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that freak
This is a blog of a girl named April.
Born on 28/04/90 See her rants and nag and complain in her blog. If you do not like to hear -ve remarks, there is an X at the top right hand corner, you can click that and exit. she Loves the smell of the lavender she Loves the beauty of a sunflower she Loves the night with a starry sky Dance with ME
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
I hung up the phone tonight, Something happened for the first time, Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush, Cause the possibility that You would ever feel the same way about me, It’s just too much, just too much Why do I keep running from the truth, All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, And I just got to know . Do you ever think, when you’re all alone, All that we can be, where this thing can go, Am I crazy or falling in love, Is it real or just another crush Do you catch a breath, when I look at you, Are you holding back, like the way I do, Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away . Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’, Spending time girl, Are we just friends, is there more, is there more, See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take, Cause I believe that we can make this into Something that will last, Last forever, forever
9:49 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
HEY HEY HEY~! i think i'm so crazy about taking pictures with my food~! >_<> so u can actually always see me chewing my sweets whenever i'm feeling... sad emotic stressed(esp in exam..i always bring MENTOS in>_<) but of cos it need to be presentable when they are placed on my table so if it is char kway teow which looks so black and shitty, please decorate it with parsley before serving me or i will dun feel like eating it. i'm so troublesome isn't it? 0_0. .. . . . it seems pretty romantic sitting over there.. with candle in the middle. live band infront. though it was open-air, everything was perfect. we got that guy to sing for us>_< wholallalala.. i love guy who sings.. their voice will melt my heart~! oh man~!   P.s. I LOVE PLAYING BASKETBALL IN THE NIGHT when i can't really see the ball and the net. >_< i think i'm going to get the NO AIR SPARDING BB. this is an urge TCC outing with jean never fail to include a cup of coffee which can perk us up.. I'm totally in love with TCC. the ambience the food the coffee the service=D . u can catch me sitting down ALONE in TCC.. only in TCC.. or else i will rather coop myself in my bed>_<  Jean's almond latte.  My RUM & RAISIN~!HEEE~! i love alcohol. this is a secret>_< shhhhh.... i just bought whiskey.. anyone interested? 2 more weeks.. YELLO JELLO.. wholalaala.. i'm so excited and happy i love that place =) shhh.. this is a secret.. i cannot let my mum knows or she will just kill. >_< i'm gonna change someone to more sexy.. heee...   Just a piece of art>_<> it was just too pretty. I love the potatos =) . . . this is the amount of stress we got... the spread of microscope slides.. it isn't very HAPPY doing all these at all.. my eyes are just going blind after looking under the microscope.. and soon.. soon... u will find me in IMH... arggh  LOL.it wasn't me that show that finger ok? hahahahhaha.. we are just having fun.. LOL.. just hope my lecturer isn't going to see this.. ahahhaha this picture do make me laugh alot alot>_< . . . . Hey SAVANNAH is a pretty condo.. as it do look like night safari in the night. with the animals and the trees LOL~!   My artistic photography skill is just getting better. hen you feel bahx? LOL i'm sitting under the rain barbequeing.. wholalalalalala....  her kids.=) so cute~! . . . . SAKAE SUSHI~! i guess mummy is getting crazy with JAPanese food too. can u imagine her suggesting having sushi in the morning? she is just too weird. but i'm just super happy about it >_<  heeee=)  i love raw salmon.. =D  the prawns on top is cute! mum loves this and grab my share.  a house~!    Salad for healthy soulhealthy mind and a healthy ME!@ . . . my daddy is just one crazy freak. i gave daddy a "SPECIALLY" made sushi . (it was filled with wasabi) he didn't even shed a single tear. arggh. *i'm gonna add in more next time.* ICE after walking with mui from bugis to dohby ghuat. i think we are just 2 crazy people.. can u imagine us walking under the hot weather. we even went to SMU for a tour. LOL.. it was freaky hot there.  i think we got cheated or something like that.the board said there is banana~! but there isn;t humph. and it wasn't nice at all hao bu hao. the condensed milk smell is so strong... oh man. NONYA Buffet hmm. a very special small shop. all nonya dishes wow. i love the brown brown kueh in the middle. i do not know what's that >_<  you made me strong. made me not fearful of everything made me found myself. made me smile. why do u always knew i needed someone and appear to protect me. i'm blessed to have u around. the world maybe crashing. but a pillar is holding onto it. letting the girl down there stay strong and surviving. why do u have such a great power to do that? i always bring happiness to people. but u are a special one.. as u bring that happiness to me.. thanks=) you are just too adorable
