p.s. i can't wait to reach 21 to watch to watch porn show.

wahahahahaha...

i want to know why guys love it so much~!

hahahhaha

so date me out to watch it in like 2 more years~!

*wink*

04/09/09 (FRIDAY)

WENT OUT WITH LEE JB TODAY~!
YIPEE~!

.
HAD A SUPER NICE DAY AT SWESENS~!
at ion orchard~!
there is a ice-cream buffet over there.~!

so those who love swesens ice-cream,
time to go there to have thousands of fun~!
there is fondues( both white and dark choc),

cakes, waffles and of course 3 full ice-cream cabinet of ice-cream~!

wholalalalala..

MOREOVER~!
now they are having promotions

1 for 1 treat.

so it is like so worth it~!
SO MUST GO ok?

and it end this month

so quicky print the below pictures and have lots of fun~!

Swensen’s [ Halal Certified]
Ion Orchard2 Orchard Turn
#B1-31Singapore 238801(65)
6884 5967
http://www.swensens.com.sg/

HEeee...
show you some of our ice-cream creations~!

LEE JUE BING'S

i think this smiley face just look too cute to be true~!

so kawaiiii neii~!

MINE~!'s

lee jb thinks this look like some alien with antena~!

wahahahah>>

but that stick is like so yummy~!

wow wow~!

nice nice~!
both visual and taste~!
i'm just so powerful~!
do i have some talent to open a dessert shop ?

HEEE^_^

YUMYUM~!
I LOVE STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE~!

of course,

the most sad part of buffet is that u will gain weight from all the things u ate~!
awwwwww...

.

I don't want some pretty face to tell me pretty lies.
Honesty is such a lonely word. Everyone is so untrue.

holy shit.

another gone..

here comes another..

*faints*
after one freak month.

u came back to haunt me again.

tsk.

money or me.

i think u are just too fake.

2009-09-01T23:59:00.003+08:00

WHOOLALALALAL~!!
I'm dye my hair into some weird colour LOX LOX LOX~~!
DADDY didn't seem to like the colour i'm having now..

so i think it is just a matter of time that i will dye it back.. =(

but guess wat..

i begining to LOVE my hair LOTS LOTS~!
though sometime i still got sort of SHOCK that i got this hair when i wake up in the morning..
and people love to stare at me dunno for wat reason?
my hair weird weird hor?

tsk tsk tsk..

anyway..

MY DREAM HAIR COLOUR IS HOT PINK!
and my dream boyfriend hair colour is DARK BLUE~!

we will make a MATCH~!
TINK TINK~!
.
i told pple about it and they just think i'm a weirdo~!
tsk tsk tsk.

but i can nv forget how i glance through a salon and saw a guy with dark blue hair..

i'm totally stunned and attracted..

hee..

and that is like more than 7years back~
i still can't forget his hair~!
but of cos..

in my memory..

his face is blank~!

hohoho..

i only rmb his hair~!

hahhaaha...

i'm so random random~!
.

and i just realise.

no more feeling to cloud when i saw him..

LOL~!

maybe becus his hair colour turns abit darker..

his older hair colour seem abit nicer and HOT~!
.

hai..

but nevertheless..

xiao mi feng is mo mo ren de target de lox.

wahaahaha..

i still can't stop laughing when i think about it.

i think we are so hua chi lah~!

but watever~!
.
TODAY I'm HAPPY~!
except that E...

grr..

still boils when i think about it..

but watever.

I PROMISE SOMEONE NOT TO THINK ABOUT THE PAST AND LOOK FORWARD~!
.
WO YAO KUAI LE~!
.

shit..

why do i feel like fainting
when i bend down today?

do i suffer from some weird disease?

oh faints~*
need see doc again~!
oh man..
oh woman.

oh child

LOL~!

2009-08-28T22:01:00.002+08:00

After more than 7 years without visiting my family docter,

i went to see him again yesterday.

i do hate to see the doc as there will be a pile of medicine for me to swallow.

(i can only imagine i'm eating sweets)

Ya, i'm sick..

after 7 years of a healthy and strong body,

i fell sick again..

tsk..

this time round is really very uncomfortable..

my head is like spinning and spinning like a merry-go-round.

*fainting* sooner or later.

and i'm so weak until i'm lazy to open my mouth to talk

arggh.

it gonna be so tough for me..

and today was meant to have some great time out.

but i ended staying up in hse doing one simple task..

-->SLEEP!

can you imagine me sleeping for such a long time?

and my head is still spinning and spinning.

tsk..

just a luck that the doc didn't say i got H1N1.

blessed me to get well soon.

i WILL =D

thanks for being that pillar..

the pillar that supported me

when i was so weak and vulnerable.

i may toppled down

thanks for holding onto me..

preventing me to fall down and get hurt.

i will get well,

grow up,

stay strong.

cos i promise u to.

