This is a blog of a girl named April.
Born on 28/04/90
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she Loves the smell of the lavender
she Loves the beauty of a sunflower
she Loves the night with a starry sky
i have regained my freedom....... i do not know whether should i be happy about it or not.. i have been appearing in smiles and all that.. i know people will be concern about me.. but i dun wan them to worry about me... so i just had to smile ok..it seems abit fake and all that.. but i can't possible cry infront of people when i see or chat with them right? it will be total weird.. like how i cry infront of my laptop.. it is freaking my mummy out.. she wanted to confiscate my phone and my laptop so that i can stop crying infront of these electronic devices.. i didn't want to tell her about it... i think when she heard this story it will just freak her out.. LOL.. i'm weak and emotional.. i can't deny it.. and i can cried and cried for a long time.. abit mad and insane i think.. i will think of the happy moments we had together and tears will just run down the face.. it is mad i know.. and i can only save myself. i am glad my frens are beside me supporting me.. they always wanted me to end it as they can see the pain i am undergoing.. but..somehow.. somehow.. i do miss you alot.. though u sux alot argh. i'm dumb.. but i will get over it.. i will find someone better^^