10:14 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
F1 Singapore Champion 2009 : Lewis Hamilton-McLaren Mercedes  Tsk tsk.. Ferrari didn't win this time round. the result is kinda expected. I do miss Felipe Massa in the race =( hope he can get well soon.  My dream car: Ferrari Enzo..wholalalalala there is sadness, there is stress, there is unhappiness, there is misunderstanding, there is mistake. i guess all is my fault. my fault for planning all this. perhaps nothing gonna goes wrong if i stayed at home. tsk. my best fren of 7 years. tsk.. i do sux alot. u are the 2nd person who will make me cry so much after such a long while. i do treasure u alot. but it seems that i do not understand well enough to make such a mistake tsk. i'm sorry.=(
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Monday, September 21, 2009
18/09/09( FRI) 2 policemen came my house and waited outside my house for my family to come back from BBQ in my relative house. it is already 12am plus in the morning. LOL. you must be thinking i'm up to some bad things and gonna send to jail right? LOL.. too bad it is a NO. i'm still happily sitting infront of my laptop typing all the way NOW..  I'm MISSING my dear SPARK~! i do feel sorry for u gonna need stuck in that small cage and not allow to run around. how i wish to bring u HOME~! SORRY for bluffing u and making u so excited over the toy crocodile. no more pee-ing on my legs ok? i miss u~! =) ~*~ 19/09/09(SAT) PRAWNING PRAWNING PRAWNING~! i'm dumb enough to listen to that uncle and buy cockles to catch prawn. waahahaha.. i'm laughing at myself. NO chicken liver NO cockles~! and say YES to earthworm when u catch prawn~! . A couple was nice enough to give us their earthworm when they leave. that guy was nice enough to help us take away the hook from the prawn that gal was nice enough to teach us how to hook the earthworm they are just too sweet..and left us with 2 cooked prawns. though they looked like bad people.. their heart are made of gold. they rocksx=) . i think that day was just too great to be true. cos cos cos... IT WAS FREEEEEEE~! i dun noe why that uncle dun wan to charge us for 2 hr each with 2 pole.... it was a total of $46. and he is not gonna charge us.. how weird.. and he taught me how to test the fishing pole. how to catch prawn.. and helped me catched 2 =) i feeling so xin fu today.. why is there so many kind souls today?   A total of 12 prawns including the 2 from the couples..i'm so blessed~! ~*~ .  I do enjoyed every coffee session with jean at some place out there.. this time round is starbucks. after a movie do made us felt so cold until we ordered a hot caramel coffee.. i do miss caramel frapp. we started going crazy after listening to Kpop songs.. HEE~! finally after so many yrs of good friends.. we found something common.. coffee.. and Kpop.. how nice is it to indulge in a cup of coffee together and gossiping (about xiaobai*wink*) =) thurs come quick~! i miss TCC^_^ ~*~ my heart is pumping hard... excited of FRI. it is a night out. somewhere out there. with my bestie. though i'm still clueless of wat i'm gonna do with u. i gonna pray hard we are going to have great fun no matter where we go.. be it the ulu forest to picnic. wahahahahaha.. mum and dad's out. it's time to party~! ~*~ perhaps... a few months ago.. i will be sobbing my night out looking at weird people that tag in my blog. but now? i just got abit -_- after i viewed my blog when i finish the previous blog post. it is like wat the.. AGAIN? i'm not gonna care about what people viewed me as.. this blog belongs to me.. i blog wat i wanted to say.. and it is not ur business to care whether it is right or wrong... and most importantly.. i may be blogging some people that u dun even know. so dun ever imagine until i'm in so much wrong when u don't even noe the situation.. thinking i'm wrong when you are no better. scram away if u don't like to read. i'm not gonna care seriously... . if u think the stories of me are correct. go ahead and spread it around. add some salt and pepper and make it more interesting. i'm not going to care. i've my conscious clear.. and whether his choice of leaving me is right or wrong.. it is him to decide and not u . i'm curious of the amount of pple reading my blog and gossiping me. i never knew people will actually read my blog beside my best friends. wow.
