hhahahah..
YO.
it is my expedition around TCC again
this time round is TCC at terminal 3.
i'm gonna experience all the TCC's ambience is Singapore.
YEAHX!

the chairs in TCC

the lightings

Woa.
Aren't u surprise that i had a change in my drink this time round?
hahahhaa

this time round is CHOCO RUMMIN
it is a coffee with rum!

woa.!
is an alcoholic coffee!!
YUMMY~!

i think i do miss my banana coffee abit >_<

Our dessert.
CHoc Mousse Cake
YUMMY YUMMY

Rmb this typical strawberry on the fork ok?
U MUST RMB IT

DID YOU SEE WAT I HIGHTLIGHTED?
YA!
PLASTIC STRANDS!
Not one ok?
is like so much
EWWWW..
is like all at the bottom of my coffee!
YUCKS!
btw.
he said is was orange peel
no ok?
please please.
dun be so dumb>_<

17/04/09(friday)

Went out have yummy yummy delicious seafood with my families!
whoa..
this ws pre-celebration of my bday and my bro bday since they are going holidays on my bday
grr.








hahaahaa..
in the end i brought home two big thing.
it was like bigger than me almost half the size.
hahahahaha.
guess wat it is ar?
IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT!
whoa.
it was like 1 wk in advance ok?
hahahaha..
they are first to give me
arigato!
hahaahaha.
i dun noe wat it is till now..
haven;t open -_-

20/04/2009(MONDAY)

miss JOJO alot
hahahahahaha..
went school to do project with her!
hahahaha..
i brought super alot of food for her for dinner
she enjoyed it ALOT isn't it?
Imagine somebody brought
-a 1L of Meiji CHOC milk
-Two yogurt
-A box of Unagi bento set
-One packet of crispy chicken
-One bowl of Mee suan
-One box of Carl's Jr Chessy Fries!

woa
isn't it alot for the 2 of us?
but ya!
we enjoy it alot =)
and finally stupid project is done..

YIPEE!
MUSt give credit to Mr. " I DUN NOE"
hahahha..
thank for helping me =D
U ROX =D
u are simply so nice to help me >_<
but MAN U lost.
i'm so sad =(
and my collegues is like laughing at me the next time
LOL-_-
cos she is liverpool fan
*faints*

Daddy change his car that day..
woa..
i nv knew he will go change his car into mercs ok?
but he is nice enough to come fetch me home
so that i dun need go squeese 969
WHOO~!


21/4/2009(Tuesday)
Made LOvely sandwiches for wan wan =)
hope she love it!
but it is like a mountain of it!
somebody save me

I'M SUPER ANGRY AND SAD.
GRRRRRRRRRRR...
WHY CAN'T MY PARENTS LEND ME THEIR CREDIT CARD NO. AND LET ME PAY MY BDAY CAKE?
IS LIKE IT'S JUST SIMPLY IMPOSSIBLE ME TO MAKE IT DOWN TO NOVENA NOW AND PAY THE CAKE BEFORE 5.30PM.
WHY CAN'T THEY JUST LEND ME THEIR CREDIT CARD NO.
NOW I CAN'T ORDER MY CAKE.
AND I NEED TO CANCEL MY ORDER.
JUST BECAUSE OF ONE STUPID CARD NO.

I'M ALREADY SUPER SAD THAT THE TWO OF YOU GO OVERSEA ON MY BDAY.
THERE IS LIKE 364DAYS OTHER THAN MY BDAY
WHY U MUST CHOSE MY BDAY TO GO OVERSEA
AND LET ME CELEBRATE MY BDAY ALONE IN SINGAPORE.
WHAT'S THE USE OF HAVING BDAY THAT WAY.
IT IS SIMPLY IDIOTIC .
U TWO CAN JUST GO OVERSEA URSLEF AND LEAVE ME STAY ALONE IN SINGAPORE.
IT'S ALREADY SAD ENOUGH TO BUY BDAY CAKE FOR URSELF EVERY YEAR AND ASK U TO SING BDAY SONG FOR ME.
IS LIKE FORCING YOU TO SING IT FOR ME.
AND I GUESS THE WHOLE WORLD ONLY ME WILL BUY BDAY CAKE FOR MYSELF.
WRITE DOWN MY OWN MESSAGE THAT I WAN INCLUDE IN THE CAKE.
TAKE THE CAKE MYSELF.
AND YOU SING BDAY SONG FOR ME.
IT JUST SUX LAH FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
I DUN LIKE U TO DUMP ME WITH MONEY ON MY BDAY.
WHAT BDAY " ANG POW"
KNS LAH.
I DUN LIKE I DUN LIKE I DUN LIKE.
I DUN LIKE CASH
I DUN LIKE VOUCHER
OR WATEVER THAT I NEED BUY ON MY OWN.
YOU CAN JUST SIMPLY BUY ME A SIMPLE GIFT
JUST SOMETHING THAT COME FROM UR HEART.
I WILL BE HAPPY ENOUGH.
GIVE ME "ANGPOW" FOR WAT.
IT IS NOT CHINESE NEW YEAR FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
I HATE IT LAH.
ARRRRRGGHH..
NOW I DUN EVEN HAVE CAKE TO CELEBRATE ON MY BDAY THIS YEAR.
AND U CAN JUST GO HAPPILY ENJOY UR HOLIDAYS.
WHAT IS THE USE OF BUYING STUPID MECEDES WHERE YOU CAN DRIVE AROUND ONLY.
WHEN U CAN'T EVEN HELP UR DAUGHTHER PAY THE CAKE FIRST.
IT'S IDIOT LAH.
HAVING BDAY ALONE WITHOUT YOU IS JUST STUPID.
WHAT'S THE USE OF THAT.
WHY DO MY BDAY COME SO FAST.
I HATE MY BDAY ALOT ALOT SERIOUSLY
EVERY YEAR SOMETHING BAD WILL JUST HAPPEN ON MY BDAY
AND I WIL CRY
EVERY BDAY I WILL SHED MY TEARS
STUPID LAH
I'M SUPER ANGRY NOW..
GRRRRR..

