Mum say i was crazy..
everyday she also say i am crazy de lah..
maybe she keep seeing me cried...
sobbing in tears out of nowhere..
and heart pain..
haiz..
i'm also not sure why i'm like that..
mum have been trying very hard to make me smile..
doing silly things ..silly pose..
just to make me smile..
bringing me out so that i won't stay at home and cry..
i'm just so pathetic..
i just need to walk out of the circle and everything will be allright..
but why i keep stepping my foot back in?
and dwelling it..
i'm stupid..
ding say i was stupid..
perhaps is true..

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Dad brought this bird home today..
Mum don't allow him to keep it..
so BYEBYE birdy..
mum keep scaring the bird so that the bird will do funny pose so as to make me happy..
but is animal abuse lah..
BOO..