Saturday, September 06, 2008
05/09/08
WENT FOOD FAIR
mum bought lots of stuff home -_-
can u imagine her buying honey until it cost $300?
Omg.
and still
OMG..
then
KNITTING CLASS WIF DING!
omg
knitting class was tougher than i thought..
all the string going round and round is seriously making me crazy..
i can't imagine myself finishing knitting the whole scarf..
i think it will just make myself *faint.
i was listening so hard.
paying so much attention..
and i think the teacher is sort of irritated by me..
She was like
" HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TELL YOU THIS?
THIS IS THE THIRD TIME YOU KNOW?"
opps
opps
opps
This is just a demo piece..
training training..
next wk perhaps..
i will start my scarf
.
she told me that he no longer love me anymore..
I noe that don't I?
why do i lose control and tears just welled up and just rolled down?
cried so miserably in the toilet..
sad..
but even more sad is when she told me that she don't wish to go out with a person that cried everyday..
At first, i really thought that she don't want me as a fren..
It hurts..
I'm so scared that u will abandon me like he does..
you are just like my pillar..
don't ever feel sick of me and leave me ok?
stay by my side my best fren..
don't let me lonely ..
please..
好不容易恢复的心情又被搞乱。。
也许,自以为快乐的自己。。
只是在逃避和欺骗自己罢了。。
不是任何人的错。。
不是任何人想害你。。
只是自己想太多。。
是自己的错。。
无法忘记的自己。。
请会永远爱我的男人,
把我从这里救出,
给我快乐,
给我幸福
7:19 PM