i guess my post are quite misleading at times..
arrgghh..
and make people that shouldn't be hurt BE HURT..
feel seriously bad..
when they are the ones who really care and stood by me when i'm down..
really thankx alot.
and sorry that it mislead you.
seriously..
i really treasure you alot as a fren..
however..
one very bad point about LEOW CHEW LOO
is that.
even if she really treasure someone
she won't show it out...
the more dao she is to a person..
she treasure the person more..
the more emo she is at times infront of the person
she treasure that person more..
so she will cry and cry infront of that person..
it doesn't mean she getting too frustrated of you or watsoever..
it just that u are the one that enable her to be herself..
u are the one that enable her to let off her emotions..
dun always say i change face when i see people ok?
only when i'm with you guys i'm able to show my true self..
and that's really touching..
and really appreciate by me.
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i've been thinking alot this few days..
i've been emo-ing for so so so long...
and u noe
i 've been hurting my friends around me at the same times..
i've realise it.
and i think i seriously need to treasure them alot.
i dun wish to let any of my love ones walk away again from me..
it's kinda sad..
not to have anyone right beside you..
and i'm not going to be like that.
I gonna stay strong and treasure my friends..
my friends are the most impt..
cos they will nv leave me i think..
they are always right beside me when i need them or when i'm lost
i need to approach them and not just emo by myself..
i noe they are worried..
and by not letting them noe because i thut it may trouble them is not a good thought either..
i couldn't be like this anymore..
i realise i have hurt my friends alot alot..
i should spare a thought for them and not being so selfish..
LEt's be happy..
AND I LOVE YOU GUYS =)

hahaha..
i drew this ball for the support organ donation drive..
wahahaha..
even though sometimes i dun really agree to it

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i feel so loved by my friends =).
though they don't show it..
i noe they do love me
=)