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that freak
This is a blog of a girl named April.
Born on 28/04/90 See her rants and nag and complain in her blog. If you do not like to hear -ve remarks, there is an X at the top right hand corner, you can click that and exit. she Loves the smell of the lavender she Loves the beauty of a sunflower she Loves the night with a starry sky Dance with ME
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Friday, February 27, 2009
EXAMS ARE FINALLY FINALLY OVER =) actually i'm not really very happy about it. is like this time round i'm not putting in alot of effort. and i do feel like crying when i look at my pbpn papers. i'm like so brain dead.. and couldn't write anything.. and stare blankly-_- it's the first time round i'm feeling this way.. it's scary.. really scary.. . . adfs paper was a disaster too. having no time to do is very scary.. imagine u left only half an hr for section B which is 40 marks it's scary.. anyhow write and write and hope it does not get wrong.. haiz.. . . pbpn was ok.. mr tan was nice=) all the ques he gave came out. which is really very nice indeed. i nv study the rest u noe.. but aiyoo..the calculation was tough.. and i guess it will be all wrong.-_- . . the torture is finally gone.. just pray hard that i dun get to do supp paper-_-
11:13 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009
perhaps it was only lust is it? 当我需要有人在我身边时，你会出现吗？ 我好像有点想你的感觉。。 。 我好讨厌读书。 静静读书的感觉。。 会让我想起过去。。 好恐怖。。 好难过。。 =(
11:19 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
i guess it was time that i leave.. i pick people up when they are down.. and when they are all-right.. i shall walk away. gdbye. 有点想哭的感觉。。 我是傻瓜。。 i guess i only noe how to bring happiness to other people.. but not to myself. it is just like the clown. the clown bring happiness to people.. but maybe not to himself too.. i'm just a clown perhaps..
12:49 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
今天是情人节， 有另外一半的你是否和他或她快乐的在一起呢？ 还是跟我一样单身的你却一个人在家呢？ 不管如何，祝你情人节快乐！ HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!  even though i can chose to be occupied with someone today.. maybe they will give me a flower.. a hug? a kiss? or at least a companion. maybe from today onwards i may get somebody to love me.. or at least someone is there to care for me.. but.. i chose not to. i chose to stay at home today.. it's stupid is it? like wat they say.. i should have grab the opportunity.. and go out and enjoy myself.. but ya.. i chose not to .. my granny is my valentine in the morning.. and my bed is my valentine the rest of the day. i dun really have any mood to study even though exam is just a few days from now.. i can't bring myself to love another guy. and i'm still stuck with someone.. and i'm not that kind of girl who will give people false hope.. i rather stay at home and emo then go out and cheat people feeling. or even cheat my own feelings.. it's stupid is it? i guess i'm the most stupid girl in this world. WHY AM I LIKE THIS????! =( . THX ding.. i saw him. standing right beside him is like so OMGOSH. why do he look at you but not even ME>. aww.. so jealous! .V-day guys are HOT! but all comes with a girlfren=( . Why will you affect me so greatly? You can make me sad for the whole day. why? 殘酷月光-林宥嘉 讓我愛你 然後把我拋棄 我只要出發 不要目的 我會一直想你 忘記了呼吸 孤獨到底 讓我昏迷 如果恨你 就能不忘記你 所有的面目 我都不抗拒 如果不夠悲傷 就無法飛翔 (可)沒有夢想 何必遠方…… 我一直都在流浪 可我不曾見過海洋 我以為的遺忘 原來躺在你手上 我努力微笑堅強 寂寞築成一道圍牆 也敵不過夜裡 最溫柔的月光。
6:59 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009
