ding was nice
to wait for me at her house for the whole day for me..
and we watched BEDTIME STORIES
it was great and hilarious=)
sorry..
i couldn't gave u any encouragement to cheer u up?
i dunno how to cheer someone up lah..
i sux at it-_-

9/11/09[FRIDAY]
today school was fun =)
going crazy for 云 was somewat insane too..
seeing him round the school when i do look nerd with my specs on was so man lu lah..
i was telling caiyu that i hope i won't see him today..
and out he pop out in Flavours..
he still look so cute as always..
that ignorant look do make me want kill him sometime..
can't he glance at me awhile?
so that i will be happy for the whole day?
gossiping with the girls about him was so funny and high lah..
hahahha..
and we become stalker after he went off-_-
guessing where he will be now..
hahahaha..
caiyu is super nice lah..
she help me think and analyse where he will be and such..
hahahahaha..
this is insane i noe..
but we have nothing better to do..
and being stalker was somewat a happy job for us..=)
poor caiyu..
she have not seen her 风 for quite a long time lah..
and i made a small wish for her..
**she will see wind today***=)
dunno why..
i got strong feeling that he will be in school today..
hahahaha..
and you know wat?
out he pop out in school today!!!
he don't have lesson in school on friday de..
and caiyu saw him!!
FINALLY lah..
aww..
i noe caiyu do miss him alot
*wink*
but i never ever think that he will come out in this manner -_-
that cap look.
OMgoshh.
hahahaha..

===AFTER SCHOOL==

glenna was super super nice =)
we went ice-skating at KALLANG!!!
yeahxxxx!!!
and glenna was super clever lah..
she just need one day which is only less than 2 hr to balance herself without holding to the wall
super clever =)
glenna!!
MUST remember something ok?
" CENTRE OF GRAVITY" * wink!
hahahaha..
and ok..
i only fell down ONCE!!
once only..
but sadly..
i had more blood shed..
LOL-_-
i nv ever fell down and have blood come out de lah..!!
at most plenty of brusies all around..
and lOL
this time blood come out -_-
the old injury + the new injury..
well done!!!
hahahaha..
ur knee going to rot soon!!
hahahaha...
imagine somebody went skating with her shorts, with a sprained ankle and some cut on her knees?
LOL..
that person must be insane right?
and that's me=)
hahahaha..
i dun care de lah..
even though it hurts,
i can still walk and jump around!
so who cares!!
only if one day i'm bed-ridden then say bah =P

==IN THE NIGHT==

AWWWW!!
LEE JUE BING IS SUPER NICE!!
she travelled to yishun lah..
even though is so late le =)
actually we planned to go reservoir de ok?
but sadly..
too late le..
later we get kidnapped by weird human..0_O..
and i got stupid curfew-_-
so ya..
we just settle down at some place near my house only..
hahaha..
we bought lots of FOOD!!!
YIPEE!!
do miss this!!!
last time Jo & me do that!!!
i love it!!
LOVE BUYING ALOT ALOT OF FOOD AT ONE GO!!!
and then settle at one place to eat =D
so ROMANTIC DE OK?
okk..
if is with lee jue bing should be LOmantic..
hahahaha...
and of cos!!!
+ alcohol =D
YEAHX!!
lee jue bing let me to drink leh!!!
HEEEE!!!
love her so much!!!
i miss my alcohol alot lah!!
hahahahaha..

==sorry juebing==..
hahaha..
i cried again..
hahahaha..
i everytime will cry de lah..
can say crying is my hobbies le right?
don't ask me why i cry again..
always is the same person
and i do change alot don't i?
i'm super puzzled i change into wat?
i'm like someone who lost her memory..
who am i last time?
and people do hate me for wat am i now right?
and you know wat i did when i cried?
hahaha

i just gulped the whole red wine off-_-
lOllll..
wahahahaha
and
p.s. juebing..hahahaha..
i tell u i'm sort of abit dizzy after gulping the whole thing off..
i dunno if u realise it or not..
hahahah.
and juebing is super nice to send me off to my doorstep lah..
u are the first one ok?
so gandong!!!
if u are a man, i defintely marry you lah..
u are so nice =D

如果醉能让自己忘记烦恼，能够忘记一切，为何不要？
原来我只是一个外表坚强，内心却很脆弱的人。。
就连我自己也不了解自己，何况是别人?
哭不是解决的方式，但只少能让我把情绪放的开一些。。
云也只是让我麻醉自己的药。。
虽然这个药，却解不开心中那悲伤的一个结，
但至少，能让我忘记。。
能让我暂时忘记。。

maybe seriously i need go see some physcology or somewat..
i can be happy today..
but sad tml
this is so not me..
and I AM NOT LIKE THIS last time..
i'm a happy-go-lucky person last time..
and now i'm a super unlucky person lah..

* faints..

i'll be in dead meat tml
haiz...

oh fairy godmother..
just bring my happy self back..
or just let me join u in heaven.
living here in Earth is suffocating me alot ..