it doesn't pay to be nice..
why do i care for people..
and all they gave me is cold reply..
i'm just stupid..=_=

everytime when i get so annoyed..
i will just shut up my ears to shout and cry...
it'll feel better that way..

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oh ya...
i've been coughing badly today..
almost vomitted after i walked out of the lec hall..
It's feeling terrible..
and Jojo say i may cough out my lungss..
hahahaha..
it's not that serious please...
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seeing my friends are just seeing some angels around..
it's nice to have angels by your side.
no matter how sad you were,
you will want to make them smile.
cos their smile back will make your heart warmth..
so no matter how hard
or how stupid i will look..
i will still try to make them smile..
cos i just love them so much.
keep me by your side and protect me will ya?

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maybe god sent me down to Earth to make people smile..
so i shouldn't be sobbing in tears..
should be carrying my smile around to brighten people's day..
is it?

when i am sad..
i will be happy.
i dun noe why..
maybe i think happiness can replace some sadness.
so i will make myself crazy like hell..
jumping around like mad people..
laughing like siao..
maybe that will make myself happier?
but actually..
假装快乐比哭更痛苦。。
hmmm..
my smiles last time do impact people don't it?
alot of people say so...
like muimui..
mummy..
and other people
is it really true?
hmmm..
but it's hard to bring back the old smiles..
today i'm feeling..
arggghh..
feeling super ..
grrr...
should write more tml..
i will rant here...
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shall do project first..
i hate red bean now.. -_-
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why do u always make my night so happy?

TOday i'm going to blog something out..
i'm already putting it in my heart for quite a few days..
it's very itchy..
and keep making me think alot..
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arrgghh..
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will u say something funny like " I miss you"
"Hug Hug"
when u only see the person 2 times..
plus that 2 times is only a few sec..
and u only chat wif her in msn like for a few times..
will u say " I love YOu?"
will you say " will you be my gf?"
grrr..
i almost laugh my teeth off ok?
it's funny..
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hahahahaha..
CHemistry?
what's that?
Physics is better lah..
or BIOLOGY..
still CHEMISTRY leh...
very dots...
i can't feel any..
cos i'm not doing any experiment..
-_-..
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老天。。
为什么你要这样对我？
为什么你要当我很爱那个人时，
让他离开了我。。
为什么你要当我愿意为他牺牲一切时，
让他离开了我。。
也许越爱一个人时。。
你对他的要求会越多。。
你会怀疑一切，
会让他有窒息的感觉。。
也许我不应该这样吧。。
爱他就要放开他。。
不能给他太多太多的压力。。
也许当我越想关心你时，
却给你的都是烦恼。。
也许吧。。
是吗？
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老天。。
为什么你要在这时候。。
在我最脆弱时，
让一个人说出一些会让我疯狂的事？
你明知道我会掉落陷阱的。。
我会把他当成他。。
我会傻傻的那么做。。
就算我并不爱他，
我真的会把他当成他。。
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为什么你要这样做。。
把一个我爱的人带走。。
给我一个我不爱的人。。
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我还爱你呢。。
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.所以，我把他拒绝了。。。

i got so much to say..
maybe people will get shock..
but ya.
let me think about it..
b4 i type all those in..
gdnite

STORY OF DANIEL AND JASMINE...
-bear show me this story
thankx
Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine: I think so..

All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..

DAY 1: They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4: They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12: Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House... Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand
but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14: They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said:
'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20: Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.

DAY 28: They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29: 11:37 pm Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..
Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.
Daniel: Wait for me...
20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine. Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.
11:57pm The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:
Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you..
your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you,

Jasmine... Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted.. 'Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you...

Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something..
I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me

Then the clock strikes 12 Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late..
You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones,
today is the day. Love them while they are still here.... Cherish the one you love before you regret.

call me stupid..
i am one..
even though i've been consoling my fren not to be sad..
i'm still one..
i'm not being a good example if you want to say it..
it's easy to tell people wat to do..
yet hard to do it urself...
dumb is wat i can say for myself..
why do i cry..
cry till i cough until very badly..
and vomited out my breakfast out..
0_0
I vomited..
ya.
VOMITED..
i seldom vomit things out..
and ya..
i vomited..
sobbing myself in tears is very dumb right?
when u r crying so hard...
he maybe enjoying himself over there..
laughing at how stupid you are...
how stupid you are..
to cry..
and cry..
one day i may end up blind..
but it's ok....

22/10/08

that FL took a pic of me!!!
luckily i hide it well

FL AND ME!!
cheers!