HEEEEE!!!! U SANG A SONG FOR ME!!! thank you =) a new song!! which is composed by ur fren.. + you.. hahahhaa.. if we could be friends forever even without seeing each other... i will be contented enough.. who cares whether you have thousands of girlfren. who cares whether all your sides are surrounded by girls.. who cares whether u went out with ur fren till late night.. i still love to receive ur msg and your calls.. even if i'm not able to see u face to face.. you are just so adorable. and you can " LAUGH AT ME" and say Oo BEe GOOD. i nv do my peer evaluation and they actually go close it *faints* who will noe 13 feb 00:00 instead of 23:59? and i went to mail MDM lau.. wahhahaha.. hope she at least re-open it very ma lu.. . and say " happy new yr " to me.. Jb say my love luck is coming.. ok.. has come.. ONe asked me to go out with him.. eek.. i nv even reply him. TWO asked me out... oh *faints* and i think i rather stay at home and rot.. yawns. *why can't i treasure the opportunity i got now and go out with someone* maybe a flower may bloom. but ya.. i'm scared of it =(
12:42 AM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
SUPER GRRRR.. ! ANgry ok? the messenger is spoilt! grrrrrrrrr.... cannot online to chat with people!!!! WOMAN NEED TO TALK OK? or they will go mad!!! and i finally finish my pbpn BLOG!! oh gosh! i've been so stressed over this for my wkend! i slept at only 3am or 4am ok? My eyebag is coming out!!! =( luckily it is finally done!!! thx mj for cheering me up!! sorry for letting u walk such a long distance with me to find a mac sorry to let u drench in the rain.. and thank for cheering me up! u simply rock!! AND DUN EVER GO AMK TO DO PROJECT! YOU CAN'T EVEN FIND A POWER SOCKET TO CHARGE YOUR LAPPIE! WAT THE!!!!! amk so BIG ok? AND MAC! WHY U TAKE AWAY YOUR POWER SOCKET!! SUPER NAN GUO!!! and ANGRY! luckily it was finally done! OUR blog link--> http://happy-happy-people.blogspot.com/ =D i sleep for 11 hr straight!! woa!! insane lah!!! and that cloud got gf! =( love u to call me ! >_< dun mind chatting with you for 3hrs. dun mind losing sleep for you.. =D gen X vs gen Y 0_0
10:31 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2009
7/2/09[SATURDAY] HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAIYU!!! -WISH THAT AH TOU WILL DO SOMETHING TO YOU!! hope this brainy will become yue lai yue clever -hope u become more and more pretty! -and wind will always float beside u! wahahahha -and hope your stalker skill yue lai yue hao!~! so i will benefit from it! wahahahhaah Went ms tan hse! HER BABY FRANK IS SUPER CUTE!! MS TAN HAO XIN FU! MISS 2A2 alot Alot!!! super miss the chalet that just held not long ago miss drinking alcohol with all of u!!! AND WENT OUT WITH LEE JUE BING !! her bean sticker is super cute!!!! hahahaah.. and love singing out loud!!! 好想发泄！！！！ 好想杀人 好想把自己杀了！！！ and jb went home.. and i went loitering around alone! northpoint is just so boring! i wan slack and emo also no place for me .. and i saw mr. white specs.. we are like looking eye to eye from there to here.. and just walked past each other. why ar? got strange feelings.. u are just someone out there? a passer-by.. why i got such a weird feeling? hmmmmmmmmmmmm... hmmmm... .. i sang this song today.. bring back alot of memories.. that time i was like this.. just like this song.. cry and cry.. like crazy.. i cried in the bus, home, school. everywhere.. like crazy.. thinking back.. .. it was so scary.. i almost get depression.. i almost want to see a phsychology.. haiz.. this song is super meaningfull.. it was written by the singer herself. i've forgotton wat happen that make her cried everyday.. but that period she was crying everyday and that's why she wrote this song.. haiz... 许哲佩-疯子 刷牙我想哭洗脸我想哭 走路我想哭静止我想哭 出太阳我想哭起风我想哭 听歌我想哭看喜剧我想 我控制不住自己负担冭重的情绪 我拒绝面对结局沉重的问题我不想听 伱给的很多规矩说了很久的道理 却瞒不了我的伈 再压抑再压抑我快不行.. (兲摇地动昏天暗地) 有眼泪没眼泪 伱觉得我疯了 我瞬间耳鸣听不见伱们说的 我疯言我疯语眼泪让我瞎了 我哭我眼前乫界 原来快榮要用悲伤换的 可知不知道 伱莂在否认 我要的自由能不能够永生 可是我累了 我只好哭了 我像疯子的般不停的哭 我没有出路 伱也当我是个疯子我是个疯子 Today is super stressed! pbpn blog is driving me crazy..=( i slept at 4am.. it's insane totally -_-
1:34 PM
Thursday, February 05, 2009
