Monday, September 08, 2008
YESTERDAY I WAS CRYING LIKE SHIT!
i'm so dumb to have msg someone..
i just msg because i concern as a FREN!
so worry that u have a mishap or something like that?
and because someone told me somethings..
and i thut it may hurt ur heart so i msg u to see whether u r all-rite?
i'm sorry..
i feel i'm very fan..
i just msg because i concern as a FREN!
and u think until dun noe where and say all those stupid stuff..
i dun noe who the hell have told u stupid things and let u have all those stupid thinkings..
do u rather lose me as a fren?
u rather keep a distance from me?
i'm so devastated..
because u have say all this and made me feel u dun wan me as ur fren anymore
crying in the bus like some stupid woman..
tears welling up like some crazy woman in the park as i was jogging?
(memories..damn)
sobbing in tears just because i lost a fren?
i just need u as a fren and nothing much..
and u treat me like some enemy or some alien or watever..
being my fren is that difficult is it?
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thanks
wenhuifor accompanying me the whole day
from tamp
then to bishan
and waited for me for freaky 5hrs.
(it's freaky cold inside the library)
and to yishun..
then back to ur home..(PASIR RIS!) so far!
sorry..
Today was my first day to work at tako pachi=)
gossiping wif the aunties were great=)
really stressed when there is lots of customers..
almost cry when i think of something..
and at first i thut that "woman"(sort of same age as me) was fierce
and really made me sad at first...
almost feel like giving up this job..
but after chatting wif her..
feel that she was quite nice lah..
i made my first batch of tako balls.
and it was her who taught me...
actually i was only suppose to be cashier..
but she was so nice..
and i did my first tako balls..
maybe the first and the last..
but i enjoyed myself..=D
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wenhui was freaking damn nice..
waited for me in the cold library for 5 hrs..!!!
THANK YOU!!
I LOVE U SO MUCH!!
thanks for making me happy..
without u, perhaps i will be still crying like hell now..
ya..
u made me not to think so much..
thankyou..
without u today..
i was just seriously die..
maybe i will still cry on my way to my working place..
or maybe i will still be crying now in the middle of the night..
it was you..
that made me feel that i need to move on..
ya ..
alot of pple have been telling me that..
thankx alot too..
like my beloved
dingli..
i love u so much..
u care for me..
u cheer up for me..
even though..
u dun noe how to show lah
but..
in my heart..
u are simply the best..
so live ur life and stay happy wif me..=)
to
Jo..
thx for showing ur concern to me..
i noe u r busy but enjoy ur life to the fullest
and of course to my dear
papa and mama(puipui and muimui)thankx u for showing ur care and concern to me..
and thank you muimui..
for lending me ur stomach to cry on..
ur ears to listen to.
WE WILL BE A HAPPY FAMILY!!!
and of course that cute little
JB!!!CHICKEN LITTLE!!!
u always made me laugh wif ur messages.
is like u bringing ur smile to ur msg always..
msging u should be the most happiest one..
i LOVE U SO MUCH!
and
FL!~!sharing each other sad story is great!!
we will move on
and find a husband that love us!
if not open home for those who are not married ok?
hahaha
and
bear bear!!!
cannot forget u lox..
if not cannot poison u wif my tako..
hahahaaa
thankx u..
for making my tagboard so busy..
and seem alive!!!
TAG MORE PLEASE -_^
hahahaha
and alot alot of pple..
i think i've emo alot lah..
until i can't count who that care for me..
nanxin for calling me..
jac who cheer me up in msn..
ALOT and still freaking ALOT!!
can make a super long list..
thankx.
I WILL BE THE SAME HAPPY CHEW LOO
IF I CAN't GET THE HAPPINESS I WANT..
I WILL GIVE THE HAPPINESS TO THOSE WHO NEEDS..
i will be like santa claus..
giving out happiness..
spreading out happiness..
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SUPER FUNNY THINGS TODAY!
-i lend jean cd wif just the cover and no cd inside
hahaha..
i laugh so hard out..
-wenhui basketball flying outside scene!
-me shouting when playing the shooting game..
alot of pple are looking at me-_-
they must have think i'm crazy
i always shout..
those who played wif me b4 must have knew it..
hope it doesn't embarrassed u...
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i saw YOU!!!
it had been 1 yrs plus since i last saw u!
thankx for wenhui craving for OTAH..
or i will not have seen u..
u have turn alot blacker..
skinnier..
but still make me so happy when i saw YOU!!
even though u dun even noe me..
able to see u make me happy the whole day...
I'm daydreaming again..
hope i can see u everyday..
looking at u will be just enough..
u made my day -_^
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i'm seeing alot of people today who cause impact to my life lah..
It was HER.
still can't forget that u wanted be wif me on chinese new yr eve..
i was like trembling wif fear when u say that that time..
lesbian was a NO NO to me last time..
i can't possibliy give my first love to a girl right?
hhaha..
u did make me think that u are guy
it was like 2yrs-3 yrs ago?
hahaha..
still feel that u look so cute lah..
hahaha..
wif ur boylish look..
u are still the same..
wif the group of girls beside u as always-_-
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