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Sunday, September 20, 2009
When you open the webpage of yahoo.. will u get as shock as me about the quest of a girl to get 100 kiss in Paris?? Though i feel it is unbelievable, i do admire her courage of pursuing her dreams... it seems impossible, but u can make it happen if u want to. i'm gonna pursue my dreams... ignoring the stupid expression of ??? and those who gave sarcastic remarks. who need them... when u own your whole life.     the above pictures were taken from: www.wretch.cc/blog/angelduck777/24982946 i love the last picture the most. perhaps of the sky.. i love staring at the sky..as.. sometimes it looked pink when the sun rises up in the morning.. sometimes it looked blue decorated with white cloud in the afternoon.. sometimes it looked orange in the evening.. sometimes it looked black when the moon are up.. sometimes it looked grey when it is covered with grey clouds. it is just full of surprises just like life =)
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Thursday, September 17, 2009
 ©2007-2009 *littlemewhatever I'm feeling disgusted with human.. they wear a mask to hide that unsightly devil disguise. it made me irked and almost made me puke. an angel in everyone's front and a devil in the back ewwwwww... how i wish to stab u to death and dun allow u to contaminate this world. it is just super disgusting how pple's act. can u imagine human are even acting even though they are not tv actress. they should go sign up for enrolment in that job. it just suit them too well. i'm hating it.. grr. the more i try to discover the orignal truth of u, the more disgusted i feel, human are all fake.. but i think u are the extreme type. i'm hating it. ARGH . . . i think i got some craving for something. it has been so long since i got this craving for something.. it is an urge of owning something.. hmmm.. guess wat it is? .  it is an ipodtouch 64G.. but if it is 32G it will be satisfying enough.. TSkk.. but my ipod classic is still surviving and breathing so normally.. Tskkk..(but i do love my ipod alot..>_<) how fantastic will it be to control ur ipod with ur voice? it is just superb!. but i'm hoping APPle can actually invent something that can actually respond to me if i speak to it.. so it is like a soulmate>_< but in electronic form~! LOL... .Wat a dream. . let me just copy all the special application from apple website.. i think it will be everyone's dream to own it~! oh gosh~! save me! . . . Genius Mixes All you do is sync iPod touch to iTunes, and Genius automatically searches your library to find songs that sound great together. Then it creates multiple mixes you’ll love. These mixes are like channels programmed entirely with your music. Shake to Shuffle Shake things up a bit. Musically speaking, that is. The next time you’re listening to your tunes, turn on Shake to Shuffle, then give iPod touch a shake to shuffle to a different song in your music library. Bluetooth Look, no cables. iPod touch includes the iPhone 3.1 software, so you can pair Bluetooth stereo headphones with it. Keep your iPod in your bag or charging on your desk across the room and still listen to your music. Voice Control You listen to music, and now your music listens to you. The new 32GB and 64GB iPod touch models feature Voice Control. So you can tell iPod touch to play songs from a specific playlist or artist. Or speak simple commands such as “shuffle,” “pause,” and “next song.” You can even ask for the name of the track that’s currently playing (and hear iPod touch answer you). (THIS IS JUST SO AMAZING~!)-i always have problem finding my songs as it is just too much>_< WIFI so that's means i can go internet with it~! . . . . it is a craving.. and i'm thinking whether should i get it.. arghhh.. it is a pain. . . . and feel abit sorry for me as i broke something worth like hundreds plus in the lab. argh/// i think school gonna strangle me soon.. save me. =( 。 。 为什么当我脆弱的时候你会知道？ 为什么当我需要人， 迷失了方向你会出现？ 为什么你会让我有特别的感觉？ 如果生命中有很多不可思议的人出现， 我觉得你是其中一个。。。