2009-08-26T00:59:00.002+08:00

i'm totally bad or watever.
i think i've lost myself in some crazy route.
STOP STOP STOP!
remind me constantly that i must think POSITIVE!!!
please please please!!!
i think if i continue i will be hurting my fren around me which is super bad
i think i'm totally crazy!!!

REMIND ME TO STAY POSITIVE!

or else i think one day i may go crazy and seek death.
F.

2009-08-23T21:20:00.004+08:00

i do think i got a weird habit or watever..
whenever i'm feeling super sad..
i will go and do something crazy to my hair.
this time round i think i'm really insane already..
my hair is like.*faints*
and daddy didn;t seem to like it
i'm feeling so...s.
.
.
.
can i go hide myself inside a hole /?
kill me.
argh!

let's just keep in suspense how i will look like in that weird hair...
but it look something like that seriously...
like monster..

2009-08-23T01:00:00.004+08:00

我好累。。

真的好累好累。。

。。

我看到一个好像你的人。。
我怎么会认为是你而感到如此的心痛。。
就因为我认为我不配而感到如此的自卑。。
告诉我我怎么忘了你。。
。。
求求你，
不要再对我这么好。
不要理我了好不好？
你这样让我好痛苦。。
不要当我想忘记你时，又在一次出现。。
出现后，又抛掉我
因为我怕我会又爱上一个不属于我的世界的你。。

when the wind blows,
i gently close my eyes
and whisper a request of love
so that you'll be able to feel my heart

2009-08-21T23:25:00.003+08:00

Dear blog,

tell her how to survive from all these?
as a student of TP, as a daughter of a family of four, a fren from her friends..
isn't feeling very happy from all the things she is suffering..
at some point of time,
she did feel like ending every of it..
from the pile of work she is given,
from the big expectation her parents gave,
from the disappointment from some frens..
she did feel like ending it..
ending her dumb idiot life..
which doesn't seem at all pretty.
it did look so glamorous infront of everyone..
but she doesn't feel at all happy with it.
she feel like just dumping every thing and task that she is given,
and just leave the world like this..
everyone thinks it was dumb to do so..
and will hurt them..
but do they noe that this soul of here is going crazy soon..
she isn't enjoying any part of it..
she doesn't want to continue living this pathetic life of hers.
she didn't really want..
she couldn't see any future..
she couldn't..
and she couldn't reach it at all.
she is feeling so depressed..
she felt so apologetic to those who she gave her annoyed voice to,
she felt apologetic to her parents as she isn't a great daughter at all.
..
although, she did all the best she could..
the people beside her don't feel at all happy..
she feel empty.
empty and lost.
.
if one day she disappear from this world..
will she feel abit happier?
and find her light?
.
-theinvisble-

2009-08-21T22:28:00.005+08:00

you asked me who refer to that quote..
it was you..
will you ever noe it if i never tell you?
will you?
.
why can you make me cry?
why can you make me worry?
why can you make me happy?.
why?
.
do u make everyone feels like this?
.
is this just an infatuation?
.
why do i wan to know everything about you?
why do i feel so happy by just listening to you?
i'm just going crazy...
.

2009-08-16T16:22:00.001+08:00

It's just damn crazy that i have slept 14 hr straight..
i'm just too tired from everything!
sorry to those who tried to contact me..
Zzzzzzz...

need to chiong project again =(

2009-08-10T02:25:00.002+08:00

sadly,
the ones that you treasure alot usually is the 1st to leave u
kinda sad.
i realise u did not treaure me as your fren as much as wat i thought..
i shouldn't think much for you anymore..
i shouldn't..
ya..
i shouldn't...
imagine your tons of commitment..
just 1 year down the road..
will u still rmb me as the best fren that you had that gone crazy with?
or just some strangers?
.
smiles..
is it just a fake one?
or one that comes from your heart..?
i can really feel it..
tsk..
=(

i'm gonna stop being so nice..

2009-08-09T15:22:00.002+08:00

I must learn the art of partying when i have tons of project stressing me~!
LEarn how to de-stress and stay forever happy~!

WHOOOOO~!!!

NI YAO KUAI LE OOOO
=D

有些人好像很难过hor?

不要失去自己,

要快乐OK?

2009-08-07T23:27:00.005+08:00

it is a state where my brain get so tight up..
can u imagine me staying awake till 5am...
*faints*
my brain is like exploding sooon....

.

.

