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This is a blog of a girl named April.
Born on 28/04/90 See her rants and nag and complain in her blog. If you do not like to hear -ve remarks, there is an X at the top right hand corner, you can click that and exit. she Loves the smell of the lavender she Loves the beauty of a sunflower she Loves the night with a starry sky Dance with ME
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Sunday, October 19, 2008
18/10/08 Went to the airport to fetch pui and JO they are finally back safe and sound.. that's a good thing =).. and finally u guys are back.. pui's bf is super nice to fetch her =) even though he slept so late the previous night. awww.. a hug from each other is just so sweet =) i guess they miss each other so much! isn't it?  i shouldn't be so nice..i shouldn't.. i shouldn't make myself wake up so early. i shouldn't ask my bro to check the timing. i shouldn't rush so fast as i fear i will late? being too nice will only make myself hurt.. perhaps i should listen to my mum.. so i can't really expect anything.. she is just too tired.. u got your other friends.. and ur family.. i guess in your heart i'm just nothing.. isn't it? =( . . wandering alone in this fearful airport is just too scary for my little broken heart.. i almost cry out.. but ya.. i've learnt how to keep my tears after this few months.. watching groups and groups of people laughing around.. family by their side.. couple holding hands hugging around.. they are all just so blissful.. pathetic is what i feel for myself.. haiz. perhaps life are like this. you will get ur ups and downs.. i'm just too fortunate is the past. i thought i will always be the Happy-go-lucky girl. but the earth is spinning.. and our fate is turning too  just bought this flower to cheer myself up.. . . i 've love someone so deep.. given him so many.. what i get in the end is just an empty shell.. from friends to love to enemy just take a few months. i dun noe why u hated me so much. am i that annoying? or having me in this world make u annoy? if u hated me, u could just say so.. if u want me to disappear, i will just do it so. i've given u the peace u wanted. did i did anything wrong? why do u hated me so much? . . why do we love someone so deep yet what we get is just nothing? why do we care for someone so much yet we get is just nothing too? WHY? why is this world like that? full of people that hurt me.. =( 19/10/08 SChool starting tml.. i dun like it. . . mum say i'm crazy again.. cos tears rolled down again.. i've accidentally see something that bring back memories.. =/ i gonna sleep early.. dun think anymore.
9:48 PM
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