Oh man..
so long nv blog..
hahaha
it's the same problem.
that is only bad pt with AS student lah
so BUSY!!!

hahaha
this few wks really is a disastor..
I've somehow lost TWO most impt person
hai
that's super duper sad..
i've cry tons of times becos of that..
i think my tears are somehow dried up?
wahahaha..
sometimes i really feel like ending my life..
but i suddenly feel it is not worth it lah..
why die for someone who dun even care about u?
that is damn stupid!!!!

hahahaha
luckily i told my mum about it..
she is super happy when i lost that ONE fren lah..
but perhaps is a right choice =)
that person don't cherish what he have..
so..
why should i even care?
NO MORE WORRYING about that person.
what that person do now don't affect me anymore..
so FORGET FORGET AND STILL FORGET!!!
but still normal friend lah
i treat friends better ok?
hahahha

THX FOR DING,JB,MUI,PUI,MUMMY and the rest for supporting me this few day..
all ur hugs hugs and care and concern really help me=)
without them..
perhaps u won't see me typing all this le..
THANK YOU=)
A BIG THANK YOU=)
esp dingding..
ur msg and ur presence somehow fill up my heart...

hahahaaahahahahahha
now i'm living the life of myself..
i dun need think so much..
so i feel somehow carefree..
hahaha
although carefree means abit empty..
but work will just fill it all up=)

GO GO GO!!!!
i will be the same happy one!!!
JIAYOU CHEWLOO..

so wat if no one in this world love u?
u still have urself to love.

no more sensitive mind or heart..
so wat if other pple hate u?
so wat if other pple say bad stuff about u ?
so wat if u did the most and other pple did lesser?
so wat if u r always doing the lousiest bad job?
so wat if u r alone and no one is by ur side?
so wat if pple are angry and shout at u?
so wat?
no point crying my dear chewloo
u are just so fragile lah..
why u always think so much about how other pple feels about u?
no point thinking
no point..
live ur own life man..
even if the whole world collaspe
live for urself..
live for ur soul..
dun need care
just do wat u want

i'll be free..
and i'm lazy to care about anything anymore..