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This is a blog of a girl named April.
Born on 28/04/90 See her rants and nag and complain in her blog. If you do not like to hear -ve remarks, there is an X at the top right hand corner, you can click that and exit. she Loves the smell of the lavender she Loves the beauty of a sunflower she Loves the night with a starry sky Dance with ME
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Sunday, January 31, 2010
WEEEE~!!!
I PASS NAPFA ALLALALALALALALA~!!! can;t believe i did it actually i just wanted to just go and show face and anyhow do cos my careperson make it compulsory>.< ahahahah~!! I actually pass lo~!! hahahahah~!!!! weee weeee~!! ahahah`!! i must been mad to msg my careperson and say thank you to him`!! hahahahahahaha~!!! and he reply me Well Done! whahaahah~!! so crazy so crazy`!! hahaahah~!! even he also feel happy for me lah~!! that mrt >.< i dun noe what to say him AND I LOST MY NETT Card
HOW CRAP~! . . . ok.. my frens and daddy I are all going to vomit blood i think they can't stand me hurting myself and doing nothing. ki siao ~!!!! i must be mad`!!! YES YES YES~!!! they all believe i can find someone so much nicer to care for me.. i must be real dumb`!! knock me awake`!! i'm like so stubborn`! and so unhealthy`!! it is hurting me and why am i so dumb arhx? tell me.. should i just ignore and let it die slow or just a clean one? >.< why don't you realise i love you so much and treat me nicer abit? why do you have to enter and leave my life? why everytime the one i love will leave me? why why why? =(
1:13 AM
Saturday, January 30, 2010
 i must have shed one litres of tears that day i actually gave him up why am i holding back? when i know i don't belong there anymore? "not sure" is not the answer i wanted
10:55 AM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMZZZZZZZZZZZ YOU ARE OUT OF THE GAME YOU IDIOT i believe i can be so much happier temperamental you are mad. and STOP affecting me. when u need somebody i'm always there when i need somebody, crap man..are u even there? sucker
10:28 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MJ~!  Can you believe that?1 year went away just like this and it's your bday again.. baking ur duo cake: tiramisu + strawberry cheesecake seems only yesterday... simply can't forget the mess i made from all the baking.. hahaah~!! luckily it is still edible but this year.. A NORMAL YUMMY STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE FOR YOu~!! hahah~!! eh..finally something normal and edible right? hahaha`!! wish you all the best my fren ^^ Project Project Project and still Project.. i'm getting sick of this type of monotonous life.. i'm going to perservere, close my eyes and just hope days like this will go away quick.. i need to hold myself, from getting mad from all these.. . .  thx pui^^ after thinking, i realise.. i'm not fit to play the love game afterall. just one more life left, and you will get kick out of this game i won't look back, when i say goodbye though i hate the word goodbye though i dun like parting though i dun like the feeling of leaving.. i had to if i need to.. otherwise i will go mad. and i will make people vomit blood 0.0
11:02 AM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
I AM COMING HERE TO NAG AND NAG AND NAG~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why am i so careless`!! wa piang~!!! i lost my gorilla file~!!!! luckily i found it in the DUSTBIN or else i will be in dead meat~!!! now i lost another thing again`!! seriously is wth man~!!! that stupid idiotic paper is super impt.. CSAS RESUME`!! which need to be handed up on WED YES THIS WED~!! and i lost it~!!!!! wth~!! CAN I WAKE UP OR NOT`!! why do i keep losing my stufffff~! i'm so sad=( i dun noe wat to do seriously`!! and i email teacher she didn't even want to help~!! ARGGGGGGGGhHHHHHH~!!!!!! my life is so up-side down~!!! what's happening to me~!???????????????????/ and i feel I AM SO BAD-TEMPERED~!! i dun noe why i flare up so easily`!!! oh crap`!! what;s on my mind seriously`!!!!!! why am i like this~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAKE UP WAKE UP~!!! SHAKE ME AWAKE~!! PLENTY OF THINGS TO DO~!! i can't just die like this~!!!!!!!!!!! how i wish to graduate soon`! i'm getting so tired and sick of it.. >. idiot~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10:25 PM
Sunday, January 10, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUIPUIPUIPUIPUIPUI~!!!!!  hope you love the card made by me>.<LOVE YOU~!
