gosh..

i have not blogged for a long long time..
i'm hiding myself.
haha!!!
somethings has happened
had happended...
and will happened..
i think i shouldn't say so much...
tsk..
i will walked myself out of darkness..
sometime i miss my sunshine-ness..
(hahah..is there such a word?)
there will be rainbow after the rain...^^
i pray and hope so....


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i didn't know by actually looking at how you msg me last time.
will make me tear.
i actually miss it..
it actually serve no point being tgt anymore..
since what i love about you, ain't the same anymore..
the happiness that u brought me..
ain't there anymore..
the degree of sadness.. is more than the degree of happiness.
it ain't shouldn't be happening...
it actually feel so hard to let it go..
if u will to msg me just like now. just like today..
perhaps i won't fell in love with you..
i can't change the way you are now..
the normal how tom dick and harry will msg me..
you ain't the special one that will capture my heart anymore..
it is just..it is just...
just that i can't find any reasons to break your heart...
i can't just can't bear to break your heart..
the heart that is broken by so many people..
i just can't be the one that break you up again..
and make you upset..
but..
but..
i'm thinking so much for you..
are u thinking a little for me?
i can just walk away and just lie at other's shoulder
i can just walk away and i believe a even better one will show up
i can just walk away..
but i ..
i dun have the heart to do so..
u are so fragile..
i can't bear to break u up..
i can just slowly let u go..
just bits and pieces..
u can find someone much better, more suitable than me..



what's the point of keeping a soul when the heart is not there anymore?

GOSH~!
this week is just so crappy busy and crazy~!!
i think i almost fainted YES I ALMOST DO~!
so many things`!!
and do u noe how much tears i shed becos i'm so stressed`!
arggh`!
i'm a crybaby i admit>.<>.<>

My product label for my banana muesli drink ^^

T.T
i'm really upset
really upset..
i hate it