Tuesday, November 24, 2009
WHy do i have a pair of parents who will just add salt into my wound?
why do they only scold me
and blame me?
instead of consoling me when i was so upset?
=(
DO you ever think i wish to lost my thumbdrive which consist of all my impt stuff since YEAR 1?
or do u ever think i wish to make my laptop spoilt so that i can't even do my project
and do u ever think i wish to use your laptop to do my stuff?
.
wat the hell seriously
YOU ARE MY PARENTS~!
and yet
when something happen you won't even console or even help me
is like wat the shit is this lah seriously
i'm trying to stay strong
trying to console myself
everything gonna all-right
i just need re-type every single shit out of it
and this should be all-right
why DO YOU have to scold and nag at me
it is not as if i wish it to happen
YOU two crazy freak
i'm already getting so stressed about project
and all you do is nag at me when i get home
wat the shit is this seriously
i just wish to shut my ears, my eyes when i reach home...
why is this happening to me?
T.T
what's the point of being so rich when u can't even help ur daughter?
u can just seriously throw all your money into the DEEP BLUE SEA~!
and i'm not gonna care~!!
stupid~!!
i'm so angry
and so disappointed
why is this happening to me/?
why do some people have parents who will consistently care for them?
i dun really expect this to happen to me
i just wish you can give me some peace to my brain
i'm already going mad
how i wish to just throw myself away
it's idiot staying in this stupid world
where u wake up in the early morning, facing stupid pple in school where i need to go ask/ beg around for even simple things like AGAR PLATE!!!!
what the shit is this lah
i pay how many thousands per semester and this is what i get from this stupid school
and when i reach home, how i get is nagging from my parents
stupid idiot lah~!!!
i'm just a human.
and i'm going crazy..
soon..
i'm so tired....
so tired..
save me..=(
can i just leave this world?
=(
10:29 PM