9:43 PM
Went out with JEAN on NEW YEAR Eve=) she is still my BFF~!! hahah~!! miss her and her super junior craziness~!!  went GOBI at suntec city`!!love the ambience~!! but for coffee and cakes selection, TCC is still the BEST~! don't u feel the same too jean? we are like staring to opposite, wishing that we are in TCC hahaha~!!  ahahh~!!preetty right? the whole ambience is sort of ruined when one Indian little girl keep staring at us outside the window.. she keep giving me that weird eerie smiles.. eyyyyyyryrrr~!!!!!  LOVE THE MUSHROOM SOUP~!!!  settle for coffee at Bakerzin finallymy legs are aching  Yummmmm..the black round thing is ewww.. full of liquor.. faints.. MEET UP SOON JEAN~!! COFFEEEEEEEE ^_^
8:54 PM
i miss the old me.. the old bubbly me... the one that brought happiness to people... the one that brought smile to people... i went to look at my old post.. i seem to have change alot... the current me seems so stupid.. seems so dumb and do things that hurt myself.. what's happening.. why do i bring worry and unhappiness to people now.. what's happening to me... bring me back.. bring me back.. bring me to the one that i had lost.  miss my black hair and red specS? or do u miss me with my specs and my perms? or do u miss me with black hair and bubbly smiles? or do u love how am i now?weird hair weird personality. eww. . . i finish my whole bottle of whiskey-.- wahahha~! i finally did that~!! drunk my sorrow and let me forget.. i think i'm going to meet MRT soon. it's insane to be like this.. i'll go mad soon. meet and end or just meet and continue.. it's stupid to be like this.. and it's suffocating me.. can i just shut my mind and sleep forever?
8:36 PM
Thursday, January 07, 2010
OMg~! it's just unbelieveable that W actually know wat my PM means~!! it came from a song FIREFLIES~!! that's what my blog song is Now.=D omg`!! he knows he knows`!! hahaha`!!!! and he guess my bday in just one guess~! super clever`!! ok.. at 1st i do think he went FB to stalk~!! but he said he never.. ok.. i believed>.< he sings super welllll~!! plays his guitar super wellll too`!! oh gosh`! 1st time i'm so stuck with a guy singing>.< but my deardear hates him i think they have some conflict last time? and he says W is a BIG Flirt whaahh`!! ok..i shall find out the truth.. he type <3 when he say gdbye to me in msn.. omg~! imagine he says that to every girl~! ewwwww~!!!!!
11:08 PM
it's just amazing to see guys blog too.... i thought it is just girly stuff.. LOL~! i wonder whether does he blog too? hahah`!! I still can't find my DADDY I's blog till now...>.< gah~! it is already 2010~!! still unknown~!! eeeewww`! can't he tell me? IDIOT~! bleahx~!
8:56 PM
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
i was thinking.. thinking and still thinking... . . kinda feel ewww.. i dunno why.. errr.. . . i wonder how is it like when i meet him? i am still wondering.. kinda feel eww about it.. i dun noe why.. i think i won't fit into his world.. and he can't fit into mine either.. it's kind of complicating.. haiz.. . . what am i doing?///// .. . and i think i dun noe how to face another additional human in my life.. i think i will feel weird.. though i sort of get used of msging you and i think i can't live without it.. but the thought of having another additional person into my life just make me feel weird.. super weird..:( i wish everything will be well.. but i think it won't.. it seem our life dun match.. i dun noe why i suddenly feel this way.. but it is just kind of feeling.. i think we are just using each other as companion.. haiz.. why am i feeling like this=( . . hai.. shall go do proj.. =( i shouldn't think so much =( hai
8:45 PM
Sunday, January 03, 2010
Just a random thought but i'm gonna type it here~!! So that i can remember and fufil this wish~!! ahahah~!! u do noe i've such bad memory~!!! so i better type it here b4 i forget~!! hahahahaha~!!!!!!!!! I'M GONNA PLANT SUNFLOWER IN MY BALCONY WHEN I SHIFT HOUSE ^_^ YEAHX~!!!!!!!!! hahahah`!!! but don't u feel it will be so xin fu if u open your window and a whole stretch of sunflower is smiling at you?  by singorscream26 from deviantart.com OMG~!! So pretty don't you feel that way too? but it is like so impossible>.< singapore is so .. nvm.. i shall plant them in my balcony~!! i think i can have up to like 5-8 of them=D SOMEBODY PLEASE SUPPLY ME WITH SEEDDDDDSSSS~!!!! 夏天的向日葵，
秋天的樱花， 冬天的小雪。。。  by *buble from deviantart.com 。。。很幸福 ^-^
1:51 AM
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