i'm getting very very sinful after eating so much so much .
feeling fat.
ARRGH*

Durian season is finally here.
How can i ever miss that rare opportunity to grab some durian to try on?
indulging durian in Goodwood Hotel seems pretty a good idea to try on.
there is good scenery.
high-class atmosphere.
high-class service.
and of course
GOOD FOOD.

好讨厌。






do u ever think i'm a crazy gal?
i will laugh like crazy
but cry like mad too.
but no one ever knows how i am feeling deep inside.
perhaps.
i'm always wearing a mask is it?
everyone thinks i'm a happy girl.
but perhaps.
it is not that simple.



i wan to escape from this world. =/
*ARGH*

SHE was so happy last time
living in her fairytale where no baddies can ever hurt her
protected by many knights
she was well-loved by her king and queen.
a princess-life is what you can describe her.
never will u noe..
a princess do meet demon sometimes
just like snow-white.
even SEVEN drawf can't even save her life.
even the knights protecting her may make her lose her way sometimes,
SHE lost her way,
and eventually dropped into an hole.
A hole that made her so sad and depressed.
she is pleading her knights, king and queen to save her.
Screaming in that deep hole inside.
She wants escape from that hole.
the hole that demons have push her in.
Can she climb up?
Will anybody save her?
.

28/04/09



LOl..
this date seems so long long long ago isn't it?
this date is MY BIRTHDAY DATE ok?
must rmb it well >_< . thankx jojo for calling in the middle of the nite wishing me HAPPY BIRTHDAY
singing me different countries bday song which make me laugh until i couldn't take it.
i still couldn't forget it till now.
-when can we meet up again -?
i miss u alot =(
.
not forgetting Mr i don't noe
i never ever think that u will called.
but u did..
which make me very happy indeed.
u are the most forgetful person ever.
but u rmb to call which make me really really happy.
-thank for being the one that bring light to my world-
you are the one that let me escape from my pain,
let me realise actually the world is better out there.
u nv know it.
as i nv show it to you.
that misunderstanding is it a barrier to you?
or u meant what u said?
by not calling anymore.
or ur busy life seem to make u forget me?
oh ya.
u are mr forgetful
how can u ever rmb the small insignificant me?
i'm not unhappy that u say i'm just like a kid.
i'm just feel sad that u said we belong to the different world.
where are u now?

.
THANK everyone else too for calling, msging and msn-ing me to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
.
feel so touched.
=)
.
MY dearest frenzzz had a surprise BIRTHDAY bash for me..
thank my dearies for making such a sweet and surprising bday for me.
thank..
.
-mui
-pui
these two mummy have been giving me the best whenever they wanted to their hai zi.
pulling me up from the down point of my life
giving me encouragement
making me laugh
just take away the slapping my B part by pui
everything will be perfect.
hahahaha
without this two impt person in my poly life.
perhaps..
it wouldn't be so fun so touching so fufilling.
u two make me feel that there is a point of living in this world.
even if everything crashes,
i still have you .
thank you.
i love you lots=)
.
-j0
thank jo.
nv ever thought that u will be there at that point of time.
u do shocked me.
I was still msging u.
thank you.
i miss u manz
when can we meet up ?
.
-caiyu
-jb
-mj
-glenna


this four chio bus!
hahahahahaha...
it is really nice to have the four of you and our group joining tgt as a big clinque.
my life become more fufilling.
when we have glenna de ki siao queen brightening the whole clinque.
she nv failed to make me laugh.
caiyu the brainy who give great suggestion and tone us down when we are too crazy and making a fool out of ourselves.
mj who will date all of us out and create gathering and make sweet things for us=)
and of course my dearest lee juebing.
I JUST love her!
when is our next bball lesson?

Your Result:
If I Had To Choose Between Loving You And Breathing, Then I Would Use My Last Breath To Tell You That I Love You



You are such an intense lover/partner that just thinking about them makes your knees weak, your heart race and when you see their loving smile you lose your breath and for that one moment. Everything in your world is at peace. Your love is that of unimaginable devotion and loyalty. Your number one priority in life is to keep you and the one you love safe and happy.

WHAT ARE YOU HIDING FROM PEOPLE?

Emotions

You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall

难过是一定会难过的。。
我忍了好久好久。。
在每个人的面前，
都看起来像好开心的样子。
因为不想让他们担心，
其实是好难过的。
只是没有人知道，
我也不想表现的很难过。。
。
。
我为你许下的愿望也许已经实现了。。
我希望你能找到你的幸福。。
也许你已经找到了。。
虽然好像有点快到有点不可思议。。
不过，我为你感到快乐。。
因为你终于找到幸福了。。
我的愿望已经实现了。。
一直等待的结果已经到了。。
就让她带着你走我们走不完的终点。。
至少这是我给你的最后一个温柔和祝福。
也是最后一个幸福的礼物。。
为你担心的手已经慢慢放松了。。
因为有别人代替我了。
我可以放心的离开了。。
祝你幸福和快乐。。