DING AND FL

THAT CRAZY BEAR!!!!

thankx.
listening to pple stories will help me grow up abit.
bear wil help me become happier..
and let me noe how the world is outside.
human will betray for a better one..
cos they wil benefit...
selfish..
FL will let me noe how man can be sucky..
influence me that man are bad..
hahahaha..
let me dun trust men so much.
i 've trust pple too easily last time.
gullible..
naive .
imature..
that's me.
i need learn to be more independent..
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thankx for brightening my day..
i simply love u guys. =)

please rmb wat i told u...
forget
and dun look
and get angry anymore..
i'm seriously worried about you..
even though u always say u give up.
i knew u never..
i will try help u..
u will have better tml..

i pray....
1.23am.

20/10/08
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!
not bad actualy =)
i still get to sit at the usual place that the 3 of us sat!
I'm in the middle protected by u guys =)
i love that seat ok?
hahahaha..
attending people lecture was a fun one!
but poor wenhui got kick out of the lecture hall..
i feel so sad for her..
that teacher was a fierce one even though i thought she was nice..
attending people lecture got any fault mehx?
i attend alot LOX!!
why give such a serious tone?
crazy..
but anyway..
i was kinda sad that the 3 of us gonna split tut class soon..
waaa..
but lec we still get to see each other..
which was a happy one =)
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thankx pui and JO for their souvernier from cambodia..
super touching =)
love everything u get for me =)
u guys ROCKS!
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sorry JO ..
i should be more understanding..
i didn't noe u r sick..
i did't noe u will be tired from everything..
but ya..
i understand now..
sorry i shouldn't think like this..
let's have a lunch next time..
and hope u get well soon..
and enjoy ur sch =)

21/10/08
today was a -_- day..
i was packing my stuff.
and i cried again..
very miserably this time..
but ya..
mum say i was crazy once again..
and say i will have sickness if i continue.
hmm..
ya..perhaps..
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super sotong today..
i actually thought school start at 2pm..
and i rush to school..
that's why i nv wore my contact lens..
when i reached sch then i realise it was 3pm..-_-
super dumb..
can box me?
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luckily wenhui was in the school library
or i will be so bored alone in sch!!!
thanks you!
had a great chat wif u!!
blessed ur neighbour to pass wif flying colours..
GABETTE!!
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i've cried miserably again after school today.
i really cried until i headache..
and shortness of breathe..
ya..
thankx ahmui..
u are really a great fren..=)
sorry for crying so much...
i think i always make ur clothes wet.
hahahhaaha..
sorry..
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i love you alot...
really alot..
alot until i think i'm going crazy soon..
but ya..
i have already tried so much..
so much so much..
all those promises u made to me over the past few months..
what u promise me u knew it best..
but it all ended with only one day and one word..
that word that ended all your promises..
it's sad of course..
and it hurts ..
but..
thanks for everything..
it will remain in my memories as a sweet one..
i've already show u how much i love u..
since u wanted it to end it so badly..
i have nothing much to say anymore.
i have tried so much..
i love u so much..
but i get in the end is only hate from u now i think..
but it's ok..
have fun wif ur friends..
they are great!
u must be happy no matter wat..
and wish u all the best in this new semester..
byebye..

18/10/08
Went to the airport to fetch pui and JO
they are finally back safe and sound..
that's a good thing =)..
and finally u guys are back..
pui's bf is super nice to fetch her =)
even though he slept so late the previous night.
awww..
a hug from each other is just so sweet =)
i guess they miss each other so much!
isn't it?

just bought this flower to cheer myself up..
let's face it with a smile bahx..

this is the cocktail i drank
11% alcohol
i drank half of it..
not drunk either..
i wanna get drunk.
it can forget some unhappiness and give me some happiness perhaps..
but i'm still not drunk.
it will only make me headache-_-
ding kept saying i'm drunk..
but i'm still awake lah -_-
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went home with the half bottle drink..
decide to drink it wif a straw..
ding say it will make u drunk faster..
but no use either..
i've drank 1/2 of the 1/2 bottle..
it is also equal to 1/4..
still sober as usual..
but headache again..
o_o
who say alcohol can make u sleep better?
it will only make u more sober and hard to sleep..
perhaps i should try hard liquer next time..
hmmm...

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16/10/08[Thurs]

Met ding in the afternoon to catch a movie
" Butterfly LOvers"

Butterfly Lovers

this show was not bad ...
as the actor & actress all so pretty and shuai..
please lox..
WU CHUN acting leh..
alot of young girls in the cinema..
but i think he not really good at acting -_-

This is WuCHun and the main actress

Went to some cafe that can play board games de..
it's just beside the cinema..
so let's MUNCH it.