.

i guess i'm falling in love with online booking...
it is just so shiok that just a click away and my meals will be deliver to my doorstep...
most importantly, i dun need call and chat to them to get my orders..
where they always give those rude attitude..
i dun like ar...

can i be 宅女 and stay in my home forever to sleep...Zzzzz..

YAWNS!

i'm going to hibernate soon...
after all these ended...

2009-08-05T02:07:00.004+08:00

If only i could use my own bare hands,

my own efforts,

to pull the sad mouth of yours up and place it as a smiley face,

regain the lost smile in your face,

it will be the most happiest thing that i have ever done.

i'm not sure why it is so.

perhaps bringing somebody happiness, can bring some back too.

but for you it is different.

perhaps you told me everything,

and perhaps,

i ought to do something about it.

it do make me feel abit queasy for not doing something to you.

arrgh.

~*~
tell me lord
wat to do
to make
the world
happy
without suffering
~*~

Love is sacrificial and weird

2009-08-04T23:07:00.002+08:00

I cannot believe what was sent to me..
i couldn't
i really couldn't..
i almost deleted it.
yes..
i almost did it..
a click and it will be gone..
nothing will go into my head.
nothing will make me feel so confuse now.
nothing will make me feel so hard pain for you..
i couldn't believe wat was sent to me..
is it just a spam mail?
or is it just some mail you sent to everyone?
your frens?
or is it some mail that u unknowingly sent to me as i'm one of ur msn fren?
I really dun noe..
i really wish to show my concern to you..
but i ponder.. wondering whether everyone gets the mail and you got everyone beside u to show concern.
what should i do?
=(

a complicated state of mind .
tsk.

2009-08-04T01:01:00.002+08:00

i'm dropping hair
yes i am
and LOTS OF IT!!!

so stress so stress!!!
when can this stress ever ends?
arrrgghh!
i'm having headache since yesterday=(

someone please Hypnotize me not to think so much.
realise i've been so no life these few weeks.
I gonna do something about it before i end up in IMH.

How to write that stupid SIP report
grr.

43% of alcohol isn't so nice to drink.

it burns my throat

it burns my stomach

making me faint*~

2009-08-01T23:58:00.008+08:00

SWESENS!
MUI, WH, me just started a expedition on food just as our Major Projects started.
hahaha.
why make MP so stressful?
heee.
we decided to drop down bus stop to bus stop to find for good and yummy food.
AND This apple crumble is just heavenly..
ahahaha.
i still can't forget MUi expression when she ate this >_<
LOL...
BANANA crumble is next
OH YEAHX!

OMelete Rice at TAka Basement FOOD court..
HEEE^-^
i do feel at home eating JApanese food.
DOn't ask me why..
no matter wat JAp food i'm given.
I WILL LOVE IT >_<
ps. don't sit at the seat that is reserved for their customers.
the seats simply isn't not so great at all.
perhaps. we are too short >_<

COLD ROCK
Hmmmm...
have u ever imagine mixing ur ice-cream with the sweets you like for example MALTESERS, M&M, KIT-KAT, GUMMY ,etc etc?
It will be dream come true if u like it..
But for me...
hmmm..
i dun really like it >_<
We have mix:
-a scoop of RUm & Rasin ICe-cream
-a scoop of CHoc ICe-cream
-Brownies
JEan and ME thinks that HAagen Daz Vanilla Caramel Brownie taste better and cheaper.LOL

3-MOnkey CAFE
Located at HOlland V
LOl..
i found out this cafe in a magazine...
the design of this cafe was pretty special so i decided to venture my expedition again !
this time with JEAN!! my long lost best sec sch fren >_<

The theme of their Cafe is " SEE no evil, HEAR no evil, SPEAK no evil"

We are welcomed by this cute little monkey holding the menu =)

they have a forest theme!!

it do make me want to go night safari

hahahaha

Sat on a weird weird wooden seats
not really comfortable as compared to sofa

but a great experience indeed.
seems like you are in a safari>_<

Served with PEANUTS..

oh gosh..

i do feel like i'm a MONKEY.

-_-

in the end i didn't manage to eat a piece of peanuts as i'm too busy phototaking with JEAN..

ahaahahaha

I had FISH -O-DAY

JEAN had this Grilled CHICKEN

Super yummy

SHOULD TRY!!

Mine was banana blended with mango.

House speciality

Not that great as wat i thought.

i still prefer my MIghty Joe YOung in TCC!
Jean'S coffee was GREAT!

RANDOM: this monkey had been staring at us for the whole meal>_<

GOODWOOD PARK HOTEL

whoo~!

i went there for the 2nd time..

