i suddenly cried so hard when i'm looking at gilbert's blog..
ya..
i'm just avoiding the fact..
the truth..
cos i dun want to face it..
it's hard to get over it..
especially the one that have been given up..
they do not have any mental preparation..
cos they nv chose it and of course..
they will feel more pain..
more pain..
the person that cause it to happen won't understand...
they won't understand the pain that they cause..
it's different..
even though they always thought it's the same..
the pain..
is hard to get over it..
people always thought is your way of thinking..
ya ..
of course..
the brain..
but don't they ever noe...
the pain and the memory..
will just stay etched in the brain..
is just stayed there...
wherever u go..
memory will just unlocked itself and think of that..
it's just natural..
u won't understand how it feel that u have broke my heart..
my heart is just so fragile..
u smashed it into many pieces..
and some parts just cannot be piece back again..
it will just remain a broken heart..
u won;t understand..
cos everything is your own thinking..
u won't understand how much pain u had given me..
BYEBYE