Thursday, March 12, 2009
11/03/09-(gloomy day)
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I am contented with myself.
though i did not ended up in a great top JC in S'pore.
i was given a chance to chose between JC and Poly.
life was a breeze then.
i got what i wanted and ended in the course in TP regarding Food.
u can say i am easily contented with myself.
and i'm happy..
i am always known as the happy-go -lucky girl then..
but never ever did i think this mindset will change..
my brother was a clever kid.
he got into one of the top school in the world
and score plenty of A in his report card.
my parents are proud of him of cos.
who wouldn't be happy if their kid is a brilliant one?
i sense the pressure inside me..
To them, though my brother is younger than me..
they chose to believe him than me..
they love listening to him..
and of cos..
i'm not that great..
I'm not a Perfect A student.
sometimes i did ponder why do i live in this world?
they have a perfect kid.
do they even need me?
and i can't barely see the future
1:28 AM