I miss the Durian Moouse Cake>_<

and it is ending soon=(

this time round i went in for lunch.

So i got a chance to taste their food>_<

their ambience is good..

service is up to standard too..

erm..

just that in the end the big group of tourist did make alot of voice and spoil the whole ambience.

blah.

Erm..i prefer BAkerzin's cake more

Strawberry was BIG and yummy.
but the base part was so hard=(

can taste the fake MAngo essence
MY FAV DURIAN MOOUSE CAKE!!
MUST TRY MUST TRY!

CREATIONS!

Creations is a yummy yummy delicious restaurant recommended by my BOYFREN leejuebing( SHE is a girl btw >_<) and I LOVE HER =D SHE ROCKS!
we had a date tgt at this small little restaurant at SHAW tower.

Nice nice yummy yummy spagetti

Bonus thing is that A full course meal just cost $15.90

pretty cheap huh?
consist of :

-soup of the day

-a drink

-a main course

-a dessert

WHOOO~!

of cos i can't wait to bring more fren over there to eat=D

If you think that the SPicy Crabmeat pAsta is made up of the " FAke" crabmeat...

YOU ARE SO WRONG!!!

MAde up of real crabs!

SUPER YUMMY ..=P

hmm.. dont try the meatball..not really nice..
but try the ravoli!
SUper nice with mushroom inside =)
thumbs up

BAKERZIN!
i always went there for half-price cheesecakes..

hahahah..

i'm just so cheapo..

But got a chance to eat the nice nice delicious dessert with my dear JO that day =)

whooHOOO>.

I love the pannacotta

and that cake!!!

ALL SO YUMMY!!!!

HEE^-^

MOGU MOGU is a high tech small little cafe located at Far East Plaza

The clever way of using the machine to order your food so that u don't need a menu.

So no service charge =D

CHILLI PADI AND BOOKWORK ROX =D

they are so nice to say "ITADAKIMAS" with me =)

WHOOO

My BENTO!!!
don't you feel i'm abit kidish?

LOL..
I think it's too cute until i do not bear to eat it>_<>

HEEE=D

2009-08-01T18:10:00.003+08:00

HAppy BirthdAY

hope you had the most wonderful birthday

enjoyed your life to the fullest

being the most happiest person in the world

best wishes

2009-07-28T23:06:00.003+08:00

4 months of attachment have ended..
it seem pretty slow at the start of it..
i was like grumbling why it had to be 4 months..
but it seem that when everything ended it seem time passed super fast to me...
i shed a few drops of tears..
ya..
i was abit too sentimental..
i missed them so much..
sometimes i was like thinking..
they had spent even more time with me than my families..
a total of 8 hrs everyday..
i do feel a sense of emptiness when everything ended..
i missed them....

you are not alone-michael jackson

2009-07-13T22:34:00.002+08:00

tsk..
maybe no more dancing with glenna..
=(

so sad...

.

.

and i still have like more than 2 MONTHS of logbook haven't write
10 wks of stuff to write.
i'm fainting.
tell me i'm crazy...
arrggh
attachment is ending next wk.
i still haven't wrote anything in logbook
i do feel like crying lah.
freak/
worse still..
projects are making me crazy..
she is taking a freak long time to finish her part.
how am i able to do my job when that person haven't sent me her part,.
tsk.
but i should be understandable.
lots of stuff to do right?
but i really dun wish to do last min work..
very tiring
.....
=/

2009-07-13T03:22:00.002+08:00

LOL!
sometimes i can't stand myself being so active in the night...
that means i can;'t think in the morning + afternoon
and dont't u ever noe that..
my projects need to settle in the night
but i need to go sleep early if i need wake up early tmr..

tsk
why can't the night is the day
the day is the night?

2009-07-13T02:31:00.002+08:00

I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO GO LEARN DANCING WITH GLENNA!!!

WHOO~!

i'm getting nervous

and
my mind just keep runnng wild
and
my heart just POP POP AND POP

LOL..
that banana with big eyes can't make me stop laughing..
let's share the joy.

just hope it's not that bad as what i think...

2009-07-13T02:16:00.002+08:00

Anyway,
I saw CLOUD on sat..!!!

at yishun !

oh my!!!

why is he doing over here when his hse is at the east side of singapore?

i think i never see him for quite a long time!

i was like stunned awhile wondering who he is!!!

he is still so cute as ever =D

2009-07-13T02:01:00.006+08:00

why are guys so despo?

gosh..

i thought girls need more love than guys.

i thought girls are the ones who care about whether people love them or not.

but..

actually..

it is the equal...

sometimes i do wonder whether should i open up my heart and accept those guys

should at least make a try right?

arrrrgghh..

but almost all the guys in the world sux lah >_<

the hurt ones dun wish to get hurt again

2009-07-11T00:09:00.004+08:00

YEAHX!!!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT SUNDAY TO COME !!!!