这几天都很快乐哦哦哦哦哦哦哦哦哦！！！！ 2/2/09[MONDAY] thank MEIJUN and GLENNA!!! LOVE THIS TWO BABE man!!! they super sweet to lend me their phone!!! LOVE U MAN!! GIVE YOU A KISS =D and.p.s. i saw cloud =) he look weird with his brown hair lah!!!! 3/2/09[Tuesday] Today is a super busy busy day!!!! i thought i will regret waking up so early at 5am for the 8am meet-up in sch even though my sch start in the afternoon at 3pm! do u even noe that i almost want to escape/ run home because my fren last min nv come? cos i've no fren there!!! even though i'm consider the senior in my Japanese Cultural Group(JCG) in sch.. but tell u a secret... i'm not close to anyone -_- because i always skip my cca.. wahahahaha... and really i feel so lonely that i want to escape.. but luckily i stay on.. =) and made two new fren from TP (they are really nice to ask me join them (= ) and of course a bunch of JAPANESE STUDENTS!!! awww.. LOVE THEM ALOT =)  this is my dear dear dear MAI~! she is so adorable ok? we exchanged e-mail, phone no. and... HOUSE ADDRESS!! i love writing LETTERS!!~ i'm old-fashioned kind ok? and I MISS HER!!! like how she miss me=)  My another jap fren =)don't she look like xiao wan zi?   i think she is super cute ok?like those girls in jap cartoon.  after sending off at 12pm plus..went back sch.. hahahaha.. i think today is super HIGH lah.. At around 6 plus we went to see Huang Jing Lun & Shi Xin Hui's campus concert! Ms Mah is super nice to let us go early so that we can see our idol! p.s. not my idol.. hahahaha..  that DJ is super shuai >_<  SHI XIN HUI!!look more chio le =D  Huang Jin LUn.. this angle look like HE WEI JIAN DERRICK =D At around 8 plus, i rushed out of the concert hall and took the taxis to airport to send my jap fren off!!! (oh gosh.. i think huang jin lun is looking at me when i leave the concert hall-_-) hahaha.. luckily i made it in time to the airport!! gave my dear mai her farewell present!! i super miss her!! gave her so many hugs! hhahhaaha.. not forgetting to 花痴 abit .. ahahhaa.. take pics with cute guys! JAPANESE GUYS LEH!!! whoo~ but they are only 17-_-    ALL SO HOT BAHX? i anyhow anyhow grab a few to take pics with me >_< dun u feel they super ke ai.. they will do the "twist" sign!!! * oh yeahx* hao ke ai!! s'pore guys won't do this pattern bah? jap guys are so kawaiii~!!!! Ok lah.. one of them is super cute!! love him so much but i accidentally delete his pics with me =( super sad!!!!!   the middle one!!!super nan guo the picture is deleted=( but at least he wave gdbye to me! wave to me!! super happy! the memories shall be kept in the heart!  he look like HIM!!! 5/2/09 OH GOSH!
hope HE won't see this! and caiyu!@!! u are really crowned MS STALKER
6:47 PM
Sunday, February 01, 2009
i guess i finally understood why some pple like to drink beer even though it is so disgusting and not nice to drink at all.. when u are feeling so sad and depressed.. the bitterness of the beer u can't even feel it.. u just want to gulp the whole thing off.. that's what i'm feeling right now.. but i can't make myself drunk.. need do pbpn.. or i will just finish my white wine today.. oh gosh.. i'm just wondering why just a simple thing will make me so heart pain and hard to breathe.. it always happen after i cried out so badly last time.. a small little bad thing will make me hard to breathe.. oh man.. what's happening to my body? my parents simply don't understand why i need to study in the living room.. maybe one reason is because i wanted to watch tv.. but it is mainly because.. i can't stop myself from crying when i'm alone.. they won't understand why i will be like that.. and i'm lazy to explain either.. tsk. tml 8am need report to sch-_-''
8:58 PM
SObx!! My phone is dead somehow.. Waaaaa.. help me! hen nan guo lah! . . . Happy birthday muimui! update ur bday celebration when there is photos ok? HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)
2:33 PM
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