11/10/08
I worked today!
guess what time to what time?
1.30pm-10pm!!!!
oMG rite?
is like 8.5 hr!!
siao is really means it is seriously CRAZY!!!
and moreover is at TAMP!
like quite far for a person living at Yishun hor?
and i'm one minute late today!
who cares lah..
at the most the jap manager come scold me..
i wanna see how he look like lox..
hahahaha..
but i had a great time today ..
hahaha..
working with that Monkey and Manager is always not that bored afterall..
esp when tamp had so many so many customers!
u also can heck care the two of them..
hahahaha..
but so many customers..
Grrr..
i can go crazy with all the customers!!
they are so..
watever lah..
Monkey had such a RED RED face today!
and he wore specs today!!
wahahaha..
so nerd now..
and he seems abit quiet today -_-
hahahaha..
SILENCE IS SERIOUSLY NOT GOLDEN TO HIM!!!
cos in the end u noe wat he shouted?
" CHAO CHEE BAI"
walao a.
cos i admit i'm talking abit too much ..
hahahaha..
he always complain that i talk too much...
waaaa...
cos the atmosphere is just to quiet mahx..
i need add some noise to it..
who tell them to keep bluffing me that there is CUSTOMERS!
when there isn't any!!!
what the hell lah!!
the manager keep saying " YES ORDER"
and stupid monkey keep saying " GOT CUSTOMERS!!"
i almost gone crazy by them..
cos i think i'm too toot to believe them and turn around..
walaoaoooooo...
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hmm..
manager ask me one ques ..
"am i 苦中做乐"。。
but i nv told him the ans..
hmmm..
cos i think i'm laughing until too fake and he realise it -_-..
ok ok..
i admit i'm sad ok?
really sad..
sad until can anyhow cry that type..
but i can't cry lah..
so many pple LOVE my SMILE ok?
and u want me to cry infront of customer mehx?
that's seriously insane ok?
and what to u do when u dun want urself to cry?
LAUGH LAH!
so simple right?
so i'm just insane during work..
shouting like some crazy people..
mimicking my manager..
"YES ORDER?" to the air when there isn't anyone..
hahahahaha...
and one customer even ask me why i laugh until so happily..
whahahaha..
U Wan me cry infront of u mehx?
hahahaha..
(of course i never answer him that)
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It is just so HAPPENING at the shop opposite our shop..
FREE SHOW
Firstly:
-some people broke the bowl rice!
OMgosh rite?
so many glass on the floor!
and plus the rice and all that..
poor thing..
and people are staring..
including me..
hahahaha..
Secondly:
-a guy came to the shop and pull the sleeve of the girl working..
OMGOSH rite?
and the girl SHRIEK!
she shouted ok?
another free show..
but a nv really had a glimpse of it..
only maybe some sound effect from it.(the screaming part)..
cos i'm eating my dinner cum lunch..
hahahaha..





12/10/08
my dad bought a new watch for me..
cos my Baby-G spoilt le lah..
got black black thing on top
i love that watch alot ok?
cos that's bought in Australia by my dad..
and it's my first time going to Australia..
so it's super memorable rite?
it had been staying wif me for like 6 long years le!!
so u can imagine how old is it?
hahahaha..
i nv ever pluck off it..
except for special purposes only..
hahahaha..
but now since it's spoilt..
gonna get a new one then..
this is the new watch i'm wearing now..
this one is just a pics..
not the same model..
but it look kinda the same..

SEIKO
look nice or not?
mine is something something like that =)
actually i wanted one wif the leather instead of a steel one..
but the uncle say will turn smelly if i wear 24 hrs..
so haiz..
i'm wearing one wif the stainless steel one..
i think it kinda look MAN!
cos like abit too big
LOL!
but i simply love the PINK numbers
plus..
it's PEARL-faced..
so it is super pretty when light reflect..
but it is erm..
i think it's X lah..
thanks dad for sarcificing almost $400 dollars for this watch..
thank you..
i will treasure it =)
i will wear it for years..
THanksx.. =)

13/10/08

heee..
i drew 盧廣仲!!!
i think he look super cute ..
hahaha..
wif his nerd spec and hairstyle..
hahahaha..
he will always make me abit happy lah..
hahahaha..

this is the funny MV!!
i think it's cute to rewind everything back..
hahaha..
wif the milk flying back ..
hahahaha..
funny lah..

the "Look so Yummy" menu
hahahah.
every food description sound so yummy!!
can i eat everything?
and every page have some" interesting fact" which really amazed me!

Ok Jandy!
please rmb this setting ok?
FORKS and KNIVES should be placed inside!
so at HD rmb not to place it wrongly!
someone foot may get HURT!

ok.. things surely get abit bored while waiting for the food to come..
but we make THINGS HAPPEN Ok?
hahahaha

i make a STAR shape out of the sugar packs..
ok..
i admit i wanted to make a HEART shape at first..
but no more heart shape for me..
STAR shapes look much nicer..
hahahaha

the completed piece of ART!

erm..
Jandy the Witch add the cup of water in..
as we are doing some MAGIC ok?
WE ARE DEMON!!!
as if...

still waiting for our food...
tick tock tick tock..

nvm..
let's make our name out of it
hahaha..
that's her real name..
hahahaha

FINALLY and FINALLY!!
FOOD FOOD FOOD!!!!
yum yum..

