WHAT A SAD ANS THAT U HAVE GAVE ME...
hai..
i've cry the whole morning today ..
sob sobx..
THX MUI MUI for comforting me..
dun copy me cry lah..
hahaha

***I MUST LEARN FROM ANG FONG MUI TO BE INDEPENDENT!!!!***


Today we had CAT prac test..
kinda stress cos we need finish by the time limit..
but everything was so FUN!!!
Mr JEff is such a nice person=)
everyone did a great job!
I love all the food that all of u had made..
it was so yummy yummy ^^
and i had lots of fun

RICE MADE BY RAI RAI GROUPSFRONT: rectangle thing=TORTILLA from MEXICO by YIMING's grp
BACK: round round thing=A KIND OF GLUTINOUS RICE DESSERT by JOJO's grp

FRUIT TARTS! YUMYUM! by sengchin grp

THE LEFT ONE IS OUR SOUPY!!
originated from JAPAN!
a kind of CHINESE NEW YR SOUP named ZONI!
yummy yummy=)

SALAD!!!
i'm not sure who made this.
but the decoration is so attractive=)

THE YELLOW YELLOW THING ON THE RIGHT IS MANGO!!!
super super duper sweet and nice..
served with the glutinous rice ^^
from JOJO's grp^^

EVERYTHING PUT TGT!!
look so so so so so nice and yummy!
munch munch^^

DING DING
met this girl after everything ends..
she is such a great fren lah...
come to TAMP just for me lah
even though she hate that place alot
hahaha
she chat chat with me and make me feel better...
thanks so much..
without u perhaps perhaps i will have disappear in this world...
u make me feel someone exist in my world lah..
thankx u..
thanks for accompanying me..
i really appreciate..
u must be happy
u must
we will have a better life..
WE WILL
and
WE MUST!!!
dun be sad le ok my dear fren
TIME TO BE HAPPY AGAIN my dear fren..

actually i feel that perhaps everything is my fault so u decided to end it..
i feel really bad sometimes..
i have regret what i did
i just need concern and attention from u
even though i sometimes act as though i dun really care that much
but i do care lot..
but u nv know that
maybe if i'm NOT like that sometimes perhaps u will not have make the choice of giving it all up
i will cry when i think of our happy times tgt or i walk to somewhere we have walked tgt b4
i guess u will only think of the sad times...
that is why ur decision is so firm
it hurts
u r like taking a knife stabbing into my heart..
it is bleeding..
u will not think of our happy times..
perhaps u only want HAPPY TIMES...
and I can only give u sad sad de ..
but i think one thing that u nv know till now is ..
before i had u
my life was a happy one
i'm not sad de.
i only cry for u..
i do not cry for little stuff
i cry when i see u sad..
i dunno why?
perhaps i love u too much and i can;t bear u to be sad.
u always say u are so happy de nan ren
but i can see u r sad lah
u will nv tell me...
and i dun wish to add troubles to u
that's why i nv told u my problems
cos i understand that i will be adding more troubles to ur troubles
which i dun really wish that to happen..

u have chosed to end it
which make me so sad
i should not have put so many feelings in it
and make myself so miserable now
i'm just a silly girl
pple told me that i should hate u
actually i should have did that
as the things u say to me
is really hurting
but but..
i still can't bear to do it
i got feeling..
i'm not cold-blooded
we have loved for 9 months plus..
i loved u as much as i can
but u nv know
just after one month that everything has ended and u told me u dun love me anymore..
that is so so so so so.. sad..
perhaps u have fell in love wif other pple
or u think other pple is better than me..
In your heart...do i have a place there?
how can u ever break wif me just becos u think we dun understand?
it's unfair to me..
i'm not a toy for u to play and throw
it's just an excuse from u right?
u dun love me anymore..
sobx

I 've try so hard so hard..
explaining to u that EVERY COUPLE DO HAVE MISUNDERSTANDING..
and they do not understand sometimes too
at least they try solve it
but u nv
u say u did.
but u nv told me the problems..
everything u started thinking urself in ur brain about how we dun understand each other
solving it urself
which sometimes i also dunno u r solving it
that;s scary cos i dun noe the problem
i thut we r always happy
u ownself feel that we really dun understand each other..
and u make the decision urself
which is so ridiculous..
u 've planned everything so nicely for urself..
leaving me clueless about wat is happening..
giving me the thing that i dun wish to hear.
i'm sad..
u have ruin me
ruin my life and everything..
how i wish it is just a stupid nighmare.