i'm totally bad or watever.
i think i've lost myself in some crazy route.
STOP STOP STOP!
remind me constantly that i must think POSITIVE!!!
please please please!!!
i think if i continue i will be hurting my fren around me which is super bad
i think i'm totally crazy!!!

REMIND ME TO STAY POSITIVE!

or else i think one day i may go crazy and seek death.
F.

i do think i got a weird habit or watever..
whenever i'm feeling super sad..
i will go and do something crazy to my hair.
this time round i think i'm really insane already..
my hair is like.*faints*
and daddy didn;t seem to like it
i'm feeling so...s.
.
.
.
can i go hide myself inside a hole /?
kill me.
argh!

let's just keep in suspense how i will look like in that weird hair...
but it look something like that seriously...
like monster..

我好累。。

真的好累好累。。

。。

我看到一个好像你的人。。
我怎么会认为是你而感到如此的心痛。。
就因为我认为我不配而感到如此的自卑。。
告诉我我怎么忘了你。。
。。
求求你，
不要再对我这么好。
不要理我了好不好？
你这样让我好痛苦。。
不要当我想忘记你时，又在一次出现。。
出现后，又抛掉我
因为我怕我会又爱上一个不属于我的世界的你。。



when the wind blows,
i gently close my eyes
and whisper a request of love
so that you'll be able to feel my heart

Dear blog,

tell her how to survive from all these?
as a student of TP, as a daughter of a family of four, a fren from her friends..
isn't feeling very happy from all the things she is suffering..
at some point of time,
she did feel like ending every of it..
from the pile of work she is given,
from the big expectation her parents gave,
from the disappointment from some frens..
she did feel like ending it..
ending her dumb idiot life..
which doesn't seem at all pretty.
it did look so glamorous infront of everyone..
but she doesn't feel at all happy with it.
she feel like just dumping every thing and task that she is given,
and just leave the world like this..
everyone thinks it was dumb to do so..
and will hurt them..
but do they noe that this soul of here is going crazy soon..
she isn't enjoying any part of it..
she doesn't want to continue living this pathetic life of hers.
she didn't really want..
she couldn't see any future..
she couldn't..
and she couldn't reach it at all.
she is feeling so depressed..
she felt so apologetic to those who she gave her annoyed voice to,
she felt apologetic to her parents as she isn't a great daughter at all.
..
although, she did all the best she could..
the people beside her don't feel at all happy..
she feel empty.
empty and lost.
.
if one day she disappear from this world..
will she feel abit happier?
and find her light?
.
-theinvisble-

you asked me who refer to that quote..
it was you..
will you ever noe it if i never tell you?
will you?
.
why can you make me cry?
why can you make me worry?
why can you make me happy?.
why?
.
do u make everyone feels like this?
.
is this just an infatuation?
.
why do i wan to know everything about you?
why do i feel so happy by just listening to you?
i'm just going crazy...
.

It's just damn crazy that i have slept 14 hr straight..
i'm just too tired from everything!
sorry to those who tried to contact me..
Zzzzzzz...


need to chiong project again =(

sadly,
the ones that you treasure alot usually is the 1st to leave u
kinda sad.
i realise u did not treaure me as your fren as much as wat i thought..
i shouldn't think much for you anymore..
i shouldn't..
ya..
i shouldn't...
imagine your tons of commitment..
just 1 year down the road..
will u still rmb me as the best fren that you had that gone crazy with?
or just some strangers?
.
smiles..
is it just a fake one?
or one that comes from your heart..?
i can really feel it..
tsk..
=(

I must learn the art of partying when i have tons of project stressing me~!
LEarn how to de-stress and stay forever happy~!

WHOOOOO~!!!


NI YAO KUAI LE OOOO
=D

I cannot believe what was sent to me..
i couldn't
i really couldn't..
i almost deleted it.
yes..
i almost did it..
a click and it will be gone..
nothing will go into my head.
nothing will make me feel so confuse now.
nothing will make me feel so hard pain for you..
i couldn't believe wat was sent to me..
is it just a spam mail?
or is it just some mail you sent to everyone?
your frens?
or is it some mail that u unknowingly sent to me as i'm one of ur msn fren?
I really dun noe..
i really wish to show my concern to you..
but i ponder.. wondering whether everyone gets the mail and you got everyone beside u to show concern.
what should i do?
=(

a complicated state of mind .
tsk.

i'm dropping hair
yes i am
and LOTS OF IT!!!

so stress so stress!!!
when can this stress ever ends?
arrrgghh!
i'm having headache since yesterday=(

someone please Hypnotize me not to think so much.
realise i've been so no life these few weeks.
I gonna do something about it before i end up in IMH.




How to write that stupid SIP report
grr.

SWESENS!
MUI, WH, me just started a expedition on food just as our Major Projects started.
hahaha.
why make MP so stressful?
heee.
we decided to drop down bus stop to bus stop to find for good and yummy food.
AND This apple crumble is just heavenly..
ahahaha.
i still can't forget MUi expression when she ate this >_<
LOL...
BANANA crumble is next
OH YEAHX!


OMelete Rice at TAka Basement FOOD court..
HEEE^-^
i do feel at home eating JApanese food.
DOn't ask me why..
no matter wat JAp food i'm given.
I WILL LOVE IT >_<
ps. don't sit at the seat that is reserved for their customers.
the seats simply isn't not so great at all.
perhaps. we are too short >_<


COLD ROCK
Hmmmm...
have u ever imagine mixing ur ice-cream with the sweets you like for example MALTESERS, M&M, KIT-KAT, GUMMY ,etc etc?
It will be dream come true if u like it..
But for me...
hmmm..
i dun really like it >_<
We have mix:
-a scoop of RUm & Rasin ICe-cream
-a scoop of CHoc ICe-cream
-Brownies
JEan and ME thinks that HAagen Daz Vanilla Caramel Brownie taste better and cheaper.LOL

3-MOnkey CAFE
Located at HOlland V
LOl..
i found out this cafe in a magazine...
the design of this cafe was pretty special so i decided to venture my expedition again !
this time with JEAN!! my long lost best sec sch fren >_<