9:49 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
 Look into my eyes... what did u see? a sense of hope? a sense of happiness ? a sense of disappointment? or a sense of lost? make a guess.. i guess u will never noe wat i'm thinking inside me... everyone has tiny secrets inside their heart.. some untold. some forgotten. some laid deep inside their heart waiting for someone to discover it.. it seem pretty like treasure hunt.. where u need to find it and dig it out.. tsk.. how complicated. i'm lost in the crossroad of life again.. i felt lost. disappointed and somehow.. lost the goal of living.. ask me what i wanted to do after i graduated ... i will give u a ??? answer. i begin feeling fear of what's going to happen next. and puzzled what i wanted to do... the fear of losing.. the fear of a road that has no light to guide u on.. seem pretty fearful for me to go on.. sometimes i do wish to end everything. every single thing.. can i? 当我迷路时，你会找到我，带我走吗？ 习惯慢慢失忆 这样就能转移自己 我觉得有一天我会发疯 因为这一切让我好脆弱 好想好想结束 到一个没有人的世界 虽然孤单，至少是因为自己而活 现在的我，已经人不像人，鬼不像鬼 let me hide myself and disappear.. i'm screaming out LOUD. So loud that i couldn't hear myself. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAArrgh
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6/09/09 (SUN)  this day marked the death date of my little pet prawn. tsk it just stay with me for a freaky short half day before it laid death blame me for putting you into a small tank.. i guess there was too little oxygen for u to breathe.. i'm not at all contented that i spent 1 hr of prawning and only caught one pathetic prawn. my father was laughing at me.. wat the.. he even said i couldn't even caught one.. but luckily i did.. only one. and he said that prawn could probably be a blind one -_- i'm going to use smellly earthworm to catch them next time.. not that pathetic cold chicken liver that i won't even eat. .. i didn't buried my pet in soil. but in my brother's stomach instead. =( 08/09/09(TUES) there is a whole list of dates i need to complete with Lee JB Tick tick Tick.. hope i can complete it all >_< i think i love running with her.. cos she can make me forget i'm running=D . my dietician, my BBall trainer.. my fav food mate =) how nice it is to be a combi of three .. wholalllalala... 09/09/09(WED) i would want to grab a bf out in the street today and marked our aniversary today.. hahahahha.. wat a random thought. i do envy those getting married today.. hao xin fu oooo =) . Met up with dingding today=) it seem a pretty long long time since we last met each other. do miss ya alot gal. . had our dinner at eighteen chefs..   i got baked rice for dinner. and i guess.. i do miss pasta mania baked rice alot>_< but it was special that u could actually "create your own " baked rice.. i think my mixture was abit too weird that made my baked rice taste weird.. or is it the cheese which is too hard? hmmmm... . p.s.i won't snatch him away. wholalalala.. 10/09/09(thurs)  do you love this flower my dear mui? i do ponder hard and well whether which colour of rose u like.. is it red? pink? but i got u a blue one.. as it was really pretty.. hope u like it..=) . i enjoyed ur performance alot. as the kids down there are simply too adorable.. how they sing until so out of tune with their baby voice.. aww... and how they use their small little fingers to play the piano.. it was a great memory... i do love kids alot.. they are just so pure and bubbly. they do made me want to adopt one and play around.. but i guess they aren't toys.. and i'm pestering pui again to get married soon. i think she gonna go mad soon. hahahahaha..  i do love this pics alot taken at raffles hotel..it seems like a never ending road to somewhere.. hmmmm... 12/09/09 ( Sat) Finally i'm able to satisfy my craving BANANA CRUMBLE~! but i still miss mui's expression on apple crumble.. hahahaha.. it was great but not that great till i brighten my eyes with surprise... the banana did melt in my mouth but it does taste so much like goreng pisang..   i love the ice-cream on top..i'm still wondering wat flavour is it. hmmm...
