Sunday, September 13, 2009

Look into my eyes...
what did u see?
a sense of hope?
a sense of happiness ?
a sense of disappointment?
or a sense of lost?
make a guess..
i guess u will never noe wat i'm thinking inside me...
everyone has tiny secrets inside their heart..
some untold.
some forgotten.
some laid deep inside their heart waiting for someone to discover it..
it seem pretty like treasure hunt..
where u need to find it and dig it out..
tsk..
how complicated.
i'm lost in the crossroad of life again..
i felt lost.
disappointed
and somehow..
lost the goal of living..
ask me what i wanted to do after i graduated ...
i will give u a ??? answer.
i begin feeling fear of what's going to happen next.
and puzzled what i wanted to do...
the fear of losing..
the fear of a road that has no light to guide u on..
seem pretty fearful for me to go on..
sometimes i do wish to end everything.
every single thing..
can i?
当我迷路时,你会找到我,带我走吗?
习惯慢慢失忆
这样就能转移自己
我觉得有一天我会发疯
因为这一切让我好脆弱
好想好想结束
到一个没有人的世界
虽然孤单,至少是因为自己而活
现在的我,已经人不像人,鬼不像鬼
let me hide myself and disappear..
i'm screaming out LOUD.
So loud that i couldn't hear myself.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAArrgh
10:55 PM