Sunday, September 28, 2008
27/09/08 [SAT]
i've been thinking alot today..
ya..
esp b4 working today..
grrrr..
that's why i isolate myself once again..
just msg will do perhaps..
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mmmm..
thinking and thinking...
grrrrr...
sobbing in tears..
grrrr..
i hate myself being like this lah!!
i was such a crazy woman last time..
then now i'm sobbing in tears!
what the hell am i doing!!!
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grrr..
went work wif a stupid mind -__-..
sometimes i hate working..
not because of the surrounding and all that.
because i need to put on a SMILE
even though i'm feeling so down..=(
appearing happy and u r not happy.
the feeling just so sucky.
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work at tamp branch today.
infront was Yoshinoya shop..
it bring back alot of memories...
i was holding my tears so hard
so hard ..
i so scared that it may flow down and scared pple..
but.. ya.
i did hold back...
let the air dry it..
and let the eye balls absorb back the tears ..
hahaha
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JB was so sweet so sweet today!
she made a card and gave it to me!
so ke ai rite?
guess wat is it?
hahaha..
she came to tamp branch and ate wif me!
wif her derrick too of course..
they are so sweet.
so sweet
我要羡慕死了啦!!!!
derrick and her is so so so SWEET!
envy envy!!!
wish them all the best lah!
so sweet de couple..=)
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My dear JB ar..
potato.
u r just so sweet..
ur msg really make me want to cry lah..
u so ke ai..
u will be blessed de sha gua.
NI HUI XIN FU DE!!!!!
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i almost lost her card lah..
really..
i was so scared..
i search high and low ..
but it was all along in the pocket!
LAME lah LEOW CHEW LOO!!!
scared for nothing!
blur queen!
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working wif that stupid MONKEY
(he called himself that ok?)
i say
" u must be enjoying all the attention when people look at you when u r flipping the tako balls. It must have let u feel that u r a SUPERSTAR that people adore!"
but u noe what he say?
" i think i look like a MONKEY in the zoo that people come and look at the tricks they do"
WALAO aaaaa..
say until u like that.
and JB still think he look hamesome lah..
i got high expectation on you b4 i came there to work..
cos i nv see him b4..
but..
ya.
i think lookable only...
not my type..-_-
he is just a super LAME man..
keep mimicking my laughter..
and bluffing me that got CUSTOMER!
and laugh at me after i turn over..
walao..
SO CHILDISH!!!
and that MANAGER!!
stil help him talk!
and crap wif him..
i'm gonna faint...
he think he is hamesome..
maybe he is ..
cos lots of girls seem to love him..
but whatever..
MONKEY dun have the so-called hamesome or not..
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28/09/08 [Sun]
i went to temple today..
i cried infront of god today..
shhh..
my mum dun even noe that..
i told god to blessed me wif happiness ..
and let me xin fu...
and let me forget my pain..
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i hope it will come true =)
i'm like a walking zombie today..
i have no mood to do anything..
10:32 PM