 i'm pretty satisfied with this diabetics cake made by me and jo in project..i must really thanks chef gary for helping us.. otherwise it won't be a one time sucess... i do miss this drp.. when will it continue again ? =( i'm kinda getting crazy with MP now.. i do love dealing with food in the kitchen than the microorganism in the Micro lab.. waaaaaaaa... SAVE ME~! 13/09/09(SUN) Had dinner at New Garo JApanese Restaurant today~! yeahx JAP FOOD my fav =D Opening Hours : Daily: Lunch: 11.30am - 2.30pm Dinner: 6pm - 10pm  taken from: http://singapuradailyphoto.blogspot.com/2008/09/new-garo-japanese-restaurant-chun-tin.html
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8:52 PM
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
我好累。 我的理想感性 就能变成干燥 感觉自己变了 变得找不到 好象我是谁 我不知道 。 。 。 有时候我觉得我太复杂了 有个我总在微笑 有个我总心情不好 好像原来的我却越缩越小
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Sunday, September 06, 2009
31/08/09 (MONDAY) HEE^_^ went to have photoshoot with glenna and the whole clinque~! this photoshoot was meant for glenna birthday~! whoo~! SHE is just so chio that day~! *wishing glenna grant her wish by having a hot bf* *WINKS*  THE PHOTOSHOOT~! BLEAHX~! p.s. i secretly took this photo with my hp. opps. i'm not supposed to do that.. heee guess who is the bday girl? the most chio de~! the one in BLUE~!  JEAN KHOR~!when u see this u better think of me and date me out when u free~! TCC MENU CHANGE~! BIG NEWS BIG NEWS . NO MORE MIGHTY JOE YOUNG~! i'm super super sad.. . but they are nice enough to make one for me personally that day though it was not avaliable in the menu~! YIPEE~! 03/09/09( THURS)  OMG~! this is just a freak movie~! best view in 3D i feel like i'm getting killed.. i'm like sobbing in tears when i saw them die so miserable. argh stupid director i think their mind is crazy to think of so many ways to die.. so ewww.. but anyway.. i classified this as the best movie i had watched this yr and i really love it though it was so groossssss.. btw it is M18 show~! p.s. i can't wait to reach 21 to watch to watch porn show. wahahahahaha... i want to know why guys love it so much~! hahahhaha so date me out to watch it in like 2 more years~! *wink* 04/09/09 (FRIDAY)  WENT OUT WITH LEE JB TODAY~! YIPEE~! . HAD A SUPER NICE DAY AT SWESENS~! at ion orchard~! there is a ice-cream buffet over there.~! so those who love swesens ice-cream, time to go there to have thousands of fun~! there is fondues( both white and dark choc), cakes, waffles and of course 3 full ice-cream cabinet of ice-cream~! wholalalalala.. . MOREOVER~! now they are having promotions 1 for 1 treat. so it is like so worth it~! SO MUST GO ok? and it end this month so quicky print the below pictures and have lots of fun~!  Swensen’s [ Halal Certified]Ion Orchard2 Orchard Turn #B1-31Singapore 238801(65) 6884 5967 http://www.swensens.com.sg/ HEeee... show you some of our ice-cream creations~! LEE JUE BING'S  i think this smiley face just look too cute to be true~! so kawaiiii neii~!   MINE~!'s  lee jb thinks this look like some alien with antena~!wahahahah>> but that stick is like so yummy~!  wow wow~!nice nice~! both visual and taste~! i'm just so powerful~! do i have some talent to open a dessert shop ? HEEE^_^  YUMYUM~! I LOVE STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE~! of course, the most sad part of buffet is that u will gain weight from all the things u ate~! awwwwww... . . . . I don't want some pretty face to tell me pretty lies. Honesty is such a lonely word. Everyone is so untrue. . . holy shit. another gone.. here comes another.. *faints* after one freak month. u came back to haunt me again. tsk. money or me. i think u are just too fake.
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