4 months of attachment have ended..
it seem pretty slow at the start of it..
i was like grumbling why it had to be 4 months..
but it seem that when everything ended it seem time passed super fast to me...
i shed a few drops of tears..
ya..
i was abit too sentimental..
i missed them so much..
sometimes i was like thinking..
they had spent even more time with me than my families..
a total of 8 hrs everyday..
i do feel a sense of emptiness when everything ended..
i missed them....


you are not alone-michael jackson

tsk..
maybe no more dancing with glenna..
=(

so sad...


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and i still have like more than 2 MONTHS of logbook haven't write
10 wks of stuff to write.
i'm fainting.
tell me i'm crazy...
arrggh
attachment is ending next wk.
i still haven't wrote anything in logbook
i do feel like crying lah.
freak/
worse still..
projects are making me crazy..
she is taking a freak long time to finish her part.
how am i able to do my job when that person haven't sent me her part,.
tsk.
but i should be understandable.
lots of stuff to do right?
but i really dun wish to do last min work..
very tiring
.....
=/

LOL!
sometimes i can't stand myself being so active in the night...
that means i can;'t think in the morning + afternoon
and dont't u ever noe that..
my projects need to settle in the night
but i need to go sleep early if i need wake up early tmr..


tsk
why can't the night is the day
the day is the night?

©2007-2009 !HalitYesil

this is where i go during my trip to BATAM last mth i think
(hmm.. or is it last last mth?)..
wahahaha..
can u imagine somebody going oversea during her SIP?
hahahah..
possible^-^

i just went there with mummy for some spa.
LOL-_-
abit dots huh?
it's sort of a 2 day 1 night thingy.
that's why i'm able to escape there a little while.
2 days of spa + massage.
hmm..seems to let me relax abit..
tsk
it is stressful.

tsk.
i never knew i will feel so sad when i heard the news.
haiz.
perhaps i already knew the outcome of it.
and i'm avoiding myself from it.
but when it came.
it do hurt abit.
and a little too much..
tsk.

anyway....
CLOUD got his freedom!
oh gosh..
i do feel abit happy about it.
but why ..
hmmm..
why..
i still feel abit sad for him and his ex-gf?
hmmm..
is my heart soft?
or i do understand the pain of a failed relationship?
hmmm..


Arrgghh.
who cares?
guys ALL sux.
0-0
blah blah blah.
i'm not going to love any idiot man for goodness sake -_-

i'm targetting to visit every TCC branch in singapore!
as every tcc have their own unique style!
=)
whooo~!
i'm so in love with TCC
:)

Sometimes at some point of time,
i do miss the Lulu last time.
she was much more happy.
more satisfied with herself
and she do believe everything in fairytale.
.
the lulu now seem so weird.
she is getting some sickness i think
some mental sickness.
arrgh
her perfectionism seem getting worse.
and i guess her fren can't take it already.
and she keeps pestering her family whether her hair look weird or not
(though it look really weird now)
even her collegues think that too.
they dun like her twisting and twisting her hair.
they are microbiologist
and they do think hair contain lots of bacteria
and we should not keep touching it
ya..
and lulu love twisting and twisting her hair.
getting stain her hand with bacteria.
even her supervisor wants to get a cane to cane her now.
-_-lol
but can't help it man.
this is a bad habit.
some people bit their finger,
for lulu,
she loves to twist her hair.
and can u believe it.
under a psychology test
they actually say twisting ur hair is a type of behaviour that means u have low self-esteem about urself.
*faints*
perhaps it is true in someway.
gosh.
even daddy say look is not impt, ur heart is more impt.
is lulu too obessed with herself or not?
she is getting crazy.
.

why do we always think love is blissful all that.
and all my frens wan to get into a relationship?
is it becos in fairytale, the prince and the princess always live happily ever after?
come to think of it,
it isn't as beautiful as wat we think
lots of problem will surface up,
and getting marriage isn't very happy indeed.
u got to think of alot of stuff which the lonesome you dun need to ever care of that.
seeing those married collegues need to think of money to take care of their child.
they need to worry about their kids getting sick.
and alot of things.
quite pestering though.
if u are single, u can do watever u like :)
having all the time by urself.
.
but sometimes.
i do feel envy with those people with families.
though they are sarcrificing alot
but i guess in their heart they are having a sense of satisfaction?
i'm not sure with that.
and i'm still searching for an answer..