why is human such a weirdo?
why do they always think of things that is so negative when ur the other part of ur brain can think of positive stuff.
it do dampens my heart when my fren always say she sad and sad and sad.
is like u waste so much breathe and time and saliva consoling her..
and is like nothing goes into her head.
sometimes i do think as her best fren am i of any help or not?
i do all my best trying and trying..
and sometimes at the end of it..
i do get influence and make me think of negative stuff and become me to be sad
oh gosh.
negative thoughts are just so addicting!

i can only help cheer people up when they are sad.
but comes to myself..
hahahah..
quite impossible..
it's easy to tell pple " Don't be sad ok? Got me by ur side!"
but it's like so hard to tell urself not to be sad.
*faints*

tell me wat to do to cheer ur frens up.

why do they need guys so much?
is like without guys. life still goes on isn't it?
why must keep finding?
they will come to u naturally.

and why do they need so much frens?
aren't me ur best fren? why dun u treasure me more and not think of negative thoughts that u need more fren? is like i'm not ur only best fren u noe. There is still alot by ur side. Why do u still need more and more and mORE? aren't u satisfied with wat u have?

and why do they need an interesting life?
please.. ur life is like how many times more interesting than me already.
why do u expect more and more and MORE?
i've curfew ok?
and my happy hrs ends at 10pm while yours is unlimited.
why still not happy?

aren't human weirdo?
very very weird..
how to help u as a fren?
let u think of more positive thoughts.
let u smile
and let ur day be as wonderful as always..


ARRRGH!
STOP BEING SAD LE LAH!
I'M GOING INSANE IF U CONTINUE LIKE THIS!
I'M YOUR FREN AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING !
ARRRRRGGGHHH!


a smile a day won't kill u
and u can just nag at me all ur problems.
is like my ears still over here not lost at anywhere.
u just need speak out.
i can play the listening part.



why human must make things so complicated when it's just such a simple shit.
grr.

i'm indeed very stupid
to care about everybody so much.
which they dun even appreciate

i'm enough of projects,
i'm very tired.
let me escape

the whole bus is decorated with F1 race theme~!
SO COOL LAH!

and u noe there is one big plasma tv in the bus!
cool!
does it mean u can watch the show in the bus?
SUPERB!

THIS IS THE NEWER VEr. of my OMU RICE

SO dun say it look like some malay food or wat ok?
it look nicer le right ?

RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT?
better not let u see this..
later will nag again say how it look like malay food..
btw..
I"M NOT AN IDIAN TOO!
LAO AH PEK.

THIS WHOLE WK I"m AWAY In an attachment~!
hao scary leh!
i'm like so scared until i can't sleep.!
but work was fine i think.
I'm WORKING IN SATS ok?
and please dun think is SEX
and give me that strange look!
so dirty minded~!
like that crazy bus driver.
i just ask him does this bus goes to SATS?
i think he heard "SEX"
and his eyes like suddenly so BIG!
GO GEYLANG ok?

1st wk of working was fine for me i think!
it was so busy over there.
my frenz were like telling me how bored they are in their company.

-SORTING OUT FILES?-
crazy.
we study FOOD SCIENCE & NUtrition
and not some Secretary course

-READING BOOKS-?
we do not study to be a librarian too.

-SORting out NAMECARD?-
crazy crazy crazy!!!

