hee^_^
i'm back again to blog!
i miss blogging:D
i do not know which idiot is using his name to tag on my blog:(
kinda sad when i see all this..
i will hide myself when i'm sad..
that's my personality and my way..
so if u see me not appearing in facebook or blog ,
you should know what's happening to me..
it takes me more than 2 months to cool myself down because of you,
i will tear when i see you in facebook.
i will tear when i see you in msn being so happy...
i know you will forget me one day..
i know you will find another girl one day...
i just don't wish to see it..
it totally pains me..
i wish to hold you and walk this path together till the end..
just like how i promise u to
but i couldn't as i know i will bring u pain..
you made a choice..and i couldn't hold it back..
can't u see the heart is bleeding inside/?
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pain isn't the word to use when we are together..
there is only pain when i see you over there and i couldn't talk to u and tell u how much i miss you..
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i know u wouldn't tag those weird kinds of stuff over there in blog.
u wouldn't be so harsh right?
u wouldn't hurt me right?
u woulldn't be so cruel to me right?
u wouldn't right?
though alot of people told me why can't be you..
but i believe u wouldn't do that right?
the person i knew isn't like this who will hurt people.
even if u feel like this, u wouldn't say it..
this is you..
the kind one..
and that's why i love you.
the kindhearted soul who wouldn't hurt anyone..
that's why i love u.
i believe u wouldn't say all this.
i believe it is someone else saying all these hurtful things..
u wouldn't hurt me like this..
u wouldn't....right?
i keep telling myself this..
and i believe to it..
i will wait for you..
till you find your happiness...
and i will move on again...
do find your happiness okay?
this is tearing me up again...
:(

-.-
which idiot is copying his name and post that stupid comment in my tagboard.
wat the.
he can't possible know my blog name.

i'm feeling all so broken up.
why is this happening?
why why why why why????
i am sitting infront of the laptop all the tears just keep flowing..
WHY WHY WHY WHY??????????
tell me???????
:(
ARGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!!