(i wonder how Jandy rmb all the food names..)

Baked Chicken Mushroom Linguine
look so yummy isn;t it?
i'm craving for CHEESEEEEEEE!!!!
crispiness on the outer cheese..
inside is just YUMMY!!
OISHI!

Tropical Tamarind Chicken
the salad of the side is just so appetizing..
abit sour and refreshing!
the chicken!
(i just rmb i can;t eat that..opps..
i'm on medication)..
blur..
the chicken is so tender!!
and the asparagus..
is so thin..
ok..
i can't use that to describe a veg..
but normal asparagus are FAT de..
ok watever..
it taste GREAT!

Mighty Joe Young
i'm craving for this BANANA coffee from dunno since when ok?
i just love this!!
the best two coffee i love is ..
-Mighty Joe Young from TCC
and..
-Caramel Frappucino from Starbucks
this two coffee is just the BEST!!
yeahx.
Iced Kaffello Latte
Jandy is just a coffee addict!
her one is just so bitter compare to mine..
even though i always drink KOpI-O..
but this coffee..
is abit too bitter for me...
but the coffee JElly at the bottom is so YUMMY YUMMY!!
love it!

Princess NO. 1

Princess NO. 2

Just don't you feel that everything down here look so pretty and elegant?
i just feel pamper..
awwww...

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gossiping for 2 hrs plus over there is just so ..
fun and amusing..
hahahaha..
Jandy's colleague.. is just so ..
hahahahaha..
ok ok..
i shall not talk too much..
later they see this post she will die..
hahahha..
ZJ!!!
haah..
we are so crazy for u today!!
shhh...
Jandy is just so XIN FU!!!
i will chose an ulu place to date next time..
hahahaha..
**wink wink**

After a super full and Shiok lunch..
off to K-box..
k-box at Suntec is just so Ulu ok...
we had a great HARd time finding the stuipd escalator UP to the 3rd floor..
since outside is ulu..
inside is no better ok?

the ulu ulu inside.
feel so haunted inside..
hmmm.

the stupid tibits that cost $6 -_-
plus we dun eat it..
and it is compulsory that we have it..

Jandy's Iced Lime Juice..
i wonder if it is nice?

her ICed Milo

MY LOngan Red Date Tea..
i had it two times..
so do u think is nice?

Singing at k-box is simply so nice=)
even though some songs did bring back some memories..
and make me abit sad..
but happy songs make me HIGH too!!..
rmb 卢广仲's 早安晨之美！??
i think we gone crazy singing the
對啊。對啊。對啊。對啊。 對啊。對啊。對啊。對啊。
對啊。對啊。對啊。對啊。 對啊。對啊。對啊。對啊。
hhahahahah..
even though i nv ever listen to this song b4..
singing that string of words is just so FUn lah..
and the MV ..
hahaha..
i almost laugh out my teeth..
he is just so cute wif his nerd hairstyle..
plus..
nerd spec..
hahahahaha..

After leaving k-box very unwillingly..
we did wish to sing more..
even though we already sang for 5 hrs straight..
we made our way back to the MRT station..

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we stop halfway and
Jandy wanted to have the waffle..
as it look so yummy to her..
maybe she is hungry?
hahahaha...

the amazing menu that captivated her and made her eat the waffles.
i think this menu is under some spell or watever..

the witch shop!!
hahahah..
ok ok.
just bluffing..
the shop name is COTTAGE WAFFLE PLACE..
from the shop name i think u can guess it is sort of HOMely rite?
hahaha..

the chimney!

i'm just really engrossed with all the small tiny notes on the wall..
is it not just this few pieces ok?see!..
a whole stretch of it!!
not only here..
it covers the whole shop!
OMG!!!
but i think it's really heart-warming..
and so so so sweet..
awwwww..
and..
some couple even drew some pictures and wrote their name in..
just so sweet!

OUR WAFFLES!!!
plus a scoop of ICE-CREAM!
isn't is look so so so nice?

let me GET THAT HAM!!
YUM YUM

THANKS JANDY!
it had been a long long time since we last met!
hope we can still stay in contact over the years..
not 1 year,
not 2,
not 3,
but alot alot alot !!!
till we die ok?
gossiping wif you had been fun!
i simply can't imagine things really can happen like that!
hahahaha..
working must been really fun for you rite?
esp.. got ZJ!!
really envy you lah..
hhahahah..
wishing you all the best..
when school starts ok?
hahaha..which is tomorrow..
hahahaha
too bad..
i still have one more week!
hahaha
enjoy ur school
and update me watever happens!
BYEBYE!!!~
and take good care!
smiles =)