plenty of thoughts ..
alot alot..
all sad sad ones..
let me finish thinking it..
it takes day perhaps..
ya..
alot of question marks still in my stupid brain..
like wat ding say i am stupid..
exercising in the yishun park was a torture to me..
ya..
alot of memories..
scary ones perhaps..
especially that one..
i nv tell anyone and dun wish to tell anyone about it..
maybe that's why i can't get over the whole thing....
no point speaking that out.
right?
and no point asking me..
cos i won't say...
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can say i'm quite dead from everything..
people are betraying me..
people are leaving me..
perhaps i'm too xing fu in the past..
i'm too xingfu..
that's why they always call me the happy-go-lucky type?
but nothing is the same after everything happen..
but i still hope i can bring happiness to those around me..
that's the least i can do..
other thing else..
i'm just dead from everything..

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