ARRRGGHH!!!

stop msging me ..

stop calling me ...
STOP!

FUCK OFF SERIOUSLY..

u idiot..

i hate you.

or should i say i will never love u.

u have no right to call me deardear...

it's disgusting..

and that deardear is seriously not the word for u..

is for my laolaogong..

stupid man..

now i fear to go home..

cos i scared i may met you.

YOU SUX!

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please leave me alone..

i don't wish to say something hurtful and hurt you
cos i understand how it feel to get rejected..

so leave me alone..

please..
i pleaded

everytime when i get so annoyed..
i will just shut up my ears to shout and cry...
it'll feel better that way..

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oh ya...
i've been coughing badly today..
almost vomitted after i walked out of the lec hall..
It's feeling terrible..
and Jojo say i may cough out my lungss..
hahahaha..
it's not that serious please...
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seeing my friends are just seeing some angels around..
it's nice to have angels by your side.
no matter how sad you were,
you will want to make them smile.
cos their smile back will make your heart warmth..
so no matter how hard
or how stupid i will look..
i will still try to make them smile..
cos i just love them so much.
keep me by your side and protect me will ya?

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maybe god sent me down to Earth to make people smile..
so i shouldn't be sobbing in tears..
should be carrying my smile around to brighten people's day..
is it?