Dear blog,

tell her how to survive from all these?
as a student of TP, as a daughter of a family of four, a fren from her friends..
isn't feeling very happy from all the things she is suffering..
at some point of time,
she did feel like ending every of it..
from the pile of work she is given,
from the big expectation her parents gave,
from the disappointment from some frens..
she did feel like ending it..
ending her dumb idiot life..
which doesn't seem at all pretty.
it did look so glamorous infront of everyone..
but she doesn't feel at all happy with it.
she feel like just dumping every thing and task that she is given,
and just leave the world like this..
everyone thinks it was dumb to do so..
and will hurt them..
but do they noe that this soul of here is going crazy soon..
she isn't enjoying any part of it..
she doesn't want to continue living this pathetic life of hers.
she didn't really want..
she couldn't see any future..
she couldn't..
and she couldn't reach it at all.
she is feeling so depressed..
she felt so apologetic to those who she gave her annoyed voice to,
she felt apologetic to her parents as she isn't a great daughter at all.
..
although, she did all the best she could..
the people beside her don't feel at all happy..
she feel empty.
empty and lost.
.
if one day she disappear from this world..
will she feel abit happier?
and find her light?
.
-theinvisble-