i am feeling quite confuse now...
it's making me quite upset.
the morning and the night of you seem so different.
i thought i knew you.
i thought u are kind.
i thought u are different somehow.
but it seems that..
u are all the same like any other guys out there..
is it true?
it breaks my heart so much:(

well...
i have not blogged for quite a long long time already..
sometimes it will be nice to stay away from blogging when somebody weird tagged ur blog..
at least that's what i think.
maybe maybe that person will come by daily to see what shit i am typing, and i guess that person will be kind of disappointed that nothing is here for him/her to see.
TOO BAD.
hahha!!
and i have been living GREAT these few days though i didn't come over here to spam.
:P
do u feel kind of sad when u hear this?
too bad.
i dun wan to get affected by people's comment of any negative remarks anymore.
this kind of person just sux.
and i don't really wish to care..
wasting my tears over them isn't worth it at all.
i have been living great! and too bad that u want to hurt me or whatever.
.
.
anyway,
it's always nice that your ex-ex-bf starts talking to you again.
it's just like friends talking to each other..
sometimes when a relationship ended,
the most pity part is the happy moment before a relationship started as a fren isn't it?
that person maybe a "better" person to talk to at that point of time that's why two parties ended up together.
but when a relationship ended,
it's always sad that both parties end up getting sour or even became enemies.
but yes:)
great that we are talking to each other again.
it's always nice:)
.
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Lots of things happened these few weeks,
GRADUATION,
DRIVING TEST,
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS..
well,
everything went well.
i'm getting happier day by day..
isn't it great/?
some pursue happiness...
i shall create happines:)
that's why i am here for since poly year 1..,
and i will continue when i enter Uni
GABETTE!!!:)

hee^_^
i'm back again to blog!
i miss blogging:D
i do not know which idiot is using his name to tag on my blog:(
kinda sad when i see all this..
i will hide myself when i'm sad..
that's my personality and my way..
so if u see me not appearing in facebook or blog ,
you should know what's happening to me..
it takes me more than 2 months to cool myself down because of you,
i will tear when i see you in facebook.
i will tear when i see you in msn being so happy...
i know you will forget me one day..
i know you will find another girl one day...
i just don't wish to see it..
it totally pains me..
i wish to hold you and walk this path together till the end..
just like how i promise u to
but i couldn't as i know i will bring u pain..
you made a choice..and i couldn't hold it back..
can't u see the heart is bleeding inside/?
.
pain isn't the word to use when we are together..
there is only pain when i see you over there and i couldn't talk to u and tell u how much i miss you..
.
i know u wouldn't tag those weird kinds of stuff over there in blog.
u wouldn't be so harsh right?
u wouldn't hurt me right?
u woulldn't be so cruel to me right?
u wouldn't right?
though alot of people told me why can't be you..
but i believe u wouldn't do that right?
the person i knew isn't like this who will hurt people.
even if u feel like this, u wouldn't say it..
this is you..
the kind one..
and that's why i love you.
the kindhearted soul who wouldn't hurt anyone..
that's why i love u.
i believe u wouldn't say all this.
i believe it is someone else saying all these hurtful things..
u wouldn't hurt me like this..
u wouldn't....right?
i keep telling myself this..
and i believe to it..
i will wait for you..
till you find your happiness...
and i will move on again...
do find your happiness okay?
this is tearing me up again...
:(

-.-
which idiot is copying his name and post that stupid comment in my tagboard.
wat the.
he can't possible know my blog name.

i'm feeling all so broken up.
why is this happening?
why why why why why????
i am sitting infront of the laptop all the tears just keep flowing..
WHY WHY WHY WHY??????????
tell me???????
:(
ARGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!!

本小姐 is now at new house:D
hahahaha~!!
it is still amazing that i can blog over here as...
by right there should be no access to internet>.<
hahahah~!!
i think i am just lucky that i can access to internet over here..
blog over here and enjoy exploring internet..
and of course some peace in my room..
i do hate those people coming to my house to renovate..
they have those faces that made you think that "they will sure cheat your money" kind of feeling..
argh.
anyway..
it is still nice sitting at level 2 so peacefully away from those people at level 1 :D
so here i goes.. blogging about what i did with my dear jb the yan dao~
hahhhahah~!!!
so where did jb the yandao and chicky little went like last last LAST week?
hahahah`!!
we went to have a romantic date at east coast park:D
hahhahah~!!
cycling from one end to the other end of east coast park isn't quite easy Okay?
it is just super super tired~!
and my crappy bag is so heavy
plus the idiotic bike that keeps creaking and creaking..
ewww~!

So this is the type of rewards you will get when u cycle to the other end of east coast:D
peace and beautiful scenery`!
feel kinda xin fu~!
aww..if i can enjoy a romantic with my future bf over here will be not bad right?
we can have picnic~!
it makes me feel as though i am oversea..
like aust or new zealand..
:(the thought of my frens leaving soon to study oversea do make me feel abit upset..
but it is okay..
i believe they will come back smarter and of course more independent..
hai.. don't really wish them to go..
it's not days or months but YEARS.
arggh..
:(

this tree is so pretty among the green ones..^^

MY bag HER bag..:D
lee jb is super nice to help me carry:)
so sweet~
hahah~! and if u look closely...
the badge..
hahah`!!
leejb is super cute to draw her hongki all that and pin it on her bag..
hahahahh`!
draw one jaejoong de for me lehx..
hahhahh~!!

We had our lunch cum dinner at YUM CHA~
wee~
it is a buffet`!
so we can eat-all you-can~!!!!

there is egg tart~

char-siew pastry

lee jb's lian rong bao~
she is cute lah..
only eat lian rong -.-

WHooo~!
小龙包~
there is sharkin on top~!!
but i think i still love the 小龙包 at ding tai feng~
i think it is still the best
:D

纸包 chicky wing~

2 idiotic man sitting at the other table next to us say that it is dumb to eat veg in buffet.
super dots lox..
eat so many meat ...
of cos need to eat some veg to have a balance diet.
stupid man>.<
grrr

i think i won't eat dian xin for a very long time>.<