i was thinking..
thinking
and still thinking...
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kinda feel ewww..
i dunno why..
errr..
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i wonder how is it like when i meet him?
i am still wondering..
kinda feel eww about it..
i dun noe why..
i think i won't fit into his world..
and he can't fit into mine either..
it's kind of complicating..
haiz..
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what am i doing?/////
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and i think i dun noe how to face another additional human in my life..
i think i will feel weird..
though i sort of get used of msging you and i think i can't live without it..
but the thought of having another additional person into my life just make me feel weird..
super weird..:(
i wish everything will be well..
but i think it won't..
it seem our life dun match..
i dun noe why i suddenly feel this way..
but it is just kind of feeling..
i think we are just using each other as companion..
haiz..
why am i feeling like this=(
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hai..
shall go do proj..
=(
i shouldn't think so much =(
hai