okay..
i'm here to nag and nag again~!!!!!!
starting to feel so hurt and weird about stupid MRT~!!
he make me sobx. he make me emo like him...
he is just a complete weirdo..
360 degree turn..
yes..
how weird..
u can emo..
and turn 360 degree and happy again..
and i'm starting to wonder who are u seriously..
u said u dun noe me..
i realise i don't too..
i try so hard to tell u and try to understand you ..
but it seems u dun ever seem to be interested.
giving me short reply which i totally hate it..
u are not the one..
not the one i know u first..
u are just a plain normal one..
how i wish time rewind and you are the one i used to know you..
i miss the old MRT...
the one that will crap with me..
the one that will make me happy..
but i realise..
you are not..
you are not..
isn't it?
i feel so stupid...
so stupid...
GAH~!!
tell me how to break through all these pain..
i'm a happy girl..
but i think i lost my way...
.
.
.
i hold on to it now..
but i think it's just a matter of time that i let it go..
it's suffocating..
everyone thinks he is not the one..
i think so too..
i do not have the power to make an emo person happy again..
i thought i have...
but i don't
cos i will get affected...
and turn emo...
and it hurts me...
so much so much.....
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12/12/09-15/12/09



hee~!

it has been long since i last blogged.~!!





i went PENANG~!!

let's post some pix here !!!

=D

This is what i usually ended up doing when i'm studying for exam..
and u noe something.. studying makes me emo..
makes me think lots
makes me miss lots..
those emo feelings will flood once back again..
i guess it wasn't really cure..
i should find some help to instill some positive thinking into this idiotic brain..
i miss the old times where i can live without worries..
but watever..
it finally ENDED~!!
whoohoo~!
super HAPPY~!

sometimes i do wonder abit am i asking abit too much "WHY"
i seriously do not know why i'm like this..
i'm just curious..
and this chain of "WHY" just appear and i will just ask plenty and plenty of it..
i do not know that this will make people feel as though i don't believe about what they say and all that..
asking "WHY" sound like interrogating a criminal is it?
but i'm just curious..
really curious..
it just saddened me abit that this will make you faint...
but "why" is just a common word popped out from my mouth..and from my brain in this case since i never get a chance to chat with you..
perhaps what my fren told me is true..
i shouldn't ask too much "WHY" and maybe it's difference asking "why" from sms-ing and asking "why" through phone/face-face..
tsk...
.
.
i think only someone can tolerate me with this chain of "why" and only he will have the patience to answer this chain to me....
i'm starting to appreciate what you have done to me for this past few months..
knowing you is a blissed..
i'm getting afraid to lose this..
what if one day u aren't there to chat with me when i'm feeling lost?
tskkk..
but just hope he get his happiness..
he is getting soo...
ahahahahha~!!..
perhaps love makes man crazy..
i'm wishing him all the best..
the best human with the greatest heart to get his happiness with the woman he loves...