Monday, July 28, 2008
trying to get over it..
it's so so tough..
how am i able to get use of one less people to think of..
tears just flow and flow..
no matter where or when..
i will still think of u..
sometimes i feel i'm really very tong ku..
how i wish that i could end my life..
i do not belong in this world sometimes i think..
trying to act as though nothing happen..
trying to make myself smile here and there
playing and playing...
just to make u feel better that u have not let me down..
but when i'm alone ..
all those scary things kept flashing thru my mind.
making me feel really really scared and sad..
and tears will just flow down..
people will think i'm crazy crying in the bus..
people will think i'm crazy crying when i'm walking..
people will think i'm crazy crying when i'm looking at my hp
people will think i'm crazy staring at the com and cry..
i've cry so much so much...
perhaps i really dun belong to this world..
i'm too sentimental..
but the world is just too scary for me to handle.
9:06 AM