Monday, December 28, 2009
okay..i'm here to nag and nag again~!!!!!!starting to feel so hurt and weird about stupid MRT~!!he make me sobx. he make me emo like him...he is just a complete weirdo..360 degree turn..yes..how weird..u can emo..and turn 360 degree and happy again..and i'm starting to wonder who are u seriously..u said u dun noe me..i realise i don't too..i try so hard to tell u and try to understand you ..but it seems u dun ever seem to be interested.giving me short reply which i totally hate it..u are not the one..not the one i know u first..u are just a plain normal one..how i wish time rewind and you are the one i used to know you..i miss the old MRT...the one that will crap with me..the one that will make me happy..but i realise..you are not..you are not..isn't it?i feel so stupid...so stupid...GAH~!!tell me how to break through all these pain..i'm a happy girl..but i think i lost my way......i hold on to it now..but i think it's just a matter of time that i let it go..it's suffocating..everyone thinks he is not the one..i think so too..i do not have the power to make an emo person happy again..i thought i have...but i don'tcos i will get affected...and turn emo...and it hurts me...so much so much........
i'm lucky to have people around me concerning me..
if you are wondering who..
yes it is YOU
reading this..
thankx..
it warmth my heart a little..
loves <3
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