ya...perhaps the previous night i shouldn't cry too much -_-//

all these crying lead to my flu coming back..

and maybe it lead to my cough?

i had headache for the whole night as i have think too much..

and headache lead to isomia..

i can't sleep well...

and keep tossing around my bed...

like some siao char bo for hours....

that's the result from everything.

wat i have got?

nothing..

i only hurting myself like a dumb girl..

i'm dumb..

crying for a person who dun treasure me...

why i am i like this?

why?

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i went to see that doc as usual..

now one more packet of medicine to eat..-_-

my medicine are piling up..

but my sickness doesn't seem to get any better ..

grrr...

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. ya...

after that went to meet FL, ding and bear..

i've told everyone that i will kill if they never came..

cos if i never say that..

we will never meet lah

hahahaha..

so even though my head is hurting..

i still went =)

i never ever regret making that choice..

cos i really enjoy myself there =)

now i got one new clinque outside le!!

i love them ok?

They are all so fun and good de..

at least they won't betray me lah..

this is our purpose of going there.
to drink Bear's VOLKA!!!

muahhahahaha...

it's 40% alcohol ok?

they say vanilla was smelly..
but i can taste nothing lah.
cos my nose block-_-..

so i keep drinking like nobody business..

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later i played card games and lose..
i had to gulp the whole cup..

waaa..

either FL hand is too suay.

or ding is just too lucky

but i think is ding too lucky..
cos bear lose too.-_-..

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my newly blended CARAMEL FRAPP + volka..
i dun noe whether nice or not.

cos nose block LAH!!

ding drank that amt all.

i guess it taste great rite?

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i guess i was abit drunk..

i feel my world sort of turning.

but i think only half-drunk..

cos in the end i still can go eat in coffeeshop.

and go home alone =D

that FL took a pic of me!!!
luckily i hide it well

FL AND ME!!
cheers!

DING AND FL

THAT CRAZY BEAR!!!!

thankx.
listening to pple stories will help me grow up abit.
bear wil help me become happier..
and let me noe how the world is outside.
human will betray for a better one..
cos they wil benefit...
selfish..
FL will let me noe how man can be sucky..
influence me that man are bad..
hahahaha..
let me dun trust men so much.
i 've trust pple too easily last time.
gullible..
naive .
imature..
that's me.
i need learn to be more independent..
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thankx for brightening my day..
i simply love u guys. =)

please rmb wat i told u...
forget
and dun look
and get angry anymore..
i'm seriously worried about you..
even though u always say u give up.
i knew u never..
i will try help u..
u will have better tml..

i pray....
1.23am.