-SORTING OUT THEIR FORUM-?
CRAZY OK?
we do not study IT course too~!

hahahaha..but for me as least it is related!
i'm doing micro work over there..
testing out food samples,
hand swab etc,
It was fun but stressful too.
all those pple working over there is just so pro ok?
u just need to see their hand working u will just look as stunned as me!
so fast so fast!

hahaha..
there's good thing and of course bad thing too.
i burnt my pinky..
hao tong ok?
i'm wearing gloves..
and u noe
that part of the glove just went BLACK!
ya!

BLACK OK?
i was so pain until some tears flow down!
so pain leh!
but it was better now =)

i burnt some hair from my elbow too
i think i'm abit blind plus abit blur.
the fire is over there and i just stretch my hand to the opp. to take something..
*faints*
luckily i just burnt abit and this is not as pain as my pinky burn.

THis whole wk pass super fast!

One thing that i hate over there.: to cap test tube!
quite weird to cap so many test tubes.

and i think i will get bored after a few wks..
i'm like doing the same thing everyday.
cap test tube, test food sample, test hand swab, do media preparation.
oh faints!

I Do hate abit of routine work..
I LOVE SURPRISES EVERYDAY!
not things that i can expect everyday.

THAT"S MY WANWAN Ok?
hahaahaha..
she is my attachment partner.
only the both of us are attached there..
so we must depend on each other le!

she will just make me laugh with her stupid faces!
hahahaha..
so ke ai lah =D

HOPE MY FOUR MONTHS OVER THERE WILL PASS SMOOTHLY!
pray pray pray!

TML I NEED GO UNIQULO TO SHOP SHOP SHOP TILL I DROP !!
hope there is not alot of pple over there!
pray pray pray

TML I'M CELEBRATING EASTER DAY~!
YIPPPPEEEEE
EGGY ANYONE?

Life has been so bad for me for this entire week..
it had been a long long time since i cry so much..
i'm hugging my doggy pushtoy tightly and sobbing my heart out.
i'm going crazy again i think.
and this time round.
why?
because of my mum.
she had fallen sick..
i guess this time round is really serious..
she had been laying on the bed for the entire week already.
.
the first time round i saw my mummy shivering with cold in her bed.
and i'm really scared..
i do not noe how to help her..
and i just cry.
i'm really scared and lost.
and my heart do hurts alot to see her like this =(
.
The first time round she vomitted onto the floor..
i'm just broke down when i saw her vomit.
my heart just hurts.
and i do feel very worried.
.
the first time i'm cleaning "vomits" on the floor with a cloth.
i just cry and wipe the floor.
but i ended up vomitting too.
i just ran to the kitchen and vomited all my dinner out.
from young, i will just feel like vomiting when i smell something bad -_-
.
i shed a few tears out infront of pui today.
i just got a shock why my aunt suddenly ask me in sch through msn which hospital my mummy admitted to.
i've forgotten to bring my phone to sch today and i thut something happen and daddy couldn't contact me.
but it ended up as a false alarm as my aunt got the wrong news.
-_-
i'm so worried that i cried in sch.
seriously i can't stand anymore such joke already.
i will seriously breakdown.
.
just feel that i'm so easily agitated these few days.
is it because i'm so worry about my mum that make my temper flare up so easily?
i seldom feel so agitated about small little things and i really dun noe why i'm like this.
got into small little conflicts with my dear fren in sch.
i seriously dun noe why i'm like that.
that's why they keep saying i'm having PMS these few days.
i'm really sorry about my temper these few days.
i will try control it and keep my mouth shut.
.
am i someone so fake?
even though i do feel so sad in my heart,
why do i still smile and laugh around?
maybe i dun like to affect other pple's mood with mine.
but isn't smiling better than sad?
and my fren is just so funny.
they will just make me smile and laugh out loud and forget everything depressing.
maybe laughing is a way of forgetting my pain?
i wonder.
.
am i someone that my daddy love to scold?
why does he love to scold me whenever he is feeling sad ?
he scolded me for no reason.
it is not like i have agitated him or watever.
i'm just eating my dinner quietly and he will just scold me.
scold me for watching drama?
wat the.
i guess he is quite sad that he can't go fishing oversea with his friends today as my mummy is sick.
but i wonder why he wants to go oversea to fish.
why got pple take airplane to other country just to fish?
crazy ok?
and u cannot anyhow scold me because u not happy with other stuff
it's super unfair
it's ok if u dun say some concerning words to me
IT'S OK!
just don't anyhow scold me for no reason and agitate me.
I HATE PPLE TO RAISE HIS VOICE OUT
you think ur voice loud u win ar?
crazy.
can't u talk nicely?
it's also not my fault for not letting u go fishing?
-_-
I'm already very stressed with schworks and all that.
i'm having a bad headache.
just give me some peace for goodness sake.