2009-07-07T23:27:00.002+08:00

this is where i go during my trip to BATAM last mth i think
(hmm.. or is it last last mth?)..
wahahaha..
can u imagine somebody going oversea during her SIP?
hahahah..
possible^-^

i just went there with mummy for some spa.
LOL-_-
abit dots huh?
it's sort of a 2 day 1 night thingy.
that's why i'm able to escape there a little while.
2 days of spa + massage.
hmm..seems to let me relax abit..
tsk
it is stressful.

the facilities over there seems complete..

mummy say she is going to bring me to BALI one ^-^
she say it is much much more better..

BALI one is world class famous.

so it should be alot alot better than this.

heee.
can;t wait..

HOLIDAYS COME QUICK!

having dinner just beside the beach seems romantic huh?

hahahaa..

if i got my husband to accompany me..

hoohoo

that makes everything perfect under the moonlight.

heee^-^

IF i have a husband.

he will be the best of the best =)

only IF.

hahahha..
actually.

i dun wan get marry now le .

blah blah blah.

i told mummy all guys are bad .

though she say that should be some good guys out there.

hahahha.
only IF i meet a good one,

or else..

i should stay SINGLE

whoo~!

2009-07-07T22:32:00.003+08:00

tsk.
i never knew i will feel so sad when i heard the news.
haiz.
perhaps i already knew the outcome of it.
and i'm avoiding myself from it.
but when it came.
it do hurt abit.
and a little too much..
tsk.

anyway....
CLOUD got his freedom!
oh gosh..
i do feel abit happy about it.
but why ..
hmmm..
why..
i still feel abit sad for him and his ex-gf?
hmmm..
is my heart soft?
or i do understand the pain of a failed relationship?
hmmm..

Arrgghh.
who cares?
guys ALL sux.
0-0
blah blah blah.
i'm not going to love any idiot man for goodness sake -_-

2009-07-04T01:23:00.004+08:00

i'm targetting to visit every TCC branch in singapore!
as every tcc have their own unique style!
=)
whooo~!
i'm so in love with TCC
:)

The top list of the -WANT TO GO- plan.

at anchorpoint.

JEAN WHEN ARE U FREE TO COME HERE?>!!!!!
and do u noe where is it?

tsk!

2009-07-04T00:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes at some point of time,
i do miss the Lulu last time.
she was much more happy.
more satisfied with herself
and she do believe everything in fairytale.
.
the lulu now seem so weird.
she is getting some sickness i think
some mental sickness.
arrgh
her perfectionism seem getting worse.
and i guess her fren can't take it already.
and she keeps pestering her family whether her hair look weird or not
(though it look really weird now)
even her collegues think that too.
they dun like her twisting and twisting her hair.
they are microbiologist
and they do think hair contain lots of bacteria
and we should not keep touching it
ya..
and lulu love twisting and twisting her hair.
getting stain her hand with bacteria.
even her supervisor wants to get a cane to cane her now.
-_-lol
but can't help it man.
this is a bad habit.
some people bit their finger,
for lulu,
she loves to twist her hair.
and can u believe it.
under a psychology test
they actually say twisting ur hair is a type of behaviour that means u have low self-esteem about urself.
*faints*
perhaps it is true in someway.
gosh.
even daddy say look is not impt, ur heart is more impt.
is lulu too obessed with herself or not?
she is getting crazy.
.

why do we always think love is blissful all that.
and all my frens wan to get into a relationship?
is it becos in fairytale, the prince and the princess always live happily ever after?
come to think of it,
it isn't as beautiful as wat we think
lots of problem will surface up,
and getting marriage isn't very happy indeed.
u got to think of alot of stuff which the lonesome you dun need to ever care of that.
seeing those married collegues need to think of money to take care of their child.
they need to worry about their kids getting sick.
and alot of things.
quite pestering though.
if u are single, u can do watever u like :)
having all the time by urself.
.
but sometimes.
i do feel envy with those people with families.
though they are sarcrificing alot
but i guess in their heart they are having a sense of satisfaction?
i'm not sure with that.
and i'm still searching for an answer..

tsk,

I WAN MY FREEDOM=(

can u imagine that my dear fren dreamt that i cried for him that i'm missing him?

0_0

and can u believe i actually feel my heart jumping out if he msg me?

and can u believe i'm so stunned that i didn't reply him for days.

i do miss him alot =(

though